"What only gets stronger the longer it lives? What pays you back tenfold the more that you give? Some say it's blind, some say it's true, Some just simply say, 'I... feel this... for you.'"
Well, this journal is long over-due for a locking (really, semi-friends only because most of my SNSD stuff is public, but yeah).
Why have I chosen to lock it now? It contains journal entries back from when I was in 7th grade; I've graduated high school now and it wouldn't be right for some random stranger to be looking through all that. And to be honest it'd be kind of embarrassing because most of what I said back then, I don't believe/feel now. And the stuff that doesn't have that.... is just plain ol' embarrassing. I was young, you know? I relished the thought of using big and colorful text D;
Well, that's my broad answer, why I should've locked it a long time ago.
Here's what led me to finally lock it: Apparently some random people link to my journal. I know I went WTF?! too. I've always known that by having it open random people would stumble upon, but really now, I could understand them linking if I made graphics or uploaded music *FREQUENTLY*, but I don't do any of that. I'm fandom's dead weight. I don't know what they linked to, and it's probably nothing to worry about, but to be sure I locked all the past entries I feel that I should have. I don't want random people who don't know me to look at entries with my personal thoughts and linking them to their friends so they can laugh at me. I'm paranoid I know, but I should be because something like it happened to me before.
Fandoms currently very into: Girls' Generation Resident Evil Disney (mostly princesses) Victoria's Secret
Fandoms in general: Merlin Prince of Tennis Tenimyu Super Junior Naruto Final Fantasy Kingdom Hearts
I'm really not as much of a bitch as it seems, so don't be intimidated :x
Visit my profile for more about me. I've also backdated my original intro post. It's friends-locked, but if you wanna check it out after you've added me to see what a huge fucking dork I was back then it's right over here~
"Some plant it, some steal it, some blow it away. Some do it several times in a day. Some who are shy might blush getting this On their hand or their cheek. Can you guess? It's a..."
Umm, if anyone here who has me friended here and still uses LJ would like to know where I'm spending all my time nowadays I direct you to my tumblr.
Nothing's really been going on with me lately, I finished my first year of college (started this LJ in 7th/8th grade?!) and I went to SM Town which you can read about here.
It's a shame I don't use this as much anymore since I have a permanent account and thus a bunch of icon space. I don't even comment in communities so maybe I should give it to someone? IDK. If my tumblr ever gets compromised (as in people from IRL find it I might just use this as my venting grounds).
So I'm in the middle of searching through the archives of tenipuri for a post I remember seeing about this video on Nico with some pictures apparently drawn by the animators that were super cracky. I found some pretty nifty things including one of those ranking meme thingys. I remember doing it, but I never saved the results, so I did it again just for kicks.
☆ Heh, subsequently I was on an An kick yesterday that was sparked by finding her Fanlisting (which I haven't joined yet BTW). An's my favorite PoT girl by a long shot (Oh, Hi Miyuki :D;;), but for her to TIE with Shishido who has been my favorite character since forever is still kind of weird.
☆ I guess I don't love Kintarou as much as I thought I did DX To think that a few weeks ago I thought he was my second favorite. Hmm....
☆ I don't have a good grip on my favorite characters (the only absolute thing is Shishido being # 1) so I can't say how accurate this really is, but I never knew I liked Shiraishi so much O___o
☆ I'll admit that I didn't know, like, a third of the characters that popped up, but I guess it's pretty accurate because the people I don't know came before the people I hate [for the most part].
☆ Speaking of which I totally like Billy Cassidy better than Wacky-whats-his-face [and all of his school for that matter]. Poor Billy ;_;
☆ Apparently I have a closet love for Inui that this meme found out because I thought I at least liked Kaidou and Momo better than him. But as I said I don't have a very good grasp of who my favorites are.
☆ Actually, my rankings for the *all* Seigaku players [within their team] are completely thrown around. No one is where I thought they would be. Which is to say was: Kaidou, Momo, Inui, Eiji, Fuji, Tezuka, Taka, Oishi and Ryoma. But ended up being: Inui + Kaidou (8), Eiji (10), Fuji (12), Tezuka (15), Momo (19), Taka (26), Ryoma (32), and Oishi (34).
I'm so sorry Oishi - I really do love you, I promise!
☆ 12 - Fuji Shuusuke ||| 12 - Fuji Yuuta 73 Ryuuzaki Sakuno ||| 73 Ryuuzaki Sumire I'm pretty sure it was just a coincidence [since the Kisarazu twins weren't the same and neither were the Echizens], but this still makes me laugh/smile.
☆ Total LOLZ at Kenya coming before Yuushi because a big part of my liking for him is because of Yuushi because y'know we don't know an awful lot about him. I think that I tend to subconsciencely have [or develop] more of a liking toward a character [I already like/am okay with] after being exposed to them recently. I was reading stuff about Kenya yesterday so maybe that explains it XD
★ Totally random, but the lyric on the cut is from Tachibana An's Natsu no Oujou-san if anyone's wondering.
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