Trying To Get Through This Little Thing Called Life

20 years already? Feels like a lifetime ago. I know I've neglected this journal for quite some time. Thought about coming back and then it ends up not happening. I'm still around. ❤️

My birthday is right around the corner. Maybe I should gift myself the ability to open up and post what I want and be vulnerable.

We'll see...

So crazy, I haven't been on here in a bit. 19 years already. My LJ anniversary means my birthday is also right around the corner. I always talk about journaling again, but who wants to read me talk about random things going on in my life?

A lot of the people I met on here may or may not be around anymore. I hope they're doing well and thriving.

Maybe we'll kick start this journal up again. Baby steps.

❤️

• Thu, 16:38: RT @rawrsnacks: OUR TWITCH PANEL WAS ACCEPTED! We're going to be discussing a topic near to my heart: Mental Health and Streaming. https://…
• Thu, 19:35: Live with some @SWTOR and either @PlayOverwatch or @Rainbow6Game after https://t.co/7u7qMM2HWl
• Thu, 20:26: RT @Warcraft: We're live with Brain Holinka to answer the #LegionQA questions you submitted! https://t.co/VYsvd2tfAH https://t.co/4l6zYGfFim
• Fri, 05:28: RT @ZoeviaBlizzard: I had a soul crushing morning, send me Zenyatta pics and gremlin D.va! <3 https://t.co/Q94n18vELh
• Fri, 06:24: RT @HeleneStJames: Detroit Red Wings sign free agent Frans Nielsen https://t.co/YJoUHkxqga via @freep
• Fri, 11:29: Oh look... the @DetroitRedWings signed another forward... https://t.co/f8vX4zjh2n
• Fri, 12:07: It's staring into my soul while I eat dinner... https://t.co/ZoEfz18t2e
• Fri, 13:12: Pearl Harbor looks so damn cool for RIMPAC. Ships are everywhere! It's so lively.
• Fri, 13:43: RT @espn: All Cleveland does is win! The @Indians won their 14th straight, breaking a franchise record set in 1951. https://t.co/xqFjIZHyxr
• Fri, 14:51: Trapped with sleeping bear and not happy #catsofinstagram https://t.co/AMn7NEheYU

• Wed, 15:20: @Miolinkko Watching Scrubs and all I see is your face... https://t.co/cHMruoquQG
• Wed, 15:30: RT @tigers: Miggy clearly ate a nutritious breakfast. https://t.co/qvelrC4F1d https://t.co/xuZ720Z22s
• Wed, 15:55: .@SWTOR raid night! Going to do some dailies before raid starts. https://t.co/7u7qMMkjkV
• Wed, 17:21: Thanks to @Eternal_Grim for using my @TreatStream today and getting me some awesome food!
• Wed, 18:08: RT @TwitchSupport: We'll be posting rules on Social Eating soon™. Please use common sense & know your limits when eating, & no dares or con…
• Wed, 19:17: RT @OMGitsfirefoxx: It's as small as @iijeriichoii GOT EMMMMMMMM lel. https://t.co/Kd69OTJ3a7
• Wed, 22:32: RT @Elvinelol: Too frustrated with #Overwatch competitive, I'll try again next season if they fix things. #PJSalt https://t.co/1U65KEQ4AT
• Thu, 11:03: RT @_dpiddy: https://t.co/XxcXFO1NGu
• Thu, 11:04: What. The. Fuck. DON'T RUIN THIS FOR US, ASSOLES! https://t.co/1GOQXdJVxh
• Thu, 11:16: RT @Cat_Cosplay: "Who's flying this thing!? ...Oh right, that would be me. Uh, back to work." ~Hoban Washburne #Firefly https://t.co/3cnUU…

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• Tue, 15:10: This is just so sad... and disgusting. https://t.co/GN4eS8OvMF
• Tue, 15:11: RT @CalumMcSwiggan: I know a lot of you are worried about last night's events, so I've written about it here. Thank you for your support ht…
• Tue, 20:08: RT @OMGitsfirefoxx: Lost a bunch of chargebacks and have a $20 fee per transaction Over $500 in @PayPal fees I had to pay. Don't steal…
• Tue, 23:19: RT @KS_Foundation: The #arts are wonderful but sometimes it isn’t easy to deal with rejection. Today is about #inspiration and #persistence…
• Tue, 23:21: I really want to get back into play basketball. It's been so long, and I need something to get me back to being active again. No more lazy!
• Tue, 23:43: This conversation right now.. https://t.co/KtoI5Gq6EE
• Wed, 00:06: Hey, I need that area, pls cat k thx https://t.co/dmHTlgF3h2
• Wed, 00:17: She won't even let me check my stats! Halp https://t.co/lhVe0Zbz58
• Wed, 00:45: RT @OverwatchGG: Everything you need to know about Competitive Play: skill rating, seasons, rewards and more! https://t.co/dLiSl4z73o https…
• Wed, 04:28: RT @tigers: ICYMI: @MiguelCabrera's HR from last night gave him one against each @MLB team! WATCH: https://t.co/bVOOg1SYFG https://t.co/ON…

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• Mon, 12:49: RT @BlackLiteAttack: My main criticism of Twitch as a company has been, for a while, the lack of care for non-partners and how difficult it…
• Mon, 12:49: RT @BlackLiteAttack: I 100% agree partnered broadcasters can & should have more tools at their disposal, but another partner-only feature t…
• Mon, 13:06: RT @DeejayKnight: WHOSE TEE IS THIS?! https://t.co/Zb9dUZjfpN https://t.co/3G0vD0CF6J
• Mon, 13:09: What if bits are just a ploy to get us to stop talking about @twitch taking away butt emotes https://t.co/KjWnH0C4r6
• Mon, 13:13: RT @Twitch: Turrets. Teleporter. Traps. Players. @A_Seagull shows no mercy. https://t.co/rSZlQuHqzN
• Mon, 13:14: RT @BetterTTV: So many tweets asking us to hide/disable bits on Twitch. sourSweat If that's what yall want then maybe after we get it fixed…
• Mon, 13:48: RT @notch: Kaceytron was right. SHE WAS RIGHT
• Mon, 14:34: Not really feeling today. Might play some games off stream later on. Too much drama/negativity going on for me to handle.
• Mon, 15:34: Seeing "friends" attack each other over the cheers beta is disgusting.
• Mon, 15:37: You do you. Don't waste your time worrying about what others are doing.

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• Sun, 16:21: @StevenBunner https://t.co/S8yYsz0xHj
• Sun, 16:48: So @Five_Guys is opening here on Tuesday... so much excites. Never had it before.
• Sun, 21:50: RT @Wimbledon: The pursuit begins... #Wimbledon https://t.co/a66aUTycCF
• Mon, 09:28: Is Twitch turning into a cam site now with this new currency?
• Mon, 09:33: RT @Julia_CaSsian: If i am paying money to buy Bits, i want to know where my money are going (the % for the streamer). Not telling me that…
• Mon, 09:36: RT @Julia_CaSsian: I am more than happy to support Twitch and the streamers, i just think that when you spend your hard earned money you de…
• Mon, 09:40: RT @SattelizerGames: Starting private streams once this feature goes live. Tip 1000 bits to get into the show. :D https://t.co/lFhT7vOgL8
• Mon, 09:41: RT @Wimbledon: He marches on... Roger Federer is into the second round, downing Guido Pella 7-6(5) 7-6(3) 6-3 #Wimbledon https://t.co/N5h…
• Mon, 09:55: If this new currency system helps eliminate chargebacks, I'm all for it. Go watch how it is used in streams now.
• Mon, 10:23: RT @bluejay_712: Whatever happens, Twitch is still free to use, free to stream, free to chat. Until the day that changes: https://t.co/2Tpb…

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• Sat, 18:19: @twitchfuzzyewok https://t.co/2E1xX9KOBT
• Sat, 20:56: RT @rxysurfchic: ATTN Streamers: ban this kid's email from being able to donate he's doing chargebacks. FYI https://t.co/ao2hrextby
• Sun, 14:47: .@StevenBunner <3 https://t.co/Sltxm9Xia0
• Sun, 14:51: RT @SBNation: Love this: https://t.co/D8lohUaUFh

• Fri, 15:24: RT @HawaiiCon: Have a seat at the table with @GineokwKoenig and celebrate his 80th! One of many special events awaiting you! https://t.co/A…
• Fri, 16:47: Games with @GameWisp subs and friends! DRANKS TOOOOOO https://t.co/7u7qMM2HWl https://t.co/SxdcwS1m9S
• Fri, 17:34: RT @JayDizL04: When I see .@General_Mittenz go for the melee in #Destiny tonight https://t.co/fsXO92XgeS https://t.co/DT2YhHmGYy
• Fri, 17:34: RT @gollymsmollie: Just because you say "no offense" doesn't give you license to say something rude. If you have to say "no offense" don't…
• Fri, 20:08: Switching to @PlayOverwatch with customs coming up soon with @MonstarrTV <3 https://t.co/7u7qMM2HWl
• Fri, 21:30: RT @Vinonerdz: @chickdrummer88 @MonstarrTV crew getting ready here for some #overwatch battle with the crews. Im excited tonight while my w…
• Fri, 22:30: These @PlayOverwatch custom games with everyone Mercy is so much fun https://t.co/7u7qMM2HWl
• Sat, 00:43: I guess getting harassed by trolls means I made it on @twitch ?
• Sat, 01:00: Best tips ever @TwitchSupport https://t.co/xBBDJXig1C
• Sat, 05:34: RT @DJT3CHlive: [Live] Let me tickle your Nostalgia and say its time to play KOTOR! 1st time! https://t.co/XmuEQcyXti #cohhilition https:…

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• Thu, 14:55: Just reserved my The 6 Month Siege from https://t.co/XyZtxCRmWa via @Teespring, available for the next 14 days @general_mittenz
• Thu, 15:13: RT @General_Mittenz: War never changes, but your shirt should! We're launching a new Kitttenz Army shirt today. Get yours now! https:/…
• Thu, 15:27: Live with more Mass Effect 1! https://t.co/7u7qMMkjkV
• Thu, 18:34: RT @Eternal_Grim: Check out @chickdrummer88 @ https://t.co/MScxyF02tL playing Mass Effect
• Thu, 21:03: Why do I do so well when I'm not streaming?? @Rainbow6Game https://t.co/h9lM9wmDyn
• Thu, 21:44: RT @paddypower: Don't worry Britain, at least your likely new Prime Minister is a Jedi Master... #EURefResults https://t.co/4lDKwB8xSY
• Fri, 00:53: RT @StreamerNews: Twitch announces a $63K creative cosplay contest for @TwitchCon 2016 - https://t.co/lgGY6UGjEE https://t.co/c7kj9oHXDP
• Fri, 07:56: RT @indieopium: omg, this is brilliant. https://t.co/VreCU2V6pN
• Fri, 07:59: RT @espnW: We asked more than 40 experts to rank their top players in history, men and women combined. Did we get it right? https://t.co/…
• Fri, 09:24: Sad to hear @Yellowcard will be no more after this album/tour... @RyanMendez sad to see you guys go :( https://t.co/inkYbrEO1U

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