i like saying the uncomfortable parts out loud.
IF YOUโRE NOT WILLING TO LOCK IN WITH SHIFTING FOREVER YOU WILL NEVER FREE YOURSELF FROM NEEDING THE 3D TO VALIDATE YOUR TRUST
IF YOUโRE NOT WILLING TO LOCK IN WITH SHIFTING FOREVERโIE UNDERSTAND THAT SHIFTING MIGHT JUST TAKE YOU A LIFETIMEโYOU WILL NEVER FREE YOURSELF FROM NEEDING THE 3D TO VALIDATE YOUR TRUST
i know it fucking sucks to hear that shifting has no timeline. i know it sucks to be years in and not feel any closer. i know it sucks to feel like youโve wasted your energy on something that may never come. but i canโt give you the assurance that you only have to persist for __ much longer until itโs โyour turnโ. i canโt. if you wanna shift, you have to lock in WITHOUT the assurance of how much time it will take. you have to trust yourself before the shift comes. and if you cannot do that, if you cannot help but turn against yourself and be self critical and self punishing, shifting is going to be detrimental to your mental well being.
everyone can shift, and shifting is inevitable but it doesnโt mean that everyone should label themselves a shifter. being a shifter comes with a toll. you get berated, by others and sometimes yourself. you experience the full scope of emotions for things you cannot prove. you go to awesome places, but sometimes there are terrible things in those places. you develop and evolve quicker than others because you can almost speed-run through lifeโs many obstacles and lessons. you will lose yourself only to gain 10 more of you. time stops being real. life here gets duller, less colorful, almost like a buffer for life there. youโll experience more in one night than some people experience in 20 years. and all of this will exist only within your head.
it is PERFECTLY valid and reasonable if that toll is not something you can pay right now. or ever. please protect your peace. your peace is worth more than any DR. that, I PROMISE YOU, is the case for everyone.