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Title: Gimme Sympathy
Vidder: beerbad
Music: "Gimme Sympathy" by Metric
Fandom: Bunheads
Pairing: Michelle/Sasha (femslash or platonic, viewers' choice ;)
Summary: Michelle and Sasha have a lot of feelings about each other, and I have a lot of feelings about their feelings.

Notes: This vid was a long time coming -- I started it almost exactly a year ago in February 2013.  Michelle and Sasha's relationship had really, ahem, escalated in the second half of the season.  I could barely contain myself and KNEW that if anything would break my five-year vidding hiatus, this show would do it.  Anyway, so I started the vid before the season was even over and then a few things happened.  Namely, the season ended, the show went on a very long hiatus, and then after months of waiting it was axed by ABC Family. :'(

I literally cannot remember the last time a show's cancellation hit me so hard.  I had about one third of the vid finished at that point, and couldn't bring myself to rewatch the last few episodes in order to take notes now that I knew they were the final episodes of the series.  So this poor vid sat unfinished for months, until I finally got my act together and finished it.  Then more tragedy struck!  The external hard drive where I had my episode files stored failed literally the DAY after I had finished my final draft, and I'm still working with SeaGate tech support to see if the data is recoverable.  In the meantime, what I've posted is an earlier completed version, which thankfully exists.  If I can ever recover the final edit, I'll replace this one, but there were only a few pretty minor changes so I hope everyone can at least enjoy this version. :\

Technical notes:  Made with Magix Movie Edit Pro 2013, which I bought for $50 and never crashed or slowed down my computer.  Really great and cheap for non-linear editing software!  My OS is Windows 7.  I used downloaded 720p mkv files, which I converted to AVIs using Avidemux.  I did all my clipping directly in the program.

This vid is dedicated to everyone who has ever listened to me ramble on about Bunheads at length and explode my feelings all over them.  Namely, [livejournal.com profile] mammothluv, [livejournal.com profile] chaila, [livejournal.com profile] cyborganize, and [livejournal.com profile] metatxt! <3

Streaming: YOUTUBE
Download: Google Drive

Date: 2014-02-09 09:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chaila.livejournal.com
This is great! I love this song for them. I am glad you battled the technology gods to prevail and post it. Okay I admit that I choose the platonic reading, even though it's not really a purposeful *choice* so much as the way my brain works. (I know! It's weird!) :) But I love this either way, and it totally works both ways. All your feels are totally flying out of this everywhere, which is really lovely, and it also captures the try and fail and try again feeling of Bunheads, and ladies loving and supporting and understanding each other. Forever missing that show. I love the parallels and the dancing!

I want a download link! Please. :)

Date: 2014-02-13 06:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beerbad.livejournal.com
Thanks so much -- and you know, seeing your vid really helped reignite my passion for this show and spur me on to finish it when I was in my rut. <3

The song was definitely a lucky find... well, I was obsessively listening to Metric at the time, but still, I have a hard time imagining anything better. It will forever remind me of them. *tear*

It's strange, usually I feel so relieved when I post a vid that it's finished and it exists out in the world, but for this one I think the best part was actually spending time with the footage over the whole process. I have weird separation anxiety from it now? :'(

Everything about this vid was 100% powered by my feels, but I don't know how I'd vid this show any other way. lol. Do you think it's possible to have raging platonic OTPs? Because if so, Michelle and Sasha fit that concept to a T. <3

Date: 2014-02-10 02:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aphrodite-mine.livejournal.com
chaila sent me here!

MY HEART IS DOING FORWARD ROLLS!

"so close to something better left unknown" is PERFECT. All of the kicks, and the LOOKS, and mothers and daughters and surrogate feelings and yee gods that hug at the end.

MY HEART.

Date: 2014-02-13 05:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beerbad.livejournal.com
Yay!!! I knew my audience for this vid would be pretty small, so I'm happy to find at least one other lover of this relationship. XD

So glad you enjoyed it, and thank you for the comment! <3

Date: 2014-02-10 06:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] looklikemine.livejournal.com
I loved being able to see this show through your eyes. it made me love the show more, and also I feel like I got a deeper glimpse into YOU. <3

Date: 2014-02-13 06:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beerbad.livejournal.com
As I've said a million times before, I've never seen a show develop so exactly close to all my dreams of how I wanted it to develop, so it probably is pretty telling about me. Haha.

<333333333333

Date: 2014-05-11 11:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kiki-miserychic.livejournal.com
download link?

Date: 2014-05-12 04:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beerbad.livejournal.com
What's your email address? I've just been sharing it with Google Docs for the time being!
(screened comment)

Date: 2014-05-16 12:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beerbad.livejournal.com
Sent!! Let me know if it gives you any trouble downloading. The file size is gigantic too and I apologize for that.

Date: 2015-02-10 02:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cosmic-llin.livejournal.com
Oooh, this is gorgeous, I love the way you've explored the parallels between them!

Date: 2015-02-11 06:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beerbad.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm really glad the parallels came through. :)

Date: 2015-02-13 02:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silly-cleo.livejournal.com
Oh my goodness, this is lovely! I agree the parallels come through beautifully, as does the kind of push/pull and back and forth of their relationship! Gorgeous song choice too.

Date: 2015-02-13 04:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beerbad.livejournal.com
Thank you, that means a lot to me! So glad you enjoyed it. :)

Date: 2015-08-11 05:41 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] cyborganize.livejournal.com
Latest vid comment ever! I think we actually watched this together? UGH THEIR FACES. You did such a beautiful job of highlighting every moment when Michelle and Sasha can only see each other – from the dancing to the sex ed to the phone calls to the boy banishing! So many heart and underpants feels – I MISS THEM. You can be sure I'm affording this the dirtiest possible reading.

Date: 2015-08-11 04:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beerbad.livejournal.com
Awww, thank you! I really, truly appreciate the comment, no matter how late. :) THEIR FACES ARE EVERYTHING <3 And I am always pleased when people choose the dirtiest possible reading!!

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