Shelby “Your birth is a mistake you'll spend your whole life trying to correct."
red wine & sleeping pills, cheap sex and sad films
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Journal created:
on 20 June 2001 (#193678)
Updated:
on 23 February 2012
Name:
"but when it comes to being loved she's first .."
Location:
somewhere between San Francisco and San Jose, California, United States
My japanese name is 井上 Inoue (upon a well) 弓美 Yumi (beautiful bow, as in bow and arrow).
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add me or comment or email me to be added..new people are welcome, so long as you aren't here to cause drama. I don't have the time for silly Internet bullshit in particular, and feel there is a big difference between maintaining your inner child and just being immature. I don't even fight and waste my time lashing out anymore, so save your time cause I will not pay attention. Sometimes you just have to know when to take your shit and walk away and brush it off. Karma is my best friend, and I know it is all good, and don't need to try and punish or provoke.
I honestly no longer hate anyone. I have been to hell and back a few times, made some good and bad decisions, and get knocked over but always mend the bruises and come back a bit stronger. I am neither tough as my initial front, nor as fragile as I may look.
I mainly use this journal to either vent, or I shall often speak in vague, abstract terms not mentioning names and particulars. Sometimes even a few really close friends will wonder who I am actually speaking of. Sometimes in reality, it is all something fictional in the works or outside my world. That is the beauty, this is my journal and I can and shall use it as need be!
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hair that frames an impeccable alabaster complexion she is a living paradox-seemingly childlike, yet jaded at the same time. Her adolescent like exuberance, energy and spirit occasionally clash with adult realism, but through it all she finds someway to maintain the individuality that have long distinguished her from peers
She embraces extremes, working hard, loving deeply, and believing that both laughter and tears are necessary tools to truly live life to the fullest.
Protective and doting on those she cares for, and sometimes forgiving to a fault, her friendship is a rare and wonderful gift. Her circle may be small, but the bonds are impermeable.
Her first companions are books-everything from comics, to poetry, literature and more academic works; art of all genres and forms; and foremost music, a constant companion and catharsis.
I like comics. so? got a problem with that? Chynna is one of my idols. You should love her too.
I am sarcastic(what do ya expect I am a British/German/Irish gal), stubborn, some say I am cute... I am a complete paradox- I can change moods at the drop of the hat; I may be hard as stone or soft as silk. How you treat me determines that. I am forgiving to a fault, till you cross certain lines or abuse this tendency, then I can slam the door shut forever.
I go from the extreme of being a hermit like misanthrope to being a social butterfly who loves everyone...
Last FM thing
100 monkeys, andi watson, anime, at the drive in, atmosphere, audrey hepburn, b.r.m.c, bee stung lips, being really silly, belle & sebastian, black coffee, boots, braid, butterflies, carissa's wierd, cat-eye glasses, cherry blossoms, christa donner, chynna clugston major, clove cigarettes, cocteau twins, colored eyeliner, comic books, corsets, cowboy bebop, crisp fall weather, crying minotaur tattoos, cursing like a sailor, daniel clowes, daydreams about night things, dead meadow, depeche mode, drive like jehu, echobelly, edward cullen, exhibitionism, family guy, ferry corsten, fitted hoodies, fugazi, ghost world, giant robot, green day, haight street, happy mondays, having high standards, hayao miyazaki, her space holiday, hey mercedes, hopeless savages, hot water music, imperial teen, individuality, innocence mission, interpol, jackson rathbone, jets to brazil, jump little children, kids in the hall, kinokuniya, ladytron, last days of april, liebe blaue augen, lightning seeds, lush, mad season, maintaining my inner child, massive attack, melt banana, mocking the masses, modest mouse, moving units, murder city devils, museums, my bloody valentine, my niece emily, negativland, neil gaiman, nick cave, nightmare before christmas, nina ricci, omd, paul pope, pet shop boys, piercings, pissing people off, placebo, pop culture, purple kush, q and not u, quoting fight club, quoting twilight, radiohead, reading, red house painters, reno nevada, robert pattinson, rubber duckies, saint etienne, sarcasm, self-deprecation, shot glasses, sigur ros, siouxsie and the banshees, skinny jeans, slowdive, smoking bowls, snowden, sonic youth, stellastar*, stephenie meyer, stereolab, stila cosmetics, stimulating conversations, strawberry margaritas, sunny day real estate, tattoos, telegraph avenue, the arcade fire, the birthday party, the cure, the descendants, the faint, the fire theft, the lovemakers, the magnetic fields, the nineties, the pixies, the rapture, the smiths, the stone roses, the swans, the velvet teen, the weakerthans, thriving ivory, tiny t-shirts, twilight saga, van gogh's starry night, vegetarian sushi, vhs or beta, vintage clothing, weezer, willowy builds, wolfsheim, writing, x-men, yeah yeah yeahs, yo la tengo, yoshitomo nara, yume bitsu