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this may be the last entry i have in here for a while. i'm not so interested in lj these days, especially considering the name absolutecynic no longer applies to me and hasn't in a long time. regardless, i wanted to remember this.
i got a tarot reading, and these two cards in particular stuck out to me. so i wanted to be able to look back on them when i'm not certain.

Embrace the hidden aspects of yourself. Express your passionate nature.
The card in the Higher Power position reflects the broader perspective and influence of your conscience, Guardian Angel, inner wisdom.
The Devil card in this position advises you to be as authentically whole as possible. Explore what you truly feel, what your real needs are, what you can't live with any longer. Expressing these hidden aspects of you may shock and upset some people, but it is much healthier than continually holding yourself in or confining yourself to limited territory.
Your instinctive energy is searching for a way to express itself. If you can unravel the inner knots that are holding you back, you will be better able to enjoy the pleasures of life and charismatically fulfill your destiny. Your Higher Power wants you to shed your bindings and return to your natural state. Remove the camouflage and the armor of denial. Allow your true nature to reveal and express itself, with a sense of humor.

Blocks & Inhibitions: Two of Cups
Your feelings for another may exist to attune you to your own longings and needs.
The card in the Blocks position points to self-undermining tendencies, areas where you could be in denial, where you could get stuck -- unless you examine yourself and make some corrections.
When the Two of Cups is in this position, the relationship doesn't have to go anywhere for you to benefit. Even if it just allows you to work it through your imagination, your artistic life, or your dreams, it's a good thing. Take a dispassionate view of the object of your affection. Regard this person as a symbol of your unfulfilled desires.
Sometimes a person comes into your life not so you can possess them, but to stimulate exquisite feelings that better acquaint you with your heart's desires. Just let the very awareness of love be like a tuning fork for your soul. These are healing feelings. Unrequited love is not a horrible thing. In fact, its effect can enrich other current and new relationships in your life. Don't cheapen such feelings or compromise your dignity by trying to possess an unavailable or unworthy person who evoked these emotions. You are bigger than that. Let go of the romantic fantasy; your feelings may be here only to bring you closer to your true desires.
i got a tarot reading, and these two cards in particular stuck out to me. so i wanted to be able to look back on them when i'm not certain.
Embrace the hidden aspects of yourself. Express your passionate nature.
The card in the Higher Power position reflects the broader perspective and influence of your conscience, Guardian Angel, inner wisdom.
The Devil card in this position advises you to be as authentically whole as possible. Explore what you truly feel, what your real needs are, what you can't live with any longer. Expressing these hidden aspects of you may shock and upset some people, but it is much healthier than continually holding yourself in or confining yourself to limited territory.
Your instinctive energy is searching for a way to express itself. If you can unravel the inner knots that are holding you back, you will be better able to enjoy the pleasures of life and charismatically fulfill your destiny. Your Higher Power wants you to shed your bindings and return to your natural state. Remove the camouflage and the armor of denial. Allow your true nature to reveal and express itself, with a sense of humor.
Blocks & Inhibitions: Two of Cups
Your feelings for another may exist to attune you to your own longings and needs.
The card in the Blocks position points to self-undermining tendencies, areas where you could be in denial, where you could get stuck -- unless you examine yourself and make some corrections.
When the Two of Cups is in this position, the relationship doesn't have to go anywhere for you to benefit. Even if it just allows you to work it through your imagination, your artistic life, or your dreams, it's a good thing. Take a dispassionate view of the object of your affection. Regard this person as a symbol of your unfulfilled desires.
Sometimes a person comes into your life not so you can possess them, but to stimulate exquisite feelings that better acquaint you with your heart's desires. Just let the very awareness of love be like a tuning fork for your soul. These are healing feelings. Unrequited love is not a horrible thing. In fact, its effect can enrich other current and new relationships in your life. Don't cheapen such feelings or compromise your dignity by trying to possess an unavailable or unworthy person who evoked these emotions. You are bigger than that. Let go of the romantic fantasy; your feelings may be here only to bring you closer to your true desires.
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