Hello world this is me

Going to the Vines tonight.

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Any day there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
And it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now I'm screaming
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily
And I don't know what to do
Could you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken

1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. Why are you my friend?
4. When and how did we meet?:
5. How have I affected you in any way?:
6. What do you think of me sexually?:
7. What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
8. How long do you think we will be friends?:
9. Do you love me?:
10. Do you have a crush on me?:
11. Would you kiss me?:
12. Would you hug me?:
13. Physically, what stands out?:
14. Emotionally, what stands out?:
15. Do you wish I was cooler?:
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?:
18. How long have you known me?:
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?:
21. Do you still think that way about me now?:
22. What do you think my weakness is?:
23. Do you think I'll get married?:
24. What makes me happy?:
25. What makes me sad?:
26. What reminds you of me?:
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
28. How well do you know me?:
29. When's the last time you saw me?:
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
31. Do you think I could kill someone?:
32. Are you going to put this on your Livejournal and see what I say about you?:
33. Who do you think my crush is?

My niece has finally entered this world... at 2am this morning.

 

 

All About You!
You!
What is your name?:	Beck Carter
How old are you?:	19
When is your birthday?:	9/9/86
Left or right handed?:	right
Bi/straight or gay?:	straight
How many friends do you have?:	1 i think
Are you popular?:	hell yes
Are you smart?:	of course i am smrat
Do you listen well?:	huh?
Are your grades good?:	yep E for Excellent
Family
How many siblings do you have?:	11
How many sisters?:	5
How many brothers?:	6
What are your parents names?:	jill and peter/ colleen and Jim
Are your parents divorced?:	been married 28 years been separated 16
Do you get along with siblings?:	meh
Do you get along with parents?:	meh
Does your family like you?:	thats debate able
Is your family nice?:	meh
Does your family have lots of rules?:	Um im not allowed to say
Love
Are you single?:	No!!!
If not, who is your boyfriend or girlfriend?:	MArky Mark
If yes, do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?:
Do you like someone?:	YEs
Do you love someone?:	Yes
Do you think they like/love you back?:	YEs
What is your opinion on love?:	All you need is love
Do you think true love exists?:	yes and i think i found it
Do you believe that you have a soul mate?:	yes
Do you think that love is the meaning of life?:
Life.
Do you like how your life is going?:	yes
Do you like your grades?:	no
Do you like school?:	hell no
What career do you wish to be in?:	yours
What kind of talents do you have?:	xxx
Which country would you like to visit?:	Russia
Do you want to finish high school?:	yes.. i though i did
Do you want to go to college?:	i am
Do you want to get married?:	right now would be nice
Do you want to have kids?:	see above answer
What kind of house do you want?:	big one, pool, horses, land, air
Do you want a big family?:	meh
Do you have a big family already?:	yes i have 11 siblings
Do you want a well paying job or a job you will enjoy?:	enjoy.. mark can earn the money i just want to have fun
Are you a virgin?:	no-comment
If yes, how old were you?:
Do you wish to have the same best friends when you are older?:	yeah i guess
Beliefs
Do you believe in needing to have a religion?:	i beleive in choice of religion
Do you believe in God?:	yes
Do you believe in Heaven and Hell?:	yes
What is your religion?:	Christianity
Do you believe in extraterrestrials?:	well God created the heavens and the eartha nd all that is in it
Do you believe in Vampires?:	no
Do you believe in Werewolves or Lycans?:	no
Do you believe in Fairies?:	no
Do you believe in Elves?:	no
Do you believe in Dwarves?:	yes
Do you believe in Fairies?:	no
Do you believe in Dragons?:	no
Do you believe in life after death?:	yes
Do you believe in Witches?:	no
Do you believe in ghosts?:	no
Do you believe in magic?:	no
Do you believe in a higher power?:	As in God?
Do you believe in wishing on stars?:	no but i do it anyway
Do you believe in wishing an anything at all?:	no
Do you believe in yourself?:	yes
Do you believe in the Devil?:	yes
Do you believe in monsters?:	no
Do you believe in evil and good?:	yes
Hobbies?
What are your favorite hobbies?:	scrapbooking
Do you like writing?:	yes
Do you like singing?:	yes
Do you like rapping?:	no
Do you like dancing?:	yes
Do you like building things?:	yes
Do you like mechanics?:	yes
Do you like collecting?:	yes
Do you like watching tv?:	no
Do you like watching movies/dvds?:	yes
Do you like playing video games?:	yes
Do you like chatting to people?:	yes
Do you like cooking?:	yes
Do you like sports?:	yes
Do you like music?:	yes
Do you like musical instruments?:	yes
Do you like sewing?:	no
Do you like creating quizzes/polls or surveys?:	no
Today.
What are you listening to?:	steve
What did you wear today?:	nothing
What was the last thing you drank?:	stuff
Did you go anywhere?:	pub
If so, with whom?:	peopel
What were the shoes you wore?:	these ones
What was the last book you read?:	How to walk in high heels
What was the last movie you watched?:	Ab fab
What was the last thing you did?:	typed
When were you last on the phone?:	today
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And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside of each other
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, what’s his is hers

I’m falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can’t be made in fear
The walls begin to tumble down
And I can’t even see the ground

I’m falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Catch me, don’t let me drop!
Love me, don’t ever stop!

So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you

I’m falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Falling into you
Falling into you

I am a beautiful, unique and self motivated young lady and no-one can tell me otherwise!

Так что я говорю с Вами в загадках потому что
Мои слова входят в мой путь. Я курю
целая вещь моей голове и чувству это
смойте 'причину, которую я не могу взять больше
из этого, я хочу сломаться.
или ройте меня небольшое отверстие внутри
ваше драгоценное сердце

'Причините всегда идти дождь в моей голове
Забудьте все вещи, которые я должен был сказать

couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

There are many many crazy things
That will keep me loving you
And with your permission
May I list a few

The way you wear your hat
The way you sip your tea
The memory of all that
No they can’t take that away from me

The way your smile just beams
The way you sing off key
The way you haunt my dreams
No they can’t take that away from me

We may never never meet again, on that bumpy road to love
But I’ll always, always keep the memory of

The way you hold your knife
The way we danced till three
The way you changed my life
No they can’t take that away from me

 

I still love you