it's been a while......


i'm still away for summer vacation which has been so long that the boy and i didn't survive :( we broke up three days ago - he cried so needless to say i felt like absolute s**t but it's been 6/7 weeks and minimal communicating combined with the fact that i don't REALLY miss him, i mean sure it'd be good to see him but i always imagined that once you meet THE guy you can't be without them or else you'd be miserable, constantly pining for them, you know? a slight bright side,haven't eaten since *yay misery!*

anyway, i'm so freakingly remote here that i want starbucks but alas, as with everything i want, no can do therefore i have devised my own lil taste of heaven which i thought i should share....i've been getting low fat/low cal french vanilla instant hot choc mix (i think it's 40kcal a sachet), ice cubes and a lil skimmed milk....into the blender et viola my lovelies-frothy vanilla flavoured comfort with very few guilt inducing cals. i'm off to a concert with some friends i've made out here and my sis, some of the guys are cute so at least i have something to keep my mind off of he who shall no longer be named *sigh* here's to thinness, relying on yourself for your own happiness and long summer nights, take care all :)