Look at this Tangle of Thorns

Ok I'm sorry I've fallen off the face of the earth and I'm sorry I haven't been returning phone calls. I love and miss all of you but my life is really stressful and complicated right now...and honestly I just don't feel like talking about it because there's so much going on...and I haven't had internet at my apartment (I'm at the computer lab at umass right now) which is my main form of communication. That's all. I just wanted you guys to know that I'm still here.

omg I feel like crap...I don't wanna be sick anymore
Apparently I can't take Tylenol pm cuz it makes me freak out and puke.

Anyway,
I don't know what it is, but lately I've been really homesick. I feel like I've done the whole freedom in college thing and now I'm kind of over it haha. Last summer I was just so ready to go away to school and have my freedom. At this point I just want to hang out with my family and my friends from home and do stupid, lame home things, such as:

• Spend money at cafe di
• Wander around various parts of Newburyport because there's nothing better to do
• Play on the playground at Plum Island and walk on the beach at night (I never miss the plum island more than when I walk around Dorchester Bay...it's nice if you ignore the debris, and the city across the water, and planes flying really low overhead.)
• Have girls night with Karina and Kimmy on Wednesday and girls night plus Will and Scott on Saturday
• Stop by Will's house and hang out with his mom (oh Denise)
• Talk to Will and Karina on the phone about each other...at the same time.
• Make fun of Karina for being a dumbass (I love you)
• Sing with Kimmy
  
• Hang out by the pool
• Babysit Claudia and Elliot
• "Hang out" in Karina's hottub
• Go out on Uncle Pat's boat
• Hang out with the Alpacas
• Explain what the hell Alpacas are and why we have them to people that drive down my driveway
• Go to family cookouts
• Sunday Gloucester trips with the fam
• Go to the movies at the Loop with Amy
• Sing showtunes as loud as possible in Sebastian (I've never missed a station wagon before)  with Amy and Quinn and Brian
• Hang out with Bleu in the basement while he plays me his new stuff and perhaps sing a little background
• Steaktips and Caesar salad with Auntie and Uncle!!!

I think that's it. But if you think of something else I could be doing back home right now, let me know. The thing that sucks is that I can't even go home for the summer. I have two jobs in Boston and I need to make money for next year, but I'm definitely gonna come home as frequently as possible. K? K.

I hope everyone had fun at prom tonight...that made me really nostalgic too. I'm expecting lengthy posts and pictures.

kbyefriends

love me

It's been a long year
Nobody found me
Nobody wound me up
It's been a long, long time
Since I really laughed

I guess
you had to be there
It wasn't funny
when all the money dried
and fell like leaves on the breeze
of a fallen pride
A slippery slide of little lies

Somebody oughta put me down
Somebody who can come around
and help me dig myself and early grave

Why don't you save me? Save me.
Why don't you save me from myself.

I'm in a bad way
I didn't notice
Until I focused in
And saw the fine print
in the cold squint of a slow gin fizz
and there it is

I tried to change my ways
But like a safety pin
I just get stuck again
I need a thicker skin
I need to take it on the chin and grin and then I’ll wonder when

Somebody's gonna come around
Somebody who can sit me down
and fool me into thinking I'm ok.

Why don't you save me? Save me.
Why don't you save me from myself?

.....goooood song(s)

Humor me

 P.S. Does anyone have or know anyone who has Still Got Theater on tape or (preferably) DVD?

I don't mean to sound like I'm assuming I'm gonna be invited to everyone's recital haha, but Ali made me realize that probably no one has my address in Boston. Since I'll be here all summer and probably for the next couple of years I figured people should have it:

Aubrey Vasta (OBV)
50 Harbor Point Blvd. Apt# 701
Dorchester MA, 02125

SO for recital people who want me to come (and why wouldn't you) send the invitation there....

....or you guys could just send me letters and stuff cuz I never get mail here :(

Love me

What the FUCK is up with the weather? It hasn't stopped raining for like two weeks. Anyway, it's not fun walking to American Eagle in the pouring rain and wind. Cuz then my jeans get went and don't fit anymore. And then I'm uncomfortable the whole time I'm working. It sucks. The Bayside Expo center parking lot looks like a body of water. I heard it's worse up north though? Are you guys like totally fucked? I'm really excited for everyone thats graduating. I like hated high school but I still had a lot of fun the couple weeks around graduation. I'm all nostalgic and shit.

I'm not gonna be able to come home and do the show this summer cuz I have to stay in Boston and work, but I'm gonna try to come see it. And I really need to find a way to be able to actually talk to Mr. Gundersheim before he moves...aaaaah I'm so busy! Anyway, I miss everyone.

Love me.

P.S. Why do I have a cold all of a sudden?

Leave me something to distract me from studying for finals.

I realized that I haven't updated since April 10th...so I thought I should.

Kbye.

The cap of my Garelick Farms Skim Milk reads as follows: Kosher for Passover


Good to know?

I would give my right arm for a: bag of weed

Ok so my uncle's old band Extreme got asked to reunite for a couple of concerts and they're DOING IT!!! I'm wicked excited. I want people to come see the show. They're playing at Harbor Lights or the Fleet Boston Pavillion...whatever you wanna call it on June 30. They're also doing two at the Hampton Beach Casino and that'll probably be all ages. I'm such a dork right now cuz I'm WICKED excited but whateverrrr!

I just got back from a predominantly female gay bar...my feet are killing me.


Oh yeah...and Nicole killed my game. I could've had some hot lesbian action tonight. But apparently Nicole's my girlfriend.