Have you hugged a penguin today?

holy fuck...this isnt really happening is it?

it cant..can it??

Not Funny

Have you ever thought about how awesome it would be to go back in time and fix all the mistakes you had made along the way? Well I do but I am not thinking about going WAY back i just want to go back a few months. Basically back up to the week before I came to school this year. That would be about the time i decided to live with the people I am living with right now. That would be my first mistake, and that will be fixed in a month or so when the semester ends. But everything else I reget I am not going to go into. Partly because its a ton partly because it is a bit too personal and if you have a question about a certian event I will gladly tell you if it belongs in this post. But if it happened between when I moved back here for school (end of July/begining of August) and now then chances are I would take it back in a heart beat. I fucked up bad these past few months and just want to take it all back. But I can't and that just plain sucks. I wish I could go into more detail but not knowing a who does and doesn't still read this I am not going to risk it...

international talk like a pirate day. Yup, september 19th is international talk like a pirate day.

just wanted to clue you in, i found out from the huge celebration my school is having....good stuff.

I miss her so I stay busy, all day, everyday, just to keep my head on straight. Eventually my day has to end, and I have to drive home; alone. Then it hits me. I miss her, and I fall apart. What I would do for one hug, or even one word...

mix feeling like crap, missing those you love, and random bullshit drama and u have how i feel right now.

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Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much, I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

No more looking i've found home

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

I'm gone away
I'm gone away

haha i suck why do i put myself in situation like this?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA i laugh at myself.

oh yea...im in az settled and loveing it, maybe pictures of my fabulous room will come soon.

in less than 4 days i will be on the road back to AZ. Where is hasnt been under 107 since June, and 18 people have died so far this summer. Can you tell I am excited?