dont let yourself be tamed

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna
cuttendons
hollow-toy

handfeeding + CNC. more on this later

hollow-toy

okay so. you're her captive. she keeps you in her basement. she brings you 2-3 meals a day. you think it's cause she likes you strong enough to fight back. but because you don't want to be weak, you eat them. you need to eat

at first she left the meals and cutlery in the room then left you to eat. then she started staying to watch you eat. you didn't want to give her whatever kind of sick satisfaction she'd get from it, but you need to eat. so you put up with it

then she started sitting closer and closer to you while you ate. then she started holding the plate in her lap while you ate from it. it all happened so slowly, so gradually, that you didn't even really notice how strange it was until she started petting your hair while you ate. you tried not to eat for a few days after that. but you need to eat. so you cave. and she keeps petting your hair

one day she ties your wrists behind your back before she brings your meal. when she comes in with the food, she sits in a chair directly in front of you. you think about how much you hate her. you think about how much you hate that you're so used to being close to her. she picks up some of the food and cups it in one palm. then she extends the hand towards you

you stare at the food in her hands. your mouth starts to water. you understand, somewhere deep in you, that if you do this, you will be crossing a line. something in you will snap in a way that can't be fixed. you hate her. you don't want to give her whatever kind of sick satisfaction she'll get from it

but you need to eat

kittenkillsadults
tpoc

My name is Tawi, and I’m reaching out for help for myself and my girlfriend. I know you’ve probably seen my fundraisers floating around before, and while I am still working doing art commissions, it’s hard for me to get hired anywhere in a wheelchair. Both my girlfriend and I are disabled and I myself am currently living in a food desert, where it’s nearly impossible to find affordable groceries, safe sidewalks, or reliable healthcare. The sidewalks in our area are so poorly maintained that my wheelchair motor is constantly at risk, it's the fifth time it's broken and everytime it breaks its a $500 repair, and the lack of accessible housing and medical care has made daily life a real struggle for me. Furthermore, the house that I’ve been staying in for the last year has five flights of stairs, including the first two to get into the building, and it’s been a nightmare getting in and out of the house with my wheelchair.


On top of all the expenses needed to move, I also have a sick kitty that I’m caring for, and the vet has recently located a tumor where her kidney is, and she’s continuing to pee blood even after her round of antibiotics, and she’s having an increasingly hard time keeping weight on.


Id like to move to a state where I can finally access better healthcare for me and my cat, find a place I can actually afford that’s not on the third floor, and live in a community where I can get around safely. The funds from this fundraiser will go directly toward moving expenses, car insurance, gas, securing a new place to live, and covering the gap in healthcare coverage during my transition. Some of you may recall when I was hatecrimed a year and some change back, where my belongings were trashed and my wheelchair and crutches were stolen, this money would also be going to help me find community in a more accepting area where I no longer have to live with strangers and be at risk for something like this happening again. Every bit of support will help us take this important step toward a safer, healthier, and more independent life.


Thank you so much for taking the time to read our story. Even if you’re not able to donate, just sharing our fundraiser means the world to us and brings us closer to our goal, and puts me in a more stable financial situation to complete the last year of my bachelor’s degree! Your kindness and support truly make a difference.


https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-us-move-to-accessible-housing-and-healthcare

circusmystic

hii everyone. my gf has been having a really severe go of it this year (and honestly the last several)

i would really like to get her out to here my state where she can have more thorough medical access + generally be someplace more affordable and with community that takes her health and wellness seriously as a disabled black trans person. please consider helping her get a little bit of stability in a really rough time, and please share 💚

circusmystic

$252/1800

hi all, just want to try conveying the importance of this again cuz its hard watching people continuously able to meet goals for nonessentials while a black wheelchairbound transfem is going largely without aid for basic survival and safety.

tawi recently had to move from her rental room back with abusive family due to funds, and the longer i see her there the more difficult stomaching any of this gets. her mood has been heavily impacted even beyond her capacity to go places for herself, and the longer she is left in stasis the more and more worried i am also becoming for her cat whom she has had to leave in temporary care with a family member who has continuously failed to feed her and respond to medical emergencies that are wholly preventable. on top of everything i dont want to see the pet suffer or her have to keep having to watch it when i know getting her here as planned would fix the problem.

we're waiting on a call back for a place we applied to, but even if we get it i know we still need about $600 of that goal minimum to make sure rent and travel is covered. consider sharing or checking out our commission info.

circusmystic

532/1800

tysm for help so far- things are still very stressful and evwrything woukd be helped immensely by meeting as much of this goal as possible asap to make sure theres security for tawi to fall back on