The simple things in life

I'm sick and tired of being the only one to ALWAYS miss out.
I hate comming home so early day after fucking day.
It's not dangerous at shows, and you know that, thats why you won't tell me why I can't go. It's sure as hell not as dangeous as letting me walk around. Plus I get into more shit if you leave me to do nothing.
On christmas I was almost gang raped by two black gangsters and a fucking wigger. Thanks for looking out for me.
It could happen anywhere and a show seems like a less likely place if anything.
I can't get much worse anyway. Just about every fear a parent has for their child I fulfill. STOP CAREING.
Maybe next one Ill just go to. Just for the hell of it. That's what Ill do. Ill be safe. I'm pissed off. Maybe if you gave me a reason not to go I wouldn't feel so passionately about it.
I'm glad no one reads this. I sound so stupid.

I'm ditching this journal and useing my new one.

Add me <3

 

__darkrooms

-Mia

My Opa is taking care of my sister and I for the next 10 days. It's alright. Something different. I like little changes like that. But he never wants to do much. I ate and went for walks today with him and played cards. But tomorrow he's playing table tennis. Till one so I can do something. Yess.

Dane and the Death Machine makes me feel like I'm being pulled into somewhere else. Flying around and such. The ONLY band that can create such a great feeling.

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Only people who are unhappy hopefull people make new years resolutions. I'll end up making one though. The grass is always greener.

Dani's in love with Eric. She's been talking to him forever on the phone. and she never doesn't yell at her sister like this. I've lost her.Dani and Eric sitting in a tree...
ha.

I always think funny at night.

I don't like making pathedic entries like this. but I'm bored.
Not too many people read anyway. Sometimes Yas-Yas, Devin, or Dani. Hey it could be completely ignored. That would be alright though. LJ is only for venting.

*scene shoots dani*

Oh dear god. Too bad Dani's boyfriend is gay. : (

My mouth tastes like milk...ew. 2% too. I hate 2% it's thick.
-Mia

braces are only for cool people.
but they hurt a lot.





and just for reference I did marry Skye first.

So I sent Dani a ton o' pictures.
We sure can take a lot when we are bored enough and hyped up on Romak. ha.
I somehow managed to get on the computer.
Everyone is drinking and playing cards.
I'm getting braces tomorrow.
Whoo?
pfft.

Wow a Christmas where my aunt didn't get drunk. ha that's a MARACLE.
Well it was as bad as I thought.
I get braces soon. If they don't have to do the spacers again because the forgot to tell me not to eat gummy bears? my god.

My old neighbors are over till who knows when, and they are in the room with the computer. But that's ok more reason to live at Dani's right?

I want to see JT really bad. Hopefully soon. Before he goes back to New Jersey. I miss him. I think it's been about a year since he lived here.

So last night I was on my cousins computer with them. ha signed on and my 2nd and 5th grade cousins talked to my friends. It was funny.

Dani and I make rad movies.

-I'M AND EMO KID.

I'm sick.
I got my hair cut today.
Just made it back to normal.
Two more days till Christmas.
I just hope I don't get caught talking with Julie because she is hell to talk to when drunk.
Hell last time she stuck her fingers down my pants. Don't ask.
I have a new favorite movie.
It's called The Watcher.
Keanu Reeves is actually hot.
Not him physically.
MENTALLY
It shouldn't be weird that I love...well my mom would call them sick. I say unstable but beautiful. And you can't forget unbelievably smart.
At 10 Mary Bell killed many of her school mates and wasn't questioned until 3-4 later.
Could you do that at 10?
Don't think so.



Kinky Christmas?
-Mia

Dani and I were walking along on our green belt and all the lights on that one block went out. It was amazing. One of those Right place at the right time things. I love when that happens.

Like last year when we watched Santa Clause fall over and die. Ya, I said fall over and die. He was standing on a roof all lit up for the HOLIDAYS and he falls over and flickers then goes out. RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF US. Magical I know.

<center> Sometimes I wish I had that many friends they would hang out with me and we could all have fun at hooters, and we would be so cool and just have the best time together. 

Nah. thats not for me. All my best goofy awsomely cool friends except Dani moved. I'm glad I have Dani. Because I love you. But I want more. I'm sick of that kid that just follows and laughs at Everything and I hate going to Britni but she's one of those people your friends with and can't seem to think of one reason why you could ever like such a person, but what the hell.

I just want friends a set group. Not those you talk to sometimes in class and wave to in the halls.

I really should be thankful for what I have. The grass is always greener.

 

More people should say hi to eachother thats what really makes a persons day. I'm flattered when people say hi to me. Really. That MAKES my day.

-Mia