So I pull most of an all nighter last night, not going to sleep till about 6:30-7ish. Then roughly about 8:30 my mother comes in my room and tells me I'm covering for her...yee-haw. So right now I'm sitting here at work BORED out of my FUCKING mind @_@ and tired as all hell ;---;
Well been awhile since I've last used this thing, surprised it was still kept on the servers. <.< Well absolutely nothing worth of being told about has been going on, and anything worth talking about I've already told people. So yeah, think I'll let this sit on the LJ servers and collect dust. Prolly occassionaly post random updates such as:
"LOL OMFG BBQ"
"Z0MFG I R T3H B0RDeZ! LolZ1!1!1111!!!!111!!!one!!!11!!2"
So earlier in the week Annie wasn't feeling well and Steve (Volkanic) was tossing hard raisens at her. She wasn't feeling well and she got really upset over it. Today Steve went out and brought in over $100 in small party favors, and gave it to everyone on our half of the cafeteria. Plus he gave a special box to just me an Annie. It was so fucking cool, out of complete random-ness Steve brought in an army of people (Erik,Brandon,Heuzy,Danni, ect.) just giving random presents to everyone. No one cared about anything on our half of the room, we were all having a party of just playing with all our toys and joking with one another. So while the other side was throwing shit at us and being all depressing, we totally ignored them and continued with the holy festival we were celebrating.
Halloween is so overrated, after working at Party city I never ever want to hear about anything tghat has to do w/ halloween. I so sick of Costumes, tricking, treating, candy, everything. I went around melville friday know exactly how much each costume was how uncommon the attire they were wearing, sitting there thinking they were original and sexy when all of them looked like traps. All thinking they are so adorable w/ their cheap angel wings and super tight major cleavage costumes. God, I hate it, and I hate the god damn world >.<
Why the fuck is every thing bothering me. School bothers me, people bother me, I bother myself, I want to go away so bad. never be heard from again, so much shit cycling in my head. Stuff i cant even resolve I dont know whats up, whats down. Hell i cant even figure out what to do anymore. I look one way and see the downfall of one thing, i look the other way and i see the downfall of another thing. I can't turn to anyone for advice cause everyone is facing their own problems and barely ever try to help me out, while i sit around 24/7 supressing my depression to help others.
...Well Dan Blasko dropped by, and showed me his mustang. That cheered me up abit now I mean he's a good kid. Kinda makes me miss the days where him and I were like best of friends. I'm also talkin to Johnny, he is another kid i miss.
Matter of fact I miss alot of people, Mark, Dan, Johnny. Dont get me wrong i love the friends i have now. I guess i jsuyt miss people who i used to hang out with all the time.
...I've just totally lost my train of thought so i'll end this here.
x. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? O.o no idea
x. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? just chance it all
x. Do you have a completely irrational fear? yea
x. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? uh well usually i look around alot and comb my hair with my hands too
x. Are you a pyromaniac? OOO FIR....err no im not >.>
x. Do you have too many love interests? no
x. Do you know anyone famous? nope
x. Describe your bed. Twin size futon
x. Spontaneous or planned? both..
x. Do you know how to play poker? yea i do, i'm failry good at it too ^_^
x. What do you carry with you at all times? Cell, wallet, necklaces, MP3
x. What do you miss most about being little? my free spirit
x. Are you happy with your given name? too common
x. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? MUCHO AMOUNTS
x. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? I despise who i am, and never trust nor believe in myself
x. Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you? Just goes to show how much of a wasted exsistants most humans are
x. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? kinda..
x. Do you spend more time with your boyfriend/girlfriend or your friends? my girlfriend more
x. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? telekenitic powers (Like Legato ^_^)
x. What is your ideal marriage location? foresty area, near a stream or a minor waterfall
x. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? Guitar
x. Favorite fabric? ::shrugs::
x. Something you love and hate? I love the people in my life but i hate how i treat them like dirt (I'm sorry...)
x. Do you tell your friends about your sex life? no not really....but things slip out
x. What's the one language you want to learn? Irish or Japaneese
x. Have you ever pierced your body parts? dont have piercings
x. Do you have tattoos? no
x. Do you drive a stick? no
x. What's one trait you hate in a person? when people want others help w/ advanced and technical aspects when the dont even understand the basics of what they are doing
x. What kind of watch(es) do you wear? Digital clock
x. Do you consider yourself materialistic? yea
x. What do you cook the best? cant cook
x. Favorite writing instrument? pen
x. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? i dont liked to be noticed
x. What kind of books do you like to read? Read...yea right
x. You win the lottery, what would you do? Finally get over my finance issues of my life >.<
x. What's one thing you're a sore loser at? martial arts...though i know i suck
x. If you don't like a person, how do you show it? I either ignore them or just mock them
x. Do you cry in front of friends? cry?...havent done it in awhile
x. What's one thing you like to do alone? Play FFXI and talk with people on my server
x. Are you a giver or a taker? im a giver most of the time
x. When's the last time you cried? Awhile ago
x. Favorite communication method? internet or phone
x. How many drinks before you're tipsy? dont drink...so im not so "cool" like my other teenage friends
x. Favorite kind of porn? lesbian,
x. Do you ever have to beg? no...unlike the rest of this pitiful world i do things on my own.
x. Have you ever done any illegal drugs? no
x. Do you think you're cute? hell no
x. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? pants yes.....shirts not really
x. What's the most painful experience you've ever had? everything going on now
x. WHO STOLE THE COOKIES FROM THE COOKIE JAR? ....fuck you
