Well, the party was a bust, we got all dressed up and as we were heading out the door, Cory's friend called and said the party was cancelled, because the cops got called, because of some stupid guy causing a ruckus. So, Cory and I drove around a bit and found a liquor store that was still open, got some stuff to make Bay Breezes. At the strike of midnight, we were driving, and he stopped in the middle of the road and kissed me :) As you know, they say what you'll be doing at midnight is what you'll be doing the rest of the year...I wouldn't mind it ;) Anyways, we came home, made our Baybreezes, watched Meet the Fockers and went to bed, very quiet, but nice still.....Happy New Year!!!!!!!!
I am really trying to get organized with bills and stuff, I already have a check book register on my computer so I can keep track of it there too, I'm trying to think of a way that I could do the bills on my computer, like what I mean is I have a bill book, where I write everything down, and I want to do that on my computer too, as a back up...I could do it in Excel I know...I think I will search online for an easier way.
I know I just posted and I was all whatever, but now I'm all not...WHY? because he's being a jerk..because he's in a bad mood because of work and he takes it out on me when I ask him what his plans are for the evening and he's like well I have no idea what my plans are for the evening....and I didn't say anything for a few seconds because that hurt my feelings, because I was hoping he'd say well I want to spend some time with you before you have to go to bed because I haven't really seen you all day, and he didn't he hung up on me with a smart ass comment saying he wanted to save my cell minutes. I call him back like what the hell and he's like well I don't want to talk to you cause you want to pick a fight, how the hell is me saying I want to spend time with him picking a fight??? And he was like I'm just in a bad mood right now, well damn it it's not my fault.
I was actually able to get up at 6 this morning, and made it through work without falling asleep (almost did, but that doesn't count!). Today was really boring, only because we were doing a lot of reading and not a lot of hands on stuff. And then I had to get home just as Cory was leaving :( And depending on if he's planning on being out back drinking or if he's planning on coming inside, I probably won't get to spend time with him tonight either. I hope he'll want to spend some time with me tonight before I have to go to bed by like 11 at the latest. I had to sleep on the couch last night from 4-6, because Cory came home at 3 (drunk, because he went out to Sloppy Sundays with one of his friends), we did our thing (hehe), and then he passed out, snoring SO loud and I knew if I didn't go to the couch, I wouldn't get any sleep for the last two hours I had left. Tomorrow training should be better, it's more hands on. The people in my training class are nice, Ava, is pretty cool, except that she keeps going on and on about hot this guy friend is of her brother's (she's 19, but she thinks it wouldn't work because he's 29, I told her to go for it man... ;) ).Then I came home, ate something and crashed for about an hour.
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