LOVE, you are not welcome here anymore. You are the most evil thing to ever grace the planet. You gravitate towards the weak and then shoot them right where they stand. You’re a drug I can’t kick. And if you were in the flesh I would stab you so you finally knew how it felt. You are the most pathetic excuse for an emotion I have ever known, and I regret being apart of your game. Why did you choose me? I was happy being left alone so I would never know how easily you could snatch yourself away. You are a cold-hearted bitch who should be banned from this world. I can’t stay away from you but I regret every second you are in my life. Thanks for nothing, jerk!
Here I am again in total bliss.not bliss... just worry. I have blisters on my feet, bite marks in my neck, skin peeling off my fingers, bleeding lip, and a twisted sense of humor. If only it was that funny. I need a drink, a cigarette. I want to have sex so I can fill that unwanted desire to screw the life out of him. If only it was that easy. I need a way out, while staying inside the loop of my marriage. I'm okay with it. Well sometimes. For the most part... I suppose. I want you Brandon. I want your love and I want you to act like you could give a damn. I want to be rejected while you decide to wrap your hands around my neck. I love you to pieces and you never bring peace to my mind. I love you. I despise you. You were meant for me and that will never change for as long as I can keep my head above water. You will never know how much you have saved my life until its too late. Hopefully whatever you are going through now is a temporary thing, and that I am just the wind up doll that you like to toy with on short notice. Because I am nobody's blow-up doll. NOBODY'S. I love you but do not think for a second that I am your ex girlfriend's because you will find very quick that I am not. Hope you are not disappointed... Anyways get a grip son because I need you like I need oxygen but you need a reality check. I mean FUNKY BUTT LOVIN!
I love you... Stay sane for me. and do not mess this up. Brittany
I can't fathom how I am at this point in my life, but I suppose I can't complain for the most part. I mean I love Aiden to death, even though he is feeling very sick right now so bless his little heart. I love my husband even though I am not too sure where we are at times. I just want a simple life but exciting at the same time. dreamlike but down to earth. I need adrenaline pumping through me during the day and serenity at that very moment I have gone through phases and let downs but I have always had Brandon by my side. I love you more than you will ever know.ever... You stood by me when I thought I had no one. Even when I didn't deserve your love. You keep me sane and drive me insane at the same time to where I can't function from all the chaos that enters our lives. I'm not sure if I believe in soul mates but if there are I know you are mine. I love you so much it makes my heart hurt when you hurt me, and I know it does the same to you. I am sorry for any hurt I have caused you and I am thankful for the day I met you. The day you walked in to that classroom and sat next to me. Which may have been the best moment of my life leading up to the crazy events that have brought us to this point. I hope you will forever feel the same way I feel about you. Because I am definitely head over heels for you baby and that will never change. Well since I am just letting out a mushy gushy post that my husband will never read because well.... you dont even have a livejournal I decided to do a picture post and cure my boredom.
6 DAYS... AND LIFE AS I KNOW IT IS PRETTY MUCH BEGINNING. I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD GET TO THIS LEVEL. BUT I AM PRETTY EXCITED ABOUT GETTING MARRIED. IM YOUNG. SOME MIGHT SAY I AM TOO NAIVE. BUT I AM HAPPY. VERY HAPPY TO BE MRS. WIECKERT. HAPPY FOR A BABY BOY CHANGING MY LIFE. IM COPING WITH CHANGE LIKE ANY OTHER PERSON WOULD. EXCEPT EXCITEMENT OVERWELMS THE FRIGHTENING STRUGGLES OF DAYS TO COME. AND EVEN THOUGH IM NOT SURE WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN MY FUTURE. I KNOW BRANDON WEICKERT AND AIDEN LEE WEICKERT WILL BE APART OF THAT. AND THAT MAKES THINGS OKAY. :D
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