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bust a move fuckers

Alright so last night I went to a show, 2 bands. First band Public Access was awsome and the lead singer was hot to boot. Mary being a shy dumbass didn't say anything. I dunno guys a like I can't talk to, lol Jess thought he was hot 2. Back to the music they did a cover the song. The song was toxic by the brit fake tit chick haha that rymes, it was great we danced like crazy kids ryan walker grey, Jess, Steph,Sav and some other girl I don't remember her name but she was cool and I busted a move tony tryed haha lol good job anywho Tony. God the lead singer was a amzing screamer grrrr I'm a fool I can never talk to guys I like, even if I know them I can't talk to them. I studder and i'm like duhhhhhhh. grrr Anywho durning set changes jess, steph, and ryan, tony, and I and others went outside it was hot as hell in there. So we all goofed around and tryed to teach Tony how to skank, thats hopeless. Ryan was sliding on astro turf and go his ass soked. So of course he came and rubbed up and down my leg so one leg of mine was wet. The funniest part was when Tony and Ryan had a contest to see who could get there belt off first. Well I think Tony won but Ryans pants droped I guess he really dose need a belt. We where out for about 15 min. Went back Razburi Something came on it was crazy dancing and, skanking. So much fun ryan and I like ran at each other and huged and he like bit my ear it was funny as hell. Then we proceeded in screaming yes yes o yes hahah. I had to take a brake I was hot and sweaty. I was a dumbass and forgot my inhaler thank god Kat was there my asthmatic friend that comes prepared THANKS A TON KAT !! I got some ice from the bar and put in down my shirt hah Jess did the same. We danced and danced and danced some more. Sav and I left at 11. Alot of people left then too, The show was over soon anyway. right when I walk out the door I scream something at Ryan i have no idea what and then he starts charging towards me and i'm like crotching to the ground with my arms over my head but he didn't hit me yeah!!!! so we walked to the curb said by to everyone left came home jumped in the shower with my clothes on, I was so hot I didn't care went to bed and passed out. Today Steph, Kendell and Paige came over we all went the movies had a awsome day, I don't remember every thing becasue I'm so wiped out so yeah whatever...... today and last night was amazing <3333
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Going crazy wanna come

I think I have gone insane in my membrane. I dunno I have been so indesisive and sad. God i want to leave myself! Is that possible??. So to bring some joy into my life I looked up some shows, and I want to go to this one.
Thursday, August 26th, 2004
Club Tundra (formerly Lost Horizon)
5863 Thompson Rd, Syracuse, NY
Doors at 6:30 pm
Show is $10 at the door
16+ admitted with proper ID

EVERGREEN TERRACE
THE RED CHORD
FOUND DEAD HANGING
A LIFE ONCE LOST
FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES

so if your interested call me. 436-0481
There are some awsome shows coming in september too. so yeah i'll keep you all posted. Summer is almost gone i'm kinda sorta sad but kinda sorta happy because i have the best secdual ever. So long sweet summer................xoxo
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Wanted

I've been volunteering at this awsome independent theatre called the Open Hand Theatre, god for almost a year. I do workshop with little kids and i user there shows. This place is all about puppets. Anywho what I'm getting at .They have a festival every year and they close down 2 streets i think Ash and part of Salina for this festival of performances and workshops where kids can make puppets and mask. They also have Bruce Covell reading and the Author of Clifford which is cool. Kelso is dressing up as Clifford because yeah she volunteering that day as well but they have tons of other stuff other then what i'm menchaing but I can't remeber it all sorry. So I'm asking everyone that can give some time we need alot of people theres all ready about 110-115 volunteers already but the more the marrier. I'm doing mask making and puppet workshops becasue I'm the master of them hahah after 25 you can say that. The festival is from 11-4 on September 18 it's a Saturday I can give rides and all that goodshit, so tell me if you are interested and i'll call my boss and they'll tell me what can do. Home number 656-8852 or call my cell because I'll mostly likely be out tommrow 436-0481 Thanks kids i <3 you all xoxo
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i hate my nose

Yesturday Kelso and I went to the movies, we saw Napoleon Dyanamite it was extermly funny. It's a must go see kinda movie but it's only playing at Carousel. After the movie we walk around the mall for about an hour we got lunch, then went to Best Buy I got a CD so did Kels. MY moms got us around 4 took kelso home, the car ride to kelso was funny as hell. There was nothing great on the radio stations that are preprogramed in my moms car so, I was flipping threw stations, and rap or whatever R&b came on it was i think Usher i'm not quite sure. He was talking about how some chick he fucked got 3 months pregant and, my mom just gose well someones winky worked. Kelso and I died laughing it was right as we pulled up to her house my mom said it. Man o man i love the times that my mom can be funny. came home the rest of the night I just relaxed because my nose was all runny and I started to feel like shit. I took my meds and went to bed. I was up half the night with my fucking nose, I mean to we really need them i don't care how shit smells i want to get rid of the damn thing. So I finally got to sleep woke up around 11 ish to the sound of my dad vacuming my room hes a neat freak so i yelled and screamed, attempted going back to sleep but it was pointless. I felt a little bit better this morning so my dad asked me to mowe the lawn so I did. finished, took a shower called kylee to see if she could come up so i could give her, her stuff from maine. She did, we talked about stuff mostly about Nip Tuck and Law and Order SVU how we both cry in both shows, sad yes I know. she left, I went to wegmans with my dad started feeling shiity again my medication was wearing off from earlier. Got home took more shit watched some movies with my nose running like a race horse, I couldn't hear alot of it beause my ears are pulged and grrrrr I hate this feeling. Well i'm gonna take a nap and all that good shit.
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blah blah blah you suck

yeah i'm not in the maine mood so pictures i will post some other time since there all resized and all that good shit. yesturday was a fine day; woke up went out got bagles and fish for gill, came home started laundry i'm still not done because i ran out of soap. well yeah came home from getting the few things rob was over trying to wake pete thats impossible ask anyone (well that know him of course). bill came over after work talked with him for a bit then dinner came around rob stayed and tim showed up sometime we all ate then the guys had dish duty yeah for me. we all hung out in the kitchen for a bit then left. thats about that today laura came over we looked at maine pictures and watch the stupidest show ever. talked about stuff that went on when i was gone. tonight i don't know what's going on tonight so yeah this is where i part and so goodbye...xox<3

o yeah "laura your maddd cool and shit" hahahah that kid made you blush
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this is my vaction part 1 there will be more because i know i forgot some stuff

this is my whole vaction yes this is going to be a long post but worth reading it think i dunno whatever........

ok friday i posted pretty much my whole day so i don't need to talk about that much. so we got on the road at 3am we took my dads new pickup truck it's really nice and all four doors and everything but i can't stand to sit up straight i have to recline when on long car trips, so i wasn't a happy pasanger and cranky because i wanted to sleep. around 8 am or so we did our first stop and my mom as like here we can switch so i got the front seat reclined passed out till 10:30 or so for the second stop in mass at our regular breakfast place. ate came back to the car and i wanted to watch a DVD so i was going to get the lab top and i open the bag and there was my camera that i "didn't" hah know about. they also got a bigger memory card a 256meg or something i can hold up to 200 some odd pictures which is awsome. we finally got there around 11ish but we can't get into our place till 12 because the cottege has to be cleaned. so we just hung out, got in the cabin unpacked went to the beach it was beautiful day. went out to dinner with chelsea's family and mine we went to shaws it's a relly cool place the movie message in a bottle was shot there it was neat know i'm eatting where a movie was made. ok i'm cutting the rest of the week a little bit short, a few days sucked so my mom and chelsea's mom chels and i went shopping in freeport we split up; and chels and i saw some amazingly good looking maine boys. they are so nice up there why can't we have nice guys in syracuse??. the rest of the week was spent on the beach i got burned on my chest and my face like my cheeks and nose but not as bad as my cheast . later on the second week my shoulders got a little crispy i'm going to have skin cancer. but all is well, it turned into a purdy tan i'm not a pasty white girl anymore!!!!! hahahaha. so yeah second week came around pete was on his way up. he got up fine and all then told us the news my dog star ran away and she has never done this before she's 14 years old; i was in a state of panic we had everyone looking for her back home she was at a vet in dewitt thank god so she came home with bill and he looked after her. see we usally send her to this place where they take care of her but my dad was like no she'll be fine with boys. yeah so i was kinda blaming it on him for a little bit but i'm over it. yeah back to maine the weather was not all that great but we had some fun times chels and i; went in to town alot book store and the bead shop where we made really cool braclets the other days were beach days where we played volly ball in the lake and rode the jet ski, kyaked, o yes can't forget the badmitten in the lake as well mrs foran and i played against each other i was a very agressive player ever time i served she's said here gose miss winbleton i served like i was playing tennis it was alot of fun. every good beach day we had appitizers on the beach everyone brought a dish and there where drinks and everything. we went for lobster like 5 times the last night everyone went together which is a tradition, then penny candy where i got $3.50 of gummies all kinds of gummies :) then round top for ice cream. the week was very awsome we came home packed then passed out. we got up at 6 packed the car cleaned then left by 8, we all said our good byes till next year. (because we go with the same group each year). i'm know i'm forgettting stuff i probably will make another post about maine tommorow. all and all maine was amazing.
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