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I know its stupid and everyone's done it, but I just think this one is hilarious.
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So I guess Im hitting up the show at the cont. tonight. Not sure whos playing, no one Ill like but whatever. its $5 and I know people who are going...
mhm.
Missed the party last night, I felt like shit. heard it was good times though, awesome.
Spent the day getting tossed around like a piece of trash, waiting for everyone, and ending it with Amy. so that was the only good part, as always. Yesterday was the worst day of my life, and she managed to make me smile over and over. March17th bears nothing of yesterday. It was really bad. And to top it off, since I planned on not being here this whole weekend, I have nothing to do. And no one to do nothing with.
There just getting to Chicago right about now...
Spent the day getting tossed around like a piece of trash, waiting for everyone, and ending it with Amy. so that was the only good part, as always. Yesterday was the worst day of my life, and she managed to make me smile over and over. March17th bears nothing of yesterday. It was really bad. And to top it off, since I planned on not being here this whole weekend, I have nothing to do. And no one to do nothing with.
There just getting to Chicago right about now...
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Not going to Chicago. Play with my emotions a little more; eventually I wont have any again.
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crushed
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"Maybe.....Maybe not.....but maybe."
Im pretty sure this is the tattoo I'm getting. EVERYONE WHO SEE'S THIS, LEAVE A COMMENT!!!! GOOD OR BAD. I want to know. If you've known me for any of the past year or so, you know it's me.
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artistic
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random memory
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-Distance-
Waiting for that next meeting,
ungrateful inpatience.
This plastic is nothing
compared to your skin.
This glass is failing
in contrast to your eyes.
And these words
are highly empty
at the contrast of your breathe.
For something that was wanted for
ages;
how could it become horrendous
and unwanted?
perfection causes things to be
dimmed in comparison.
And in that
you have dimmed life itself
by raising standards...
by being perfect.
Waiting for that next meeting,
ungrateful inpatience.
This plastic is nothing
compared to your skin.
This glass is failing
in contrast to your eyes.
And these words
are highly empty
at the contrast of your breathe.
For something that was wanted for
ages;
how could it become horrendous
and unwanted?
perfection causes things to be
dimmed in comparison.
And in that
you have dimmed life itself
by raising standards...
by being perfect.
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Today, sharring a birthday are Coons, Wayne, and Ron. Happy birthday.
These guys are just 21 years young. So lets give em a round of applause.
Still sick
School:
getting back into is hard but im getting back to it slowly. Being a senior is kinda kool. I still have to drop physics and math12 to get comp. graphics and caligraphy. i keep telling myself its the last year so just stick it out...
Relationship:
Couldnt be better. Weird shit went down yesterday with both of us (Im really sorry for what it was like, we'll talk more today). Other than that I've realized over and over not to take anything for granted, and that I have the best girlfreind ever.
Band:
Practice has been really good recently...we're getting things done slower than we had in the past, but we all like it and it sounds better. Balance. I want to play a show so bad!!!!
Personal:
Im not really sure...Ive been in a good mood, but its a strugle to make myself that way so its not even worth it. I thought school would be easy because Im a senior and all of my friends who were said it was so easy, early release, all of which I dont have yet. I thought classical was going to be fun... I havent even started on my left hand yet and its hard and boring. But I have to stick it out. I got a letter the other day for auditions, in february! Ill have been playing for 5 months, against kids who have been playing for at least 5 years...wonderful. I need to change. not who I am, but what Im doing with who I am. "Love is about sacrafice." How am I suposed to sacrafice if you wont let me? I cant even go around you for your own good.
- A lost cause
getting back into is hard but im getting back to it slowly. Being a senior is kinda kool. I still have to drop physics and math12 to get comp. graphics and caligraphy. i keep telling myself its the last year so just stick it out...
Relationship:
Couldnt be better. Weird shit went down yesterday with both of us (Im really sorry for what it was like, we'll talk more today). Other than that I've realized over and over not to take anything for granted, and that I have the best girlfreind ever.
Band:
Practice has been really good recently...we're getting things done slower than we had in the past, but we all like it and it sounds better. Balance. I want to play a show so bad!!!!
Personal:
Im not really sure...Ive been in a good mood, but its a strugle to make myself that way so its not even worth it. I thought school would be easy because Im a senior and all of my friends who were said it was so easy, early release, all of which I dont have yet. I thought classical was going to be fun... I havent even started on my left hand yet and its hard and boring. But I have to stick it out. I got a letter the other day for auditions, in february! Ill have been playing for 5 months, against kids who have been playing for at least 5 years...wonderful. I need to change. not who I am, but what Im doing with who I am. "Love is about sacrafice." How am I suposed to sacrafice if you wont let me? I cant even go around you for your own good.
- A lost cause
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Dave and Derek are here. practice will soon commence.
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I miss Amy. Seeing her will not soon commence. thats saddens me.
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I miss Amy. Seeing her will not soon commence. thats saddens me.