5eekingparadise, posts by tag: writer's block - LiveJournal

A real person? I would love to be Vivienne Westwood for a day, or Lady Gaga. Not because their famous. Because I want to play in their closets, and designed new, amazing outfits. I want to know where they get their inspiration, their drive and determination. What is it in side of themselves that makes them so powerful, so unique, so very THEM, and learn to find that in my own life.

If I could pick a not-real person, it becomes much harder lol.
I think I Would like to be Siliva from Aquarion. She passionate and has hot blood, but really, her soul is seekign something, something so profound it crosses time. Also, shes get to pilot an awesome mecha, and her brother is WAYYYY hot (and you know how I'm down with brotherly-love LOL)
or
Alia from Dune. Part of me long so badly to walk the sands of Arakkis with uneven foot steps. To brave the harshest planet one could think of, and to live in perfect harmony with it. To stand behind an empire and watch it fall to it's knees. TO know the depth of her soul, and the chaos that lives with in it. Ahhhh..

But I guess this is why we role play is it not? ^.~

Dune or Star Wars (original). Hard to choose, since star wars is just a Dune Rip off. LOL
Dune had Duncan, Star Wars had Han Solo. Real Question is who would win- Duncan or Han?

Sorry Han ol Buddy, your ass if going down!

10 billion dollars.

That is all.

I actually intend to get my name legally changed here this year. I don't feel like the same person i was when i went by my birth name, I don't even want to be here again. She was a victim, a martyr in no one's head but her own, she was weak, and she was afraid. I am not any of those things anymore. I grew into who, I believe i was meant to be.
Lorelei Lee is the Name my father chose for me, but it was not the name i was given at birth. I wear it now Proudly. <3

My screen name came from the anime 'Please save my earth'.
The series is about martian scientists that where sent to the moon to watch over the earth. When they arrive at the moon they find their homeworld is destroyed and there are stranded. Still they continues their mission to watch over and love the earth.
These said scientist are then reborn on earth...
well that part not important to the screen name.
Apparently all the scientists had a pass word, when combined would cause the moon base to self destruct (i think)
Mokuren, who is the female martian lead, is in love with the earth, and consequently earth music. Apparently there was some opera song she liked and the lyrics was 'Seeking Paradise in a Dream'. This lyrics was also her password.

I thought it was both haunting and beautiful, just the idea of it 'Seeking Paradise in a dream.' it could mean so many things, and holds a different meaning for each of us.
That how i feel alot in my life, and esp when i made the journal, like I was seeking paradise in a dream.
So it became my screen name. Lame whatever I know. I've emotionally attached to PSME I can't help it. LOL

So now you know.

I was talking with Hedge and Eric, and discussing just this the other day. I would love to open and coffee shop/lounge for gamers. with big tables for playing MTG, and D&D, and table top games, as well as big couches, and tv's with different systems set up. you can bring in your won games or play some of ours. serve coffee and beer and light fare food. A night you could move the tables out and make it more of a bar setting, with oc remix, and nerdcore music. host meets up for all kind of groups.I always feel weird hanging out in comic book stores, its a store, not a place to hang out ya know. but a coffee shop IS a place to hang out, relax, have a drink and just chill. It would have to have a cool name in l337 or something like 8B|7 |3U[]_LShIT or BL\_/3 H3/-\\/3/\/ or M/-\||\|FR4ME
I'm such a dork i know. lol.
I could sell my clothes there during the day too, on rolling racks. And then just roll them out at night. i bet i could find enough people to help me build the website lol. Free super fast, super realiable wifi and wired. host lan parties, or raid nights. tournaments. really chill decor, smoking patio (or lounge to stay out of the weather) mt dew on tap. high score board on the wall.
REach level 20 on tetris you get a free coffee. lol.
Paint the walls in 8bit style, like a back ground from a old game, but not mario thats to cliche. lol. sell art on the walls from local artists. it would be really great. >>sigh<< now i need to get rich haha.
And noooo drug tests for employees!! woot!

someone got a hundred grand to invest?