The Man of Your Nightmares

There, I said it.

I am gonna tryyyyyyyy my best to not have any booze until I go to Australia. That is 1 and 1/2 weeks away. This should be an easy goal but i just don't know. I do love booze! But I'm being a drunken bastard as of late.

Even though you know thing aren't working at all it still sucks breaking up with someone. ughhhhhsdhjksdfalh;kj.

I don't much care for them. I don't know why I get in them. I'm not very good at them. hmm. I don't deal well with needy people.

My parents have finally got all of their divorce shit taken care of and now it just needs to be written up by the lawyers and then signed by my parents.
It's about fucking time. I am super glad I am not living in Utah. It was stressful enough to deal with only being around the mess a tiny bit of time. Le sigh.
Also...Winter by Mum is pretty. check it out.

I had a crazy dream that my brother popped a ziploc bag full of bees in my face. but then the bees attacked him since he had the little hive in the bag.
EHH? I guess that's what you get.

So i don't hate my family but lately I'm finding I can't stand them.

Life in general right now is so-so. i need another vacation.

So i finally went to the doctor for this cough i have had for a month. Yeah, I probably should have went a while ago but for certain reasons... I did not. I got some sweet antibiotics and an inhaler to use for a tiny bit to help open up my lungs a bit. Now that I think about it i haven't coughed yet this morning. SWEET! good thing too because I at one point was coughing so hard that i wanted to throw up. plus i coughed often enough that i have bruised my ribs and every time i coughed it hurt quite a bit. tons actually. WEEE! but now since the cough is going(hopefully) my ribs will feel better.
That is all.
Thanks for choosing Brians livejournal.

I need to get my shit together.
seriously.
I've been out of control lately.
I realize this.
things are gonna change.