妳什麼時候要回來呢

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我也不知道為什麼 經常處在不可自拔的困境中 接二連三的考不好 已經讓我身心受創到了極限 我跟父母
有某種程度上的代溝 我想 也許我們需要一台翻譯機吧

我希望 希望真的是有羽毛的東西 我已經不知道該怎麼辦了 完全沒有時間唸書 所以吧 總是考不好 東方人的士大夫觀念 已經把我壓迫到了極致 怎麼樣才能在面對挫折的時候 還能維持信心 繼續努力呢 我實在無法控制自己的情緒

你當初怎麼說服你爸的呢 亞洲父母總是希望生到醫生孩子 生到了便極度張揚 若得不到便極度自卑與自責

我已經被限制上網了 我真希望妳趕快回來陪我 我好想要妳在我身邊

也許 我需要在心中養一隻小鬼 等我把它養的很強的時候就能放出殺氣 哈 我說的是FAITH 啦

My trip to Taitung

I took a three-day-trip to Taitung for my going to graduate next June. I cherished the time being with my friends, who always be there for me; I like the tacit feelings between each other, which soothed my lonely heart; I appreciated the wonderful times given by the guides, who did a very good job, and they should be derived the pride. I hope you can join me,too.

I saw the Pacific ocean during my trip! The road was built along the Pacific ocean. It was awesome and beautiful. I like OCEAN, and I prefer oceans to mountains. I WANT TO GO ABROAD IN THE FUTURE; therefore, I travel. I WANT TO LEAVE THIS STUPID WORLD FULL OF FRUSTRATIONS; therefore, I travel. I HATE TO STUMBLE THROUGH PARENTS' EXPECTATIONS; therefore, I travel. I HATE POOR GRADES; therefore, I travel. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE HERE, the fucking world. Why some people can get good grades easily? Why should I conceal my emotions in front of others? Why should I take an exam to get into the college? Why people who can't get into the college of medicine are doomed to failure? I somehow wanted to jump into the sea, only to find a window protected me from the death; therefore, I survive. I took a trip for three-day long, only to find that I have lost my track of time after I came back. I am weeping, for everything.

Two years ago, when I was a freshman in high school, I once thought of swimming in the ocean of knowledge, and anchored at a port of a popular National College, but I was wrong. High school= turmoil Instead, I have drifted, and that drifting has eroded my resources, fractured my mind, and shaken my confidence. MY TIDES ARE TRUNING UNDER BY OTHERS. WHO ARE THEY? I JUST WANT TO STAY CALM.

I am eagerly looking for ways of studying to improve my grades. I don't want to lose the battle. I am really really tired,tough. Sometimes I just don't want to study anymore. I hate studying. I hate people who get good grades easily. I don't want to conceal my emotions.
IF I WEAR A MASK, I CAN FOOL THE WORLD, BUT I CANNOT FOOL MYSELF.
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Please check the grammar for me

Please check the grammar in this sentence for me because my teacher refuse to check them because of her heavy workload! Thank you!

My assignment of sentence practice2
1. It is kind of you to share your umbrella with me.
2. It is smart of her not to accept Jack’s invitation.
3. It is generous of you to lend money to me.

1. Is it difficult to write Chinese Characters?
2. It is easy to find faults with others’ works.
3. It is absolute for you to get your car fixed before Friday.
4. It is important to bring enough clothes with you during your trip.

1. It was his laziness that he failed all the exams.
2. It is your behavior that I am ashamed of.
3. It is his high school teacher who found his potential and keeps encouraging him.

1. How long has it been since you lived here?
2. I have traveled to many places since I been to Taiwan.
3. I have tried to find opportunities to take exercise since I studied in the junior high school.
4. It has been my dream to study abroad since I was young.

1. It is said that he was poor in his childhood.
2. They say that he never shows his watch off without seeing anyone
3. The story runs that he was full of talent to be a poet when he was young.
4. He is said to be a brilliant athlete and broke many records.

1. It costs no money to breathe fresh air.
2. Wrong decisions cost people’s happiness.
3. She spends most of her money buying clothes.

By the way

Would you chaneg your room if you were in my condition?
I was too scared to live with him, so I cried in the hospital, and.... most embrassing... I yelled at the nurse.

And.... I indeed hurt the patient and his family. I am sad about that but I still don't want to live with him..... So.... the dilemma......

What would you do? I need your opinion.

Finally be released from the hospital

Hell to pay.......
I had been mistreated by a doctor, so I got into the hospital for a while.
For the stupid inflammation in my Epiglittis, I hadn't go to school for a week, but still have to take my EXAM the day after tomorrow.

I told my mom that Dephanie would probably suggest that I suite the doctor, and I really want to suite him, who is my dad's close friend. I want to suite him, indeed! I am now in stupid condition because my mom said that we shouldn't for not being in the U.S. I want to be in the U.S.

Most of all, I did a stupid thing for refusing a patient with severe disease to live with me. I shouldn't do that. Then, I was in a great depression. Great depression.... I .....would pick some other majors in the future, not following my mom's request.

Go and read my blog, because I don't want to type the event again. Quite sad.... Maybe I should be a teacher like you in the future......

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sincerit…

我今天上電視了喔 無線的喔 還不只一家

這是網址啦
她今天登上了全國五大報 張張都有好大一個版面 還有照片
連無線電視台都來採訪她 五六台攝影機喔
不過她說 她對記者說的話都是假的
我等一下再跟妳說清楚 其實 我們都在演戲
我說你很少見是因為 通常成績好的人都不怎麼喜歡跟別人說他怎麼唸書的
我的學校不好玩 因為大家都在競爭 難免嘛 而且又是女校 女生對這種事 很敏感
什麼嫉妒啊 很正常啦 基本上 功課好的人說的話喔 是不太能信的啦 他們都說他們在玩 在看電視啊 都不念書的
見鬼了喔 沒唸過誰寫的出來 不好意思喔 我抖太多出來了

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太謝謝你了

真的很感謝你呢
可是這個笨蛋網誌怎麼都沒寄到我的信箱去呢 所以我現在寫在日記上
害我這麼晚才看到 真是抱歉
我已經很努力的照你說的去做了

不過我的意志力非常不堅定 動不動就放棄
不然就跑去睡覺

你實在是個大好人 自己功課很好也很願意幫助別人
而且完全不會驕傲 我覺得很難得
這種人很少見
我今天心情很差 因為我覺得老天實在是太不公平了
看來 噫! 考試成績 不跟品德有正相關

加油加油

轉眼間 高中三年已過了中點
成為準考生的我
每天惶惶不安
這兩天完全沒有唸書 發呆的看著電視
韓劇中的主角 成為心中唯一的慰藉
你不可以在這樣了 你的朋友都已起跑

看著高考狀元們洋洋自若的丰采 極欲吸取他們的日月精華的我
卻如邯鄲學步般忘卻最初的自我
煩躁在我的底心醞釀
真的 好想要考上國立大學呀