we're all addicted to something

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New poem that i just wrote a few minutes back, comment on what you think. Pleases and thank yous.

( Dreams of nightmares full of deathCollapse )

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Ugh i ate a really hole lots this weekend and today. Like seriously did. and i feel so sick. I beat i gained like alot of weight. arg >_< Well that is why thise entry is called 2 days. I am going to fast for two days and if i don't feel like i am back to wear i was i will go another day. But until thna i'm fasting fror two days. Oh and my ex-bf who caused me so mcuh fucking pain and hate wants to talk to me agian and he says he still loves me which pisses me off and even worst only b/c even after all the fucking shit and crap i put him threw and all the times i broke his heart. three times ppl! he still loves me. Yeah that is kinda sad i know. But he was one of my bestfriends who i coudl talk to about anything, and than i fucked up and now i wish that he would die. But deep inside i don't want him to leave the earth. God i am fucked up aren't i? *sigh* well i hope i make teh right choose with me and him talking or not. And hope i can make my fast. Well im off.

bye bye

Keito

I forgot to change the name and age when i did this so i'm doing it again!

Name:Lesley
Age:16
FOR SELF INJURERS
1.How long have you been SIing? about 3 years
2.Do people know about your SIing? Some do, some think i've stopped
3.have you ever been hospitilized? No!
4.what is your prefered method of self-harming? Cutting and scrubbing at my skin really hard till it bleeds
5.do you want to stop? Yes but i always fail
FOR ED'S
CW:
HW:
LW:
STG:
LTG:
1.have you ever been hospitilized?
2.how long have you had an ed?
3.do people know?
4.do you want to recover?

I dont have an eating disorder i just want to lose weight

Name:Juli
Age:14
FOR SELF INJURERS
1.How long have you been SIing? about 3 years
2.Do people know about your SIing? Some do, some think i've stopped
3.have you ever been hospitilized? No!
4.what is your prefered method of self-harming? Cutting and scrubbing at my skin really hard till it bleeds
5.do you want to stop? Yes but i always fail
FOR ED'S
CW:
HW:
LW:
STG:
LTG:
1.have you ever been hospitilized?
2.how long have you had an ed?
3.do people know?
4.do you want to recover?

I dont have an eating disorder i just want to lose weight

Name: Keito
Age: 14
FOR SELF INJURERS
1.How long have you been SIing? 9 months or more not sure
2.Do people know about your SIing? yes
3.have you ever been hospitilized? no
4.what is your prefered method of self-harming? cutting adn bruising
5.do you want to stop? yes
FOR ED'S
CW:129
HW:148
LW:129
STG:125
LTG:117 or lower
1.have you ever been hospitilized? nope
2.how long have you had an ed? 6 months
3.do people know? yes
4.do you want to recover? no.

now i kno i don't have any oficaly Ed, but i am ED-nos. so yeah.....

And i kno that my lowest weight and current weight are the same, but that is cause i weighted myself today welll really just a few moments ago and i am 129. And yeah i'm very happy !!!!! ^_^

Application:

Name:Juli
Age:14
FOR SELF INJURERS
1.How long have you been SIing? about 3 years
2.Do people know about your SIing? yes
3.have you ever been hospitilized? yes, 3 times
4.what is your prefered method of self-harming? Cutting
5.do you want to stop?i'm trying now
FOR ED'S
CW:
HW:
LW:
STG:
LTG:
1.have you ever been hospitilized?
2.how long have you had an ed?
3.do people know?
4.do you want to recover?


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