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Update

Ok so I called my "chief" (of the maid service at the library I worked during autumn) and he said if some important person of the city could support my request to work there again maybe they could do something.
So my mother -who's working for those important persons (adjoint mayors if that make any sense in english)-is gone to see the secretary of one of them and convinced her to send a letter to prove he was supporting my demand.

So now, I'm still waiting, but I have more chances to see something coming...hopefully.

Aside from that, something weird happened today. I had a rush of food need and ate a lot of cookies, some peanut butter ect..it was like a sort of bulimia so that was not very cool, but it seems it makes me free from my food trouble..Like if all my food phobia is gone!! It has been years since I was locked in this problem towards food-and now it looks like it's gone. I feel so relieved! tomorrow I will be prudent with food (cause I ate too much today), but after that I'm sure I can stop being afraid of milk, sugar ect...after 8 years! :)

Well, it's not that interesting, but it was a better day than they were lately!
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