Tags: weight goals

Good lord

Things have been crazy since I moved to AZ.. don't really have much time to post here, plus no internet access unless i'm at work.. which, btw, i'm at right now.. the owners are coming into town in like.. a day and a half.. and the place has to be spotless.. which noone seems to care about, since it's just me that's been cleaning it for the last two weeks. which is why i'm here, (drunk), at 3AM scrubbing behind tables and cleaning.. super lame. But other than that.. everything is decently good out here.. I'm going back home in like 3 weeks to visit.. kinda nervous.. kinda let myself go out here, and gained like 20 lbs.. trying really hard to work it off in the next three weeks..

Weight now: 156
Goal weight: 140
Ate Today: Ate two slices of amazing Alea Alfredo creation
Ate three Bananas and half a pineapple
Drank not enough water
Exercise: Nothing yet, but i've been running around, cleaning, and sweating... Counts for something, yeah?


Shouldn't be too hard.. I have free access to a 24/7 gym out here.. It's just having the will to go.. it's so boring without having someone to go wth.. but I'm trying to eat better, and atleast one hour of exercise a day.. I'd love to fit into any of my clothes that aren't a dress.. F working at a pizza place.

As far as guys go.. just incase anyone who still reads this wants an update.. if pretty much the same.. I see guys.. go on dates.. but nothing like Brian or James.. idk.. I think I have commitment issues because of the former two.. there are plenty of decent guys out here but I can't seem to get into anything..

And as far as BSdiaries goes.. It's been broken for about a month now.. I just found Amura's email online.. I'm pretty sure I was emailing her old email.. Idk, I guess we'll find out.. I'd love to update it again.. Get it back on track.. I don't really have internet, but I'd go to the library everyday for that site.. it's like my baby..

i'm horrible at commentng people's livejournals... I'm just not on enough.. Wish I had a computer..

In another notwe.. The heat in Arizona? Overrated.. it's ridiculous here.. Muggy and hot and gross.. I can't wait to go back to Michigan, it's been like 8 months since i've seen my mom and dad.. and my nieces.. and my sister, and my exes and all my friends.. 17 Days and counting...