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this is life, life immortality

@rosees3ray / rosees3ray.tumblr.com

he/him / on/jego / 6teen / emo, britpop luvr / currently hyperfixated on dan and phil

doing a better intro post since some stuff has changed (updated often)

I'm Ray, short for Raymond, Rajmund for any poles. if your language has its own version of my name, feel free to call me that!

if you come up with literally any nickname ever somehow relating to my name feel free to call me that as well (Rajek, Raj @nwmcotutajrobie , Radek, Radzio, literally anything)

I'm a minor (high school), I'm from poland (śląsk !!)

my gender is basically comfortable enough in my masculinity to do whatever the fuck I want (however, guy)

I use he/him (on/jego) pronouns but I'm fine with any jokingly (she/her like you'd call a fruity guy a girlie. y'know)

SPAM REBLOGGER RAHHHH!!!!!!!1!! i hit post limit alarmingly often

dni: if you're racist, homophobic, transphobic, if you support israel, if you support russia, if you think smoking/vaping/doing other drugs is cool, if you use generative ai, if you're a communist (my country's gone through that already, please don't bring it back cos it won't fucking work. it's only nice in theory), if you cannot restrain yourself from using "kys" or "kms" while talking to me

i also reblog nsfw stuff sometimes, the occasional blood or suggestive content; not much sexual stuff, as that doesn't interest me (i don't mind any mutuals posting about it tho!)

MY CURRENT MAIN INTERESTS ARE: frank ocean, dan and phil, mcr, alicia simmons, life is strange 2

I'm bilingual (polish & english) and I'm learning german and japanese. I used to learn a shit ton of other languages but these are the ones that stuck with me :))

I'm neurodivergent, probably audhd but undiagnosed, going to therapy for like half a year now

I mimic people's behaviours a lot, the way I speak unfortunately might depend on my current hyperfixation

I'm very bad at talking to people, so I might be dry sometimes and really annoying another day

my memory absolutely fucking sucks, so please don't take it personally when I don't remember something :(

I'm either an INTP or ENTP (ambivert) and I am very interested in MBTI and Jungian cognitive functions (at least used to be, I still remember a shit ton about it, feel free to ask)

COFFEE HATER TEA ADDICT INKA LOVER!!!!!

I'm a nerd :3 I love love love music, films, tv shows, games, cars, technology etc :) I'm also into photography!!

I like astronomy and I own a telescope

I'm really interested in linguistics and languages overall, if you have any fun facts feel free to tell me!

I'm also very interested in accents in the english language, but I mostly speak in some type of british (tho it sometimes depends on my currect hyperfixation xP)

my special interests are sharks, cars (particular models, usually old ones), number plates (most active rn) and blur (band). blur recs are here

my favourite colour is khaki green (and maybe burgundy. tho green is 🔛🔝)

my favourite band ever is Wolf Alice (SAW THEM LIVE 9.11.25 and seeing them TOMORROW !!!)

my comfort book is Solitaire by Alice Oseman

my comfort film is Alice in Wonderland (dir. Tim Burton); tho there's a lot of them, I recommend checking out my faves list on letterboxd if you wanna know more

my favourite and comfort tv show is nbc's Community (2009-2015) and my favourite episode of that is s2 e6 Epidemiology (not normal about it)

my favourite podcast is Welcome To Night Vale

my favourite animal is the smilodon (sabre-toothed tiger)

my favourite shark is the pyjama shark

my favourite birds are the common wood pigeon and the hooded crow (other corvids are cool too)

my favourite youtubers are Dan and Phil, Kurtis Conner, Drew Gooden & Danny Gonzalez

I'm a big fan of ski jumping, the sport!

I'm a child of Urania & I'm big into mythology overall

I (try to) play the drums

I skateboard and cycle

I like taking photos, journaling, burning CDs and writing (I'm planning to maybe do music-related journalism in the future. if you're interested in reading anything I've written feel free to ask me about it!)

I'm really into photographing birds

I go to school for maths-physics-IT

I'm a dad of 5 children (plants) and four dried rose bouquets (roses are my favourite flower!)

I collect CDs and toy cars, but also buttons and clothing tags (very interesting I know)

I really like flashlights (the. objects. 🔦 T_T)

I have a dog, her name is Sara; I used to have a cat, his name was Kitek (R.I.P.) (and some other animals)

shitpost tag is #radek ma przemyślenia

sideblog for shark spotting: @shark-spotted (mostly inactive tho :/ sorry)

I also have an mcr ecosystem blog! @mcrastoycarsiown (sadly also mostly inactive..)

platforms: my spotify, @/rosees3ray on discord, letterboxd, pinterest & spacehey (feel free to add me!)

my Best Friend is @ray-of-midnight-storm <333

people I'm closest with on here are: @carbonbasedmatter @stomachaches-frank @ceryslikesstuff @kewlnichecorner @isa-isfruity feat. polacy rodacy: @nwmcotutajrobie @vastexpanseofmind @phanyaoi @ieatglue777 @negativesofcash (hope yall don't mind being tagged) including irls: @kiler-queen @mydlowaniliowe @lambdirt @kawaiisususu and many others not mentioned here I LOVE YOU ALL

I am in wayy too many fandoms to list. just ask about it !!

my favourite musicians include: Wolf Alice, blur, Radiohead, Queen, Lamp, Alex G, Hozier, Gorillaz, David Bowie, Talking Heads, Arctic Monkeys, The Last Shadow Puppets, Myslovitz, Kent, the Cure, MCR and many many many maaaaaany more (again, feel free to ask)

my favourite guitarists of all time are Ray Toro, Frank Iero, Brian May and Graham Coxon and my favourite drummers are Joey Jordison (R.I.P), Matt Helders and Joel Amey

that's it I think! if you wanna chat or anything just message me, I'm usually bored anyway xD

(if you'd like to be credited for any of the images in this post, lmk :])

wait so what's MEV and what's the deal with the clones

this is from the nashville hot hot chicken thing, right?

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I gotta be real we’re so deep in this now it’s difficult to even begin to explain how we got here

The short version - MEV is Most Exalted Vocalist, which is the adopted Fanon for Gerard’s stage character. The lack of any names given for the band’s characters in the show creates a need to differentiate somehow between Gerard as a person and their stage character. Most Exalted Vocalist started with the famous DRAAG Tumblr Dashboard post, but caught on so completely that it’s become the character’s semi-accepted name.

The clones thing comes from the fact that one of the prevailing theories on how the apparent “time loop” or repeating nature of the shows works is that the band are not actually being brought back to life or healed between shows, but that they’re all actually dying and being cloned over and over again. A lot of small details in the show and comments Gerard has made imply that this is in fact what’s going on, particularly the repeated emphasis on the “xxth regiment of the black parade” thing.

Exactly how we got from there to MEV clone cannibalism can only be described as “meme drift”

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sucks that "incel" is just like a generic insult now synonymous with "virgin" bc if people had much of an idea of what incel ideology actually entails, we could have a conversation about radical feminism being quite literally, beat for beat, incel shit for girls

radfems 🤝 incels:

  • basic, inescapable biology dooms me to be a perpetual victim of the Other (Evil) Sex
  • me and my ingroup are the primary victims of a society that is fundamentally and irreparably broken
  • 99% of people cannot be trusted and will only hurt and disappoint me, so i need to stay sequestered in insular online communities where people won't try to gaslight me into questioning these truths
  • the outside world becomes harder and harder to bear as people won't accept my reality, and even my once-closest friends reveal themselves to be of the Enemy
  • eventually i have to accept the fact that nothing will ever, ever change, and i will die alone and deeply unhappy

like radfems also get blackpilled. they fall down pipelines into the deepest darkest extremes of their ideology, and it's increasingly harder to get these people to reengage with the world specifically because their ideology posits that the world is corrupted and divided into Us and Them, and that the ingroup's victim status is biological and innate. it's a system that lends itself naturally to doomerism and blackpilling due partially to the social isolation that comes with it. and it's equally difficult as with incels to "break through" the isolation because these people do not want help whatsoever. they have been thoroughly conditioned to see attempts at helping as Active Victimization and further proof of the rightness of their beliefs