just something i wrote

any comments appreciated.

Nothing brings me comfort
and nothing brings me peace
heartache is unrelenting
will this hurting ever cease?

What's wrong with me?
No, I musn't blame myself
for what you can't explain.
You said you'd never hurt me but
can't you see that i'm in pain?

You left me in the darkness
crying all alone.
My soul, you took it with you.
All that's left is skin and bone.

I try my best to keep busy,
can't get you out of my head.
Do you even miss me?
Is there someone there to share your bed?
what are you really thinking,
did you ever really care?
how I think you're fairing,
how short you cut your hair.
I wake up every hour or so
half expecting you'll be there.
You said you'd be my savior,
you even said you 'swear'.

Oh no, you made a promise
that you couldn't keep.
that is why i'm dead inside-
why I'm losing so much sleep.

Now I've never felt more lonely
than I do in a crowded room.
There's no sunshine in my life
encased in endless gloom.

I'm so sick of drowning
in my salty tears.
To think that you could have move on
would be my biggest fear.

Now I'm sitting at a crossroads
with no more will to go,
and how absurd it is to think
that they think i'll grow.

You lied when you said you think it's best
and you know I know.

They say in time I'll stop praying
for a life with you-

but time does not heal as they say
and happiness finds so few.

No matter how hard I try to ignore how I truly feel,
love is a delicate machine
and you keep spinning my wheel.