THE VIKKI BUS IS COMING

to cali tmrw morning ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love my home.

You Are 0% Texas

Damn Yankee! You think the sun comes up just to hear you crow.

this xmasio was dee BAWNMb
this is what i got:













this is what i dont need anymore:

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button


Opening Credits:
Love and Happiness - Al Greene

Waking Up:
Get Over It  - Ok Go

First Day At School:
Love Reality - Reggie and The Full Effect

Falling In Love:
Eat This City - Thunderbirds Are Now!

Fight Song:
What Sarah Said - Death Cab For Cutie

Breaking Up:
Parallel Universe - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Prom:
Going For Adds - Moving Units

Life's OK:
Never Give Up On The Good Times - Spice Girls

Mental Breakdown:
Some Red Handed Slight Of Hand - Cursive

Driving:
Too Little Too Late - Jo Jo

Flashback:
The Comeback - Shout Out Louds

Getting Back Together:
Send The Pain Below - Chevelle

Wedding:
Bad Touch - Bloodhound Gang

Birth of Child:
Golden Touch - Razorlight

Final Battle:
Love and Destroy - Franz Ferdinand

Death Scene:
Not Forever - Tsunami Bomb

Funeral Song:
Baba O'Riley - The Who

Credits:
Fall Back Down - Rancid

Surprise at the end of the credits?
Spent on Rainy Days - Bright Eyes and Britt Daniel



that was good.

i got into a car accident on friday
im so glad im not fucking dead
right now im on some pain killers
and im hoping that my teacher will understand why i didnt do my homework
shit
i was only out for 10 mins.
that shit was close.

ok here's the story to go with all those pics.
umm i didnt know what to be for halloween and in like 10 mins i found all that shit.
the sucky thing is that i havea sword and hook from disneyland in my storage in pacas
anyways. diana - in pink- called me and told me to go trick or treating with her and julia -in blue-
i some how ended up with jesse and eric -my lover-
we got lost on our way to a haunted house
we go there
and silent bob , a bunch of star wars nerds and predator are there
in line we took those pics then eric put me in his jacket cause i was cold
then we kept fighting in the jacket , so jesse lent me his night of the living dead one
jesse brought me home and i went nighty nighty with my kitties.

I just got back from homecoming and I wish I could say I had the time of my life and that I wish it would never end but the truth is that I'm glad I don't have to go through it. Everything that could of gone wrong did and it put me in a state of depression that I hate. I have this problem with my bf's like ex-likes. He used to like her and he still talks to her because she talks to him. It's like go away you dumb whore. And I can swear on my life that God's putting me through some crazy test and trying to make me stronger against jealous or maybe just fuck me up in the head. I see her everywhere and I can't go one day without someone mentioning her name. I would be perfect if she would never be around me. But she is, and all the time, like when I don't need another thing to piss me off. So anyways, at homecoming, she's mentioned, because she was there and I didn't think she would be there, and she was. I tried to shrug it off but it put a huge damper on the occassion. Me and my boyfriend were dancing just fine until she was brought up, then my anger took over. Luckily for her, I didn't see her because I was so hyped I would've thrown down. But God intervened and made me see her at the resturant we went to after, there my boyfriend engaged in a she started it conversation, and I tried to pull him away but he persisted on talking to her. Obviously that made me furious and we fought. He said that he wasn't willing to be a jerk for me and I said why can't you just cut the convo short for me. My point is that if he really loved me he would just choose the relationship we have - 9 mo. over the acquaintanceship that he believes is a friendship. I really wish he wouldn't talk to her in front of me. I wish he would try to just keep me happy. Our night would of been ok if he did that. But no. We cried over it together and came to the conclusion that it will never be solved. And I'm so in love with him that I'll risk it and just stay with him. I don't know what to do. If he loved me he would actually value my feelings and just tell that chick that I'm the reason he can't really talk with her. I just hate this. And it's never going to go away unless she died. The sad thing is that last night or friday night he had said, like randomly out of nowhere, that he feels like his life is incomplete because he never got to ask her out. He said it bluntly and didn't even say anything that would make me feel ok about being with him. He said it like he still wants to be with her, but then he was like, i dont like her now or anything. I hate this, how am I supposed to feel ok with a guy that guilt trips me about stuff in the past, but doesn't try to solve why I freak out and what I freak out about. I need straight advice.

i took my senior pics
and i'd have to pay lots of $$ if i wanted all the pics
so i took some pics off the compy with my celly
which is bad and blurry but w.e, i  think i kinda look like a young person from the 50's

to the contrary of what my friends may believe
i did drown in the gene pool and im in
driver's ed.
i have progressed to actual behind the wheel work
which i found interesante.
i've had the most monotone day ever in my life today, with no climax, happy, sad, or anything.
i just felt the natural blah that accompanies me wherever i go.
i did have longing, but its like that longing that doesn't hit you until the end of the day or is just there constantly, so much so you become numb.
the only thing that brightened my day just a hint was the fact that my nephew is back in new mexico.
as for the rest of my weekend...
i wish it could be more but it wont because i have alot of assignments.

i did put some new graphics on myspace pics though and that was pleasing.
ok im done.
buenos noches