AW POO!!!! Trust me to have access to a pc and everyones in whitby and blow me down with a feather if i'm working all dam weekend and all through week till fri doing twelve hour shifts, not fair!!! Oh well i've got a nice bottle of Austrailian red wine breathing away at room temperature awaiting my consumption in fact i'm half way through the first glass and it warming the cockles of my heart, hiccup!!! Oh well have fun everyone and cheers!!
Hello folks! Just when you thought it was safe to come out and play i'm back briefly. Been busy working my little socks of caring for the elderly dementia cases its hardwork and stressful but rewarding at times. Though i am hoping to get my old job back on the trams when the season starts up properly! I still by the coast and watching bands in the same places. Still seeing bob on and off and having lots of fun when i not working. If anyone remembers me pop on here for a chat will be back on here at 7ish tonite.
I've finally done it i got annother job at last yahoo! No more sponging off the system for me yahoo! I start on the 25th June on the trams theres a weeks training then fulltime work all the way through till november with plenty of overtime as well and hopefully they might keep me on if any permanant vacancies come up. I cant wait and i have even had the foresiight of setting up a mini icer acc.. that i cant touch till xmas so i can have a holiday abroad at the end of it, to Eygpt as a reward for sticking at it and a 40th bithday present to myself! I'm also off for a trip down Birmingham on friday to see my boyfriend so looking forward to that as well. Everything seems to be going well at the moment so i'm a happy bunny! I might even get connected back on the internet soon too bwah ha ha!
It would seem i must get a job, i have been put on intensive jobsearch to find me a job. Now i do actually want a job but not if it is going to pay peanuts. So this place i go actually puts you on short courses to enhance ones potential of employment so lets hope i find something relatively suitable before i die of boredom. On to more interesting topics i have been enjoying the delights of the Tache quite frequently just lately and will be attending again this weekend in search of fun and pleasure ha ha!
Just a quick post as i'm nearly out of time. I sort of pulled friday, so my fingers and toe crossing kind of worked but i didnt do the get laid bit and i didn't get his number or arrange to see him again. Though he was a very good kisser and it was nice to get cuddled etc and feel wanted. plus it was good for my ego as my ex totally poleaxed it last tuesday though i did my best not to show him. Strangely enough he came round yesterday, i have a feeling someone he knew, saw me in the the tache because he seemed very agitated and and directly asked me if i pulled. I wasen't going to lie to him so i told him but as little detail as possible. He left as quickly as possible after that without giving me a hug, So i knew it had pissed him off though he tried to hide it, the thing is he called a halt to our relationship does he expect me to become a nun till hes ready to change his mind or decides what he does want. Men! sometimes there more confused than we are.
Happy new year folks, better late than never, seeing as we are now in Febuary. All i can say is i've been a little distracted due to a new boyfriend. But unfortunately it did'nt work out though where still friends and he keeps bombarding me with all the buffy and Angel videos which is good! So i'm back to being focused and undistracted. Sigh! Had a brilliant night in D>N>A on new years eve i boogied all night and got loads of hugs and kisses of random strangers, all harmless fun. Back to normality now after the kids went home and back to an intermittant love life which is totally off at moment, woe is me!!!! I've started a new diet and fitness regime so hopefully i will lose at least two stone in the next six months if i can avoid the comfort eating every time my lovelife takes a toboggan run downhill ha ha! I'm still doing the chrystal healing classes and have moved on to advanced kabalah which i'm really enjoying and have also paid for the wiccan class starting in june. So i am still following my mystical path to enlightenment, its just a shame they dont run classes in enlightenment of the opposite sex, god knows i sure could do with some understanding in how the male mind works, as they totally confuse me at times. ha ha! Oh well maybe i'll find someone in the Tache on saturday, i'm keeping my fingers crossed and my toes ha ha!
Well folks i'm in leeds until boxing day,then i'm going back to kellys and then back to blackpool for the new year and i intend to dance my ass off in the D.N.A on as many substances i can get my hands on joined by my kids and spouses and as many other people i can talk into going, there are loads of dj's playing and it should be a exellent evening!
I went xmas shopping in town today and it was packed/heaving where do all the people come from or do they just come from all over trying to find a bargain i wonder!!
Well leeds hasen't changed much since i was here last, you still get all the baby goths hanging around the corn exchange trying to look tough!!
I'll be back on pc tomorrow at 5pm if anyone wants to chat to me, if not have a very merry xmas and a happy new year.....
I'll be back in leeds on friday for a family reunion as well as for xmas!
My auntie kath and uncle gary are over from austrailia and i'm going to a party on saturday in their honour, so it should be interesting to see all my cousins and other aunts and uncles i haven't seen in years.
Anyway i decided i might as well stay in leeds and halifax till xmas as it would be silly to go home for a week and pay out nearly twenty quid in train fares twice in one month.
Well ive managed to avoid bob since we split up and now i wont have to bump into him at the weekend when he gets back from spain, which i've managed to do so far, which is a added bonus.
So folks you never know i might bump into you in town or turn up in one of the the local pubs for a drink over the holidays! ;-p
Not been on for a bit due to getting back with bob again, and then feeling depressed after he dumped me. I said numerous times i wouldn't go back to him but he applied emotional preasure by threatning to top is self if i didn't see him! Guillable fool that i am believed all his bullshit and him wanting a relationship etc! Kelly made me promise if he dumped me again i would give her his phone number and as usual he dumped me after a week. So she sent him lots of nasty texts and threatened to bomb his shop if he came near me again, which i thought was a little extreme, the scary thing was she really wanted to do it and knew someone who could make the bomb and he offered to do it for her, but i told her not to but so far as a threat its working!
I have got a new boyfriend now but still in early stages so not sure if it will work out yet but fingers crossed it will!
Come down with a chest and throat infectin on monday so feeling very delicate and fragile at the moment but have antibiotics of doctor so should be ok soon.
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