flarn_fanfic wrote in beexsam 😨drained

[Fic] Brainwaves (part 7)

Title: Brainwaves (part 7)

Author: Flarn

Disclaimer: Not mine, I just want to play with it. All characters are assumed to be 18.

Pairings: Sam/Bee

Warnings: Human style swearing. GORE (If you can watch CSI without going catatonic you're probably alright). Character death (If you've been reading this you knew it was coming). Maybe have tissues handy?

(Perhaps he searched for himself, because at present he did not know who he was, what he was, or even something as simple as where he was. All he could be certain of was that he, quite simply, was.)



Author's notes:

I have to do this in list form because I've shaken myself up a little writing this. Let's just say I drew on some very important personal experiences with death, and leave it at that, shall we?

1) Cause of death. In addition to the unfortunate accident that happened to my cousin (whom I didn't know very well, but thank you for your sympathies) I actually got this from a Mythbusters episode. They successfully decapitated a dummy with a piece of tire fired off from between two other tires.

2) Songs quoted in the fic:

- "Time to Say Goodbye", by Andrea Boccelli and Sarah Brightman - I know the lyrics, when translated, don't necessarily reflect death, but I listen to this song whenever I'm mourning a loss, and I find it really gets the emotions out where I can deal with them.

- "Teen Angel", by Mark Dinning - Yes, I know Sam's not 16, but you get the idea. And my parents used to complain about the depressing, emo songs of my generation...

- "Dust in the Wind", by Kansas - This is a totally beautiful song, but I can't listen to it unless I am both gleefully happy and totally hyped up on sugar, caffeine, and alcohol or I become a depressive wreck within seconds.

3) I'm probably missing something, but you all want to read the fic, not my rambling, wind-baggy author's notes so I won't sit on this chapter waiting until I think of whatever it was. ;)

4) Thanks for the reviews and support, they make the pain worthwhile. :)

* Special request for beexsam: Wednesday, August 8th is my birthday. If it isn't too much to ask, could I have some birthday fic, or maybe a doodle of art? Anything goes, just, maybe no holos, if that's okay? They are very pretty as you guys portray them, but not my personal cup of tea.