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Anyway, I got the courage up to talk to Adam. I walked the distance between Adam and I. Adam was laughing at something Tommy said. I stopped mid-walk, making a guy knock into me. What if this didn't work? Obviously, he and Tommy are going out, I thought. But then again, look at the obvious fact first. I was 18. Adam was 28. Yeah, my plan sucked, now that I thought of it. But, Adam already noticed me. Watching me, waiting. I took a deep breath and walked. His band members walked away, Tommy stopping to smack Adam's ass. That made my plan start looking really lame. Adam smiled when I stood in front of him."Hey, Joey." I smiled. The way he said my name like we were long time friends turned me on. "Can we talk for a minute?" Adam grinned. "Sure, what's up?" I looked around at the men transforming the space in front of us into the stage we would soon perform on. "Maybe we should go somewhere alone?" Adam nodded and led the way out of the arena. We walked to his tour bus, It practically glittered in the sun. Very Adam-y. He held the door open for me. He sat on the couch, gesturing me to sit next to him. I sat. I gathered up the remaining amount of courage I had (which wasn't a lot) and looked at Adam. "Adam, I'm gay." He looked at me. "Really? I never would've thought that. Have you told anybody?" He didn't get it. I sighed. "Just my dad and brother, but there's a reason I told you." Adam looked confused. "What is it?" I gulped, took a deep breath, and said,"I'm in love with you, Adam."

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The last of the flashing light died down. The show was over. There was a meet-and-greet right after the show. I know people only got my audiograph because I opened Adam's show. People believed it meant I was going to be a star one day. I didn't mind, though. It was better than nothing. Sighing, I walked down the hall, towards the meet-and-greet area. I passed by Adam's dressing room. I wondered what he was thinking about. Before Adam could respond to my outburst, a crew member came in and told Adam he had to start getting ready, since it took a while for Adam. He smiled at me before leaving. The worst part was after the show. Adam and I shared a tour bus, so it would be pretty awkward. I sighed, but pulled myself together before fans showed up. My album wasn't coming out until after the tour. We were still recording. So instead of a CD, I signed pieces of paper for the fans, or pictures they've googled. It was a last minute thing, me beeing added to the tour. I was always brought to the mee-and-greet first, because last time Adam came with me, the only fan I had asking for an audiograph was a small five-year-old, asking me why I painted my nails. Adam came out once I was done and the crowd screamed. I left then. What was the point staying if I was just going yo stand there. I bumped into Tommy, my mind was somewhere else. He frowned at me and pushed me out of the way. Like a hard shove too, I fell to the ground. Adam saw and whispered something in Tommy's ear. Tommy just waved it off. I got up, ignoring the hands my bodyguards offered, and ran into the tour bus. I knew I didn't belong. I told Adam I'd be an outcast. And now I'm stuck with an uncomfortable bus mate and some dude that hates me for some reason. Was it because Tommy was dating Adam? Did he hear from somwhere what I was planning to do? Does he hate me for hitting on his man? I contemplated this. Maybe that explained all the unnecessary bruises on my body.

Just then the tour bus door opened. Adam stepped in. He smiled at me. "Sorry about Tommy. He has some anger issues." I nodded and moved over on the couch so he could sit. We sat in silence for a while. What was there to say? Hey, you can't love me, I'm with someone else? Or You're too young for me, get a crush on someone else? Trust me, I've tried finding someone else. I didn't love Adam like a fanatic school girl. I loved him like Edward loves Bella. Weird, since I haven't actually met him since that night at the bar, but still. I've met many guys hoping the would release me of the crushing weight of loving Adam, but nothing happened. I looked at Adam from the corner of my eye. He was looking at me from the corner of his eye. We chuckled, but became serious. "Adam, I-" Before I could apologize, he lips were on mine. He kissed me! He actually kissed me!, that thought in the back of my head made me jump with excitment inside. He pulled away, but still very close. His nose was inches from mine. Now and then he'd brush his nose against mine, teasng me. I pinched myself, wondering if I was dreaming. OW!,I said in my head. His kiss was a reality!! He brushed his perfect lips against mine, teasing me, tempting me to kiss him. When I moved forward, he moved back, as if our lips were opposite magnets. He was the same distance from my face, it was as if I never moved. I growled. I wanted him to kiss me! It wasn't fair, teasing me! He smiled at my anger, brushing his lips across my cheek, and down my neck. A moan escaped from my open lips. His lips kept brushing my skin. He pulled back the collar of my shirt, and kissed the tip of my shoulder. He nibbled a little. His hand lay between my legs by accident. He didn't notice, but I did. He chuckled and looked at me, smiling. I blushed, embarassed that he felt how excited I got through my pants. He kissed me again and got up, going towards the bathroom. I exhaled the breath I hadn't noticed I was holding. Adam left the bathroom door opened just a crack. I knew he didn't leave it like that by accident. I was in perfect view of the shower. My phone rang just as he was getting undressed. I turned it off, mesmerized by the perfectness of Adam's body. He turned to look at me, smiled, then got into the shower. He closed the shower door fully, which made me pout. My phone rang again. It was my brother. I answered, remembering the image in my mind of Adam getting undressed.........

"You're my baby brother, please don't do this," Adam pleaded. "What's the point, Adam? I can't get a job. I can't get a girl. Mom and dad are only getting back together for you. You have everything. Who will miss me when I'm gone?" "I will, Neil. Mom and Dad will. And....." Adam paused thinking of more people. "And what? My blog readers?! Please Adam." Tears came out Adam's eyes. "Don't cry now, Adam," Neil was always softened up when Adam cried," I just want....something better." Adam remembered him saying something like that on Oprah. How he wanted his life put up a notch. Then, he auditioned for Anerican Idol. But, Neil wasn't into music. Although he did need a job..... "Neil, you need a job right?" "Yeah..." "You could work for the Glamnation Tour! It's perfect!" Neil frowned. "I don't know...." "Please, Neil? If it doesn't help, then you don't have to listen to me and you could do whatever you want." Tommy bit his lip. "Adam....." he warned. Adam turned around to Tommy. "Shush," Adam said. He turned back to his baby bro. "So?" Neil blushed. "Fine, but if your wrong, I'm dead."

After Neil left, Adam and Tommy got to cleaning the spilled and broken coffee mugs. Adam smiled at Tommy, now happy that he had his brother in his sight. Neil couldn't do anything stupid with Adam around. Tommy smiled back, happy that his baby was happy.

One Month Later....

Neil was sitting with Adam at a local Starbucks in one of the many cities Adam was touring in. Neil took a sip of his coffee. "You were right big brother." Adam took a sip from his own coffee cup. "Right about what?" Neil smiled. "Exactly one month ago, you told me that if I took this job, suicide would be the last thing on my list. You were right." Adam smiled with Neil. "I'm always right." Neil nodded. He looked at his watch. "Time for you to go big bro." Neil said. Adam looked confused. "You're unhappy spending time with me?" Neil smiled and wiggled his eyebrows. "No but I thought tonight was your anniversary." Adam nodded and stood. "Bye Neil" He rushed to his car to go home and see his boo.

Tommy was waiting at the dining table, a candle in the middle surrounded by food. Adam smiled and kissed Tommy. He sat down across from his love. Tommy had insisted on making a special dinner for the two of them. Adam smiled. They ate in silence for a while. Soon they began to talk. About their families. About their lives. About sex. About everything. The food was delicious, and it wasn't long until they both were in the bedroom. Tommy had made it special. Candles everywhere. Satin sheets. Even pedals spelling 'I Love You' on the bed. Adam felt loved. Adam sat on the edge of the bed, while Tommy sat behind him. Tommy even insisted on a massage. It felt great. Tommy rubbed the lotion up and down Adam's back. Adam moaned in delight.

After that, Adam sat leaning against the headboard. He was sitting up watching the show. Tommy unbuttoned his shirt slowly. He traced a line down his own chest with his fingertip, tempting Adam forward. Adam didn't budge. Tommy slipped off his shirt. His hands went down his chest to his pants. He unzipped it slowly. Adam moaned a little. Tommy pulled his pants down, showing black, tight breifs. He slipped those off, throwing them across the room. Adam gestured with a finger to come forward. Tommy did so. Adam let his hands roam every crevice and piece of skin on Tommy's body. Adam pulled his clothes off, getting completely naked. He was ready for this. It had been a month since the two showed any affectionate behavior. Tommy was on top of Adam in an instant. He sat on Adam's pelvis, moving in ways that will pleasure Adam. Tommy pushed harder, cherishing that moment when Adam said his name. Tommy lowered himself laying flat on Adam's body. Instead of more pushing, he squirmed lower, until his mouth was level to Adam's "Glambulge". Tommy kissed and sucked on the inside of Adam's thighs, teasing Adam. Adam screamed Tommy's name, begging him to suck him. Tommy opened his mouth wide, letting his tongue roam Adam's privates. He sucked then, enjoying the moans Adam made. It was an unforgetable night. But what they didn't notice was the flashing of a camera outside their window. If they had, they would have seen a man, paparazzi, ready to send the pictures of Adam and Tommy having sex, to the editors office of the magazine he worked for.

(this is dedicated to @AmazingAdam28 for being my first and true fan. You rock, Glambert ;) )

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Adam cried that night. Hearing the love of your life tell you he slept with someone else hurts more than any physical pain. Tommy was sleeping on the couch. Adam didn't make him, but Tommy knew when to give Adam his space. But Adam wanted to be in Tommy's arms. He wanted Tommy to tell him he wanted to be with him forever. Adam sighed and slid off the bed. He walked to the living room. The back of the couch was facing Adam, so if Tommy was awake, he hadn't noticed Adam. Adam sighed and walked in front of the couch. Tommy was awake and he'd been crying because his eyes were red and puffed up. He got up and kissed Adam. Adam pulled back and looked at Tommy. "Baby, I love you enough to forgive you. Please come back to bed." Tommy nodded and followed Adam into the room. Adam kneeped on the bed and took off his shirt. Tommy smiled. "Didn't we do it already?" Adam pouted cutely. Tommy chuckled and stripped off his clothes.

Adam woke up alone in bed. Uh,Oh, Adam thought. Did Tommy leave him? Did he only want one more chance at sex? Before Adam could burst into tears, the shower turned on. Adam mentally kicked himself. He almost gave himself a heart attack. Of course Tommy would like to be clean once in a while. Adam shook his head and walked into the bathroom. He peed, listening to Tommy singing in the shower. Adam smirked and washed his hands. He knew he shouldn't go into the shower.He'd had enough sex in the two days the past. But Adam pushed the thought aside and opened the shower door. Tommy screamed, which made Adam laugh. "You scared me, baby," Tommy said. Adam chuckled and climbed into the shower.

Tommy put his hands around Adam's waist and pressed Adam's body closer. The kissed agressivly. Adam's privates got hard and So dud Tommy's. Tommy rubbed Adam's private, going harder and harder. Adam moaned. "Oh Tommy,....TOMMY!!!" Tommy smiled and pushed Adam to the closed shower door. He rubbed up on Adam, getting harder by every rub. Adam screamed Tommy's name and tied his legs around Tommy's waist. Tommy still rubbed ob Adam, moaning in pleasure. Adam sighed and licked Tommy's face. Adam put his legs down to stand. Tommy took his opportunity and kneeled on the tub floor. He opened his mouth and sucked on Adam, letting the warmth of pleasure settle low, between his legs.

After they were done, Neil came over. Adam and Tommy were still flushed from their event, but Neil was used to seeing his brother like that. Adam stood up to get sone coffee for the three of them. Tommy and Neil were alone. "Hey Tommy?" "Yeah, Neil?" "You promise you won't tell my brother what I'm about to tell you?" Tommy hesitated. "That depends." "I was afraid you were going to say that." Neil took a deep breath. "I can't take my life any more. I think I'm going to kill myself." There was a gasp and the sound of glass breaking. Tommy and Neil turned to find Adam tear- streaked, all three of the coffee mugs broken on the floor.

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