I just cleaned up my f!list, no offense to anyone, I just felt like there's no point keeping everyone in it since there's no communication in between some of us.
I started my treatment in dayhospital for people suffering from BPD and I tell you - it's been heck of a week. So much drama! They said that we new people are in chaos but to me it looks like they are, not me. :P Only one person who's going to end his treatment in 3 months seems to be stable.
I've met my personal nurse, she seems to be nice alright.
I just don't know what to think, every time we have this drama called discussions in groups my head IS in total chaos. Here comes teh brainwash for me. xS I just hold on thought that this is going to help me finally let go of my feelings I've been dumping inside all these years.
Besides the dayhospital everything else is just peachy. Nothing changed at home. :P Save Heikki's brother and his girlfriend are living here until they find their own home.