I had two dreams. There were two very different atmospheres. There were two boys.
The first one was pleasant. And the environment was pleasant. We were outside sitting in lawn chairs on a deck. It was in a nice backyard, and the weather was nice. And he was laughing. And when I wasn't, he asked me what was wrong. And he looked at me with a cute smile, and pretty, soft brown eyes. There was more to this one, but I can't remember...
The other one was intimidating. But I wasn't scared. I was in a basement, with a whole bunch of scared people. One of them claimed there was an evil creature upstairs. Knowing me, I went upstairs, which turned out to be my grandparents' old kitchen. I was warned not to go, but I had to. So, while looking around, he came. And he was angry, and determined. The boy was a vampire, which obviously shows that I think he really is a "monster". I said "No, don't! Not yet." He said "Oh, I will. But let me tell you a few things first..." He wanted to clear up some situations before killing me. Though he was angry and destined to murder me, I did'nt hate him.
Yesterday, Jonas had a party. Love his mom. At first it was akward, but then after I drank too much, everything became good. And funny. John, Jessie and I went looking for Shin and Nick and couldn't find them. I came back and drank more.
Sometimes we all do stupid shit to justify what we're feeling, and [hope] that it makes it all better...
So, I’m just the medicine You take when you’re sick You get well and that’s it I’m put back on the shelf in your mirror And it isn’t exceptional The course of our fate So, people love and they hate And I guess it’s just our turn to hate Yeah, you were just some song I wrote A poem on a page A sculpture I made out of clay Desire was the flame But now you’re more of a basketball [Girs] just pass you around They bounce you hard on the ground and dribble And then we all get high fives And you think I’m a [bitch] now Well, you’re probably right But at least I’m not blind to the facts I’ve been wishing were lies But still I hope you get everything That you care to possess And unbelievable sex with [her] Or any one of my friends But just don’t ask about my appetite I didn’t lose it tonight No, it’s been gone half my life It’s just act, I’ve been eating for you
Lost: To dream that you are lost, suggests that you have lost your direction in life or that you have lost sight of your goals. You may be feeling worried and insecure about the path you are taking in life. Alternatively, you may be trying to adjust and get accustomed to a new situation in which the rules and conditions are ever changing.
I was walking down Cawthra rd., and as I got to the bridge that goes over it, the road suddenly ceased to exist past the bridge. Even the buildings on that side were gone. All that was there was a field...and trees in the background. There was not much grass, and it mainly consisted of dirt. I was suprised, confused, and a little scared, so I ventured back up Cawthra. I walked up the patch of grass that leads to Dundas. I was so determined to get home. There is another bridge on Dundas as well. This time, the bridge was also uncrossable, as it was cut in half with about a meters width of a gap in the middle. I said "I can't jump that! I'll fall to the river below!!" (rofl, river below) So yet again I changed my course of direction and walked to a side road behind the buildings on Dundas. And for some reason it evaded crossing the previous "river below". I walked it, with some lady and her daughter, and came across a church. It said on the sign outside "Catholic Athiest Church". Right. There was a fence with the gates open outside of the church which lead to the side of Dundas I couldn't get to by the bridge. I walked through the gate, and woke up.
Street: To see a street in your dream, symbolizes your life's path. The condition of the street reflects how much control you have over the direction of your life.
Side Street/road: To see side streets, refers to a need to explore and return to more traditional ways. It may also suggest and alternative way of life. To see an unknown road in your dream, signifies that your new project will cause more grief than it is worth and a waste of time.
[Both are true and are how I am thinking/feeling...hmmm...]
Field: To see dead or barren fields, signifies lack, pessimism and your jaded prospects for the future.
[Again...it goes back to the previous "side street" answer. I may possibly feel what I'm trying to do is a waste of time.]
Bridge: Bridges represent a transitional period in your life where you will be moving on to a new stage. To dream of a run-down bridge, indicates that you should not contemplate any major changes in your life at this time. To see a bridge collapse in your dream, denotes that you have let a great opportunity pass you by.
[I didn't see a bridge break apart, but it did have a gap. Possibly this means that I didn't leave a great opportunity pass me by, but that I totally evaded it, which leaves a gap in a relationship that I have? Possibly?]
Church: To see the outside of the church in your dream, signifies sacredness and spiritual nourishment. It is representative of your value system and the things you hold sacred.
[Possibly because I want to change how somethings are, it is also changing my belief system? Not spiritual beliefs, but beliefs in general. Hm...]
Fence: To see a fence in your dream, signifies an obstacle or barrier that may be standing on your path. You may feel confined and restricted in expressing yourself. Are you feeling fenced in?
[Yes, I am feeling fenced in by the restrictions placed on me by family, but mostly by the stereotypes people place on myself and my close friends. But, I was walking through the fence, which could also symbolize that I am breaking through this stereotype with the changes I am making in my life. Yay!]
Holy crap. That was so.spot.on.
Yesterday at Jon's house, I felt good. And I didn't talk a lot. But I talked enough. And it was good.
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SUPER ECSTATIC
Hungry...as usual. Ha, fatass!
somewhat hungover
lethargic
cheerful
thoughtful...hahahahha