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28th Reason

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Personal blog with a few m.lists
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girl get off that c.ai and embrace the 'x reader'

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hoonieyun-deactivated20260809

don't hate the player hate the game

a sports smau one shot series following each member of EN-

༄.° jungwon - volleyball "set me up"

༄.° heeseung - basketball "no.11 on the court no.1 in your heart"

༄.° jay - lacrosse "at a la-cross roads"

༄.° jake - soccer "goalkeeper heartbreaker"

༄.° sunghoon - waterpolo "tread lighty"

༄.° sunoo - tennis "i lob you"

༄.° riki - boxing "in your corner"

read here ༉‧₊˚.

copyright 2025 - present © hoonieyun all rights reserved

all writing here is fiction & not in any association with characters mentioned.

a special series for my @yeonmuse

taglist is open CLOSED but minors, blank, and ageless blogs will be ignored

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𝑒𝑠𝑡. 260932 ✴︎ 그러니 말로 해줘 굳이, 둘러볼 필요 없지 주위. 다른 여자는 관심 주지 말고 나만 봐── 𝑖’𝗆 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒ㅤ𓈒 사랑, 원래 이기주의. 높일게 우리 사이 수위 ⦂ 네 주위에 이만한 여자 봤어? 𝑖 𝗀𝗈𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽ㅤ𓈒

⠀ ㅤ𓈒 ⠀ 𝟕 𝖥𝖨𝖱𝖲𝖳 𝖲𝖤𝖢𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭⠀( 𝒊𝒏.ㅤㅤㅤ ) 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗢𝗡𝗦

one. not kissing them ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

two. when you are clingy ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship ࿁ ⠀ hyung line

three. after a argument ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

four. being called a petname for the first time ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship ࿁ ⠀ hyung line

five. favorite place to kiss you ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

six. using pick up lines on you ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

seven. saying i love you for the first time ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

eight. seeing you in glasses ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship 💌

nine. why you would be shipped with them ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

ten. when you pout ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship 💌

eleven. cute scenarios ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

twelve. lifting you up ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

thirteen. seeing you perfom ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

fourtenn. asking them for a kiss ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

fifteen. being in a secret relationship with them ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

sixteen. giving you princess treatment ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship ࿁ ⠀ maknae line

seventeen. how the first kiss went ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

eighteen. when they are clingy ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship

nineteen. when they are down bad ft. non-idol au fluff established relationship 💌

twenty. pearls&diamonds ft. fluff rich boy x rich girl

twenty one. sunny days ft. fluff established relationship

twenty two. sugar talking ft. fluff established relationship 💌

twenty three. kiss me ft. fluff established relationship

twenty four. beautiful scene ft. fluff crush ah

twenty five. see you again ft. fluff established relationship

twenty five. you are made of angel dust ft. fluff established relationship royality au

twenty six. kissing you baby ft. fluff established relationship ⭐️💌

twenty seven. on my radar now ft. fluff established relationship

twenty eight. drunk–dazed ft. fluff established relationship alcohol 💌⭐️

twenty nine. cuffing season ft. fluff established relationship ⭐️💌

thirty. high heels shoes ft. fluff established relationship ⭐️💌

thirty one. my lips don’t lie ft. fluff established relationship

⠀ ㅤ𓈒 ⠀ 𝟕 𝖲𝖤𝖢𝖮𝖭𝖣 𝖲𝖤𝖢𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭⠀( 𝒊𝒏.ㅤㅤㅤ ) 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗦

one. love anthem ft. fluff established relationship

two. nervous ft. fluff established relationship

three. the boy is mine ft. fluff established relationship ࿁ ⠀ hyung line.

five. console me ft. fluff established relationship

six. sweet lover ft. fluff established relationship

seven. kiss me more ft. fluff established relationship

eight. can you see me ft. fluff established relationship

nine. i can melt an igloo ft. fluff established relationship

ten. still monster ft. fluff established relationship vampire au

eleven. best part ft. fluff established relationship newlyweds 💌

twelve. valentina baby ft. fluff established relationship

⠀ ㅤ𓈒 ⠀ 𝟏 𝖨𝖭𝖣𝖨𝖵𝖨𝖣𝖴𝖠𝖫𝖲 ⠀ ⠀⟡

LEE HEESEUNG

one. strawberry head drabble fluff meet cute

two. partition drabble academic rival!heeseung high school au fluff

three. your eyes only thought best friend au potential future relationship fluff

four. in the morning drabble established relationship fluff

PARK JONGSEONG

one. all mine drabble fluff established relationship

SIM JAEYUN

one. safety net smau newly weds fluff domestic suggestive joke ⭐️💌

two. call me yours drabble getting engaged fluff domestic suggestive

PARK SUNGHOON

one. girlfriend headcanons fluff established relationship

two. the cockroach drabble neighbor au potential future relationship

KIM SEONWOO

YANG JUNGWON

one. tryna change your mind drabble drunk!jungwon fluff exsituationship getting together

NISHIMURA RIKI

EVENTS ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ la fleur

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╰⪼ welcome to my masterlist ^^ its possible that my fics have smut, it will be indicated in red if its the case.

Disclaimer: All of this is a work of fiction. It is not affiliated with, endorsed by, or meant to represent any real individuals, including ENHYPEN. All content is purely imaginative and intended for entertainment purposes only. I do not claim ownership of any real people mentioned. No harm, offense, or violation of privacy is intended. Please do not interact if you are under 18.

Lee Heeseung

synopsis: Y/N spirals after seeing her ex... completely unaware to the fact that her closest friend, Heeseung, has been quietly falling for her all along.

word count: 2.5k

Synopsis: When Heeseung finds your Sims game, curiosity turns into chaos…

Word count: 0.8k

Synopsis: She swore she was done with him—the late nights, the promises, the way he made her feel like everything and nothing all at once. But in the haze of flashing camera lights of her runway show and whispered secrets, Heeseung’s touch pulls her back in, just like it always does. Suddenly, she’s right where she said she’d never be again. (smut)

Word count: 3.1k

synopsis: On the sun-drenched yacht, the newlyweds are on their honeymoon that’s anything but picture-perfect. Bound by family expectations and in silent frustrations, Y/N clings to her camera as a lifeline while her distant husband retreats further into his work. Until through her lens, she captures a candid moment of the yacht’s Captain...

word count: 15.8k

Jongseong Park

synopsis: After a long night of back-to-back shows, Y/N seeks solace in the hotel's rooftop hot tub... only to find Jay is already there, lost in his own thoughts.

word count: 9.3k

Synopsis: The city that never sleeps doesn’t quiet down for grief. Instead, it roared right through it: the restless noise of New York, the constant hum of cars, the rattling of subway trains, the sharp cry of sirens at midnight… Then, there was the quiet ache of returning to your childhood bedroom, only this time with the ghosts of “forever” and the wilted flowers from your late boyfriend’s funeral. While drowning, you’re desperately trying to convince your family — and yourself — that you’re okay.

And there he is. The last person you ever wanted to see, let alone share space with: your best friend’s older brother. Once a child star, currently a tarnished name hiding from the spotlight. When an accidental run-in leads to a viral photo, the lie begins — one of fake love, media pressure and careful smiles. All while grief and guilt simmers beneath the surface for both of you. (smut)

Word count: 19.7k

Synopsis: In the high-pressure world of motorsport, an engineer and her star driver at Ferrari fall into a connection as electric as the circuits they race on. But when one mistake on his part threatens to fracture everything between them — on and off the track — the race isn’t just for championship, it’s for redemption as well… (smut)

Word count: 7.6k 

Sim Jaeyun

synopsis: As a cupid, Y/N's job has always been to make people fall in love– that has been her task for centuries. However, everything goes horribly wrong when Jake accidentally locks eyes with her instead of his intended match. Now, she's stuck with a hopelessly in-love Jake, following her around like a lovesick puppy. The worst part? Cupids aren’t allowed to fall in love…

word count: 10.3k

Park Sunghoon

Synopsis: Money’s tight. That’s the beginning and the end of it — the reason you find yourself responding to an anonymous ad on a dusty forum thread. "Female nude figure model needed — discreet, well-compensated, urgent" is all you remember from it. You didn’t expect much. Definitely not him… and definitely not returning, over and over.

He tells you it’s academic — your face, your form, your flush. But what began as art turns into obsession. He touches like he’s still studying you — Every gasp, every shiver, every drip he’s cataloging. He talks to you like you’re a masterpiece he hasn’t finished. Like he’s not done carving you open. You're no longer just his study. You’re his favorite piece that he can’t stop refining. (smut)

Word count: 14.6k

Yang Jung-Won

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╰⪼ welcome to my masterlist ^^ its possible that my fics have smut, it will be indicated in red if its the case.

Disclaimer: All of this is a work of fiction. It is not affiliated with, endorsed by, or meant to represent any real individuals, including ENHYPEN. All content is purely imaginative and intended for entertainment purposes only. I do not claim ownership of any real people mentioned. No harm, offense, or violation of privacy is intended. Please do not interact if you are under 18.

Lee Heeseung

synopsis: Y/N spirals after seeing her ex... completely unaware to the fact that her closest friend, Heeseung, has been quietly falling for her all along.

word count: 2.5k

Synopsis: When Heeseung finds your Sims game, curiosity turns into chaos…

Word count: 0.8k

Synopsis: She swore she was done with him—the late nights, the promises, the way he made her feel like everything and nothing all at once. But in the haze of flashing camera lights of her runway show and whispered secrets, Heeseung’s touch pulls her back in, just like it always does. Suddenly, she’s right where she said she’d never be again. (smut)

Word count: 3.1k

synopsis: On the sun-drenched yacht, the newlyweds are on their honeymoon that’s anything but picture-perfect. Bound by family expectations and in silent frustrations, Y/N clings to her camera as a lifeline while her distant husband retreats further into his work. Until through her lens, she captures a candid moment of the yacht’s Captain...

word count: 15.8k

Jongseong Park

synopsis: After a long night of back-to-back shows, Y/N seeks solace in the hotel's rooftop hot tub... only to find Jay is already there, lost in his own thoughts.

word count: 9.3k

Synopsis: The city that never sleeps doesn’t quiet down for grief. Instead, it roared right through it: the restless noise of New York, the constant hum of cars, the rattling of subway trains, the sharp cry of sirens at midnight… Then, there was the quiet ache of returning to your childhood bedroom, only this time with the ghosts of “forever” and the wilted flowers from your late boyfriend’s funeral. While drowning, you’re desperately trying to convince your family — and yourself — that you’re okay.

And there he is. The last person you ever wanted to see, let alone share space with: your best friend’s older brother. Once a child star, currently a tarnished name hiding from the spotlight. When an accidental run-in leads to a viral photo, the lie begins — one of fake love, media pressure and careful smiles. All while grief and guilt simmers beneath the surface for both of you. (smut)

Word count: 19.7k

Synopsis: In the high-pressure world of motorsport, an engineer and her star driver at Ferrari fall into a connection as electric as the circuits they race on. But when one mistake on his part threatens to fracture everything between them — on and off the track — the race isn’t just for championship, it’s for redemption as well… (smut)

Word count: 7.6k 

Sim Jaeyun

synopsis: As a cupid, Y/N's job has always been to make people fall in love– that has been her task for centuries. However, everything goes horribly wrong when Jake accidentally locks eyes with her instead of his intended match. Now, she's stuck with a hopelessly in-love Jake, following her around like a lovesick puppy. The worst part? Cupids aren’t allowed to fall in love…

word count: 10.3k

Park Sunghoon

Synopsis: Money’s tight. That’s the beginning and the end of it — the reason you find yourself responding to an anonymous ad on a dusty forum thread. "Female nude figure model needed — discreet, well-compensated, urgent" is all you remember from it. You didn’t expect much. Definitely not him… and definitely not returning, over and over.

He tells you it’s academic — your face, your form, your flush. But what began as art turns into obsession. He touches like he’s still studying you — Every gasp, every shiver, every drip he’s cataloging. He talks to you like you’re a masterpiece he hasn’t finished. Like he’s not done carving you open. You're no longer just his study. You’re his favorite piece that he can’t stop refining. (smut)

Word count: 14.6k

Yang Jung-Won

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Synopsis : When secret love letters get exposed, your world flips, three boys, tangled feelings, and friendships that start to feel like something more. Nothing's the same anymore — and neither are you.
Warnings : Mild language, Emotional angst, Love triangles (and squares?), Heart-fluttering moments, Makeouts, Teenage chaos, Dramatic tension, Slow burn

Started : 12/03/25

Fanfiction type : written

Status : on-going

Updates : every alternate day (4:30pm IST)

MASTERLIST —

... more tba.

TAGLIST (send an ask, or comment to be added!) —

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~𝑀𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉~

☆ ENHYPEN

We Might Even Be Falling In Love - Ni-ki x Reader- Written. (Situationship?)

Bug Boy! (Your cute/weird bf)’ - Jungwon x Reader - (Text) (fluffy established relationship)

Never Thought.. - Ex Barista! Sunoo x Reader - (written) (exes, angst and comfort)

Fine and Mine - Lee Heesung x Reader - (Mixed) (crack, fluff, established relationship)

Childish - Intro Chp. - Ni-ki x Reader - (Mostly Written) (ongoing - hiatus, angst - dk if I’ll put comfort..)

What Bestfriends Are For? - Sunoo x Reader - (Text) (crack - best friends)

Look At Me - Heesung x Reader - (Written) - (angst to fuff - one sided pining childhood friends to ???)

★ Stray Kids

Baby’s Baby - Yang Jeongin x Reader - (Written)(fluff - new relationship. )

Cat Whisperer, Marry Me! - Leeknow x Reader - (Written) (crack w fluff lmao)

April Fools!…So I Am The Fool? - Felix x Reader - (Written) (crack kinda ??)

Care - Bangchan x Reader - (Written) (angst - situationship - no comfort i think-)

Made of Fluff - Changbin x Reader - (written) (SUPER FLUFFY ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP)

☆ T X T

A Bit Empty In Here?…

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SYNOPSIS ; Ni-ki finds himself yearning for the quiet girl in his art class. Only problem is she’s far too lost in her art to even realize he exists, she expects nothing but perfection in her life and he’s the missing piece of the puzzle thats all but the perfect fit. No matter how clear she makes it that she wants absolutely nothing to do with him he’s persistent in trying to get her to loosen up.

log: ❪ CHROME HEARTS ❫ nishimura riki & fem!rea ⋆♱✮ fluff/angst ༯ contains! university enhypen. Ot7★˙nainais library !!

CAST─── OT7 Enhypen. THE GANG lesserafim chaewon. READERS FRIENDS jongseob p1harmony, hunter xikers, maya xg, 3 oc chatacters

℘an᭪ : This is part of admins Enhypen University Special Event. This series also has slight connections to every series in said event so occasionally characters from the other members chapters may appear in this series as well.

JOIN THE SERIES TAGLIST HERE (series taglist is different from the perm taglist)

CHARACTER PROFILES › ENHA & FRIENDS | READER & FRIENDS

1 › reading between the lines. 2 › the universe hates me 3 › fuck you Mr. Lee 4 › im goated? 5 › stop aura farming? 1.1k words 6 › banana milk 840 words 7 › unfold 1.6k words 8 › 7/11 run 9 › wait a minute 1.5k words 10 › art deco 2.3k words

11 › birthdays and spilled water 12 › never been so humiliated 13 › how to spell helicopter 14 › talking to the moon 15 › he wouldn’t lie to me right..? 16 › chrome hearts don’t break right? 17 › give me my door back 18 › hunter has a death wish 19 › so you lied to me? 20 › i wish I was the moon

21 › the stars 22 › why? 23 › willow trees 24 › the sun 25 › the moon and the sun

EPILOGUE

PERM TAGLIST: (entire taglist is updated, to be readded to the permanent taglist please fill out this form) PERM TAGLIST : @sol3chu @addictedtohobi @heartheejake @gweoriz @annybah @iarainha @nishimura-mimura @gweoriz @deaddcrow @bbangbies @kimuranirisi @wonzzziezzzz @dazeymazey11 @stayar1 @neogotmysam @starsmew @taystarr @icatpjs @sunshisthings

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CRAZY RICH ASIANS ! L.HS X FMR

OVERV. sohn yn is happy to accompany her longtime boyfriend, evan, to his best friend’s wedding in korea. she’s also surprised to learn however that evan, or heeseung’s, family is extremely wealthy and he’s one of the most eligible bachelors in all of south korea. thrust into an unwanted spotlight, now she must compete with snobby socialites, odd relatives, and most of all: his disapproving mother. INSPR. plot is based on my fav romance movie ever crazy rich asians go watch PRNG. lhs x fmr WRNGS. cursing, miscommunication STATUS. in the works

00. teaser 01. IN THE WORKS. . . 02. IN THE WORKS. . . 03. IN THE WORKS. . . 04. IN THE WORKS. . .

taglist is open, comment or send an ask to be added!

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★ ˙ ̟ . fell for you.

| summary | Mark didn't know that being clumsy had its advantages. | cw | fluff, strangers to something else, meet-cute?, kiiinda of love at first sight, mark is downnn bad, mark is shy but HE GOT THIS!!| | a/n | my beautiful @peterm4rker, feliz cumpleeee!! i hope you have an amazing day, thank you for being alive, i only exist on your cellphone, so all i can do for u is a silly fic, but i did it with love 😔 TUMBLR SABOTAGED ME AND DIDN'T POST, I CAN'T BELIEVE I FAILED I HAD ONE JOB 😭😭😭 i hope u like it EVERYONE SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCI WE LOVE YOU!!!

Mark hadn’t been able to tear his eyes off you since the moment you stepped onto the dance floor. Actually, it started even earlier, when you accidentally bumped into him, nearly causing him to spill his drink all over himself.

He’d only caught a brief glimpse of you then, but it was enough. The image of you had carved itself into his mind like a permanent imprint—your eyes, framed by just the right touch of color, glowing with a playful spark. Your lips, glossy and shining, curved into a polite little smile as you muttered a quick apology.

He barely managed to say “it’s okay” in return, too stunned to form anything more coherent. He was usually the type to get flustered easily, yes, but something about you completely disarmed him.

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synopsis xiao dejun is a name you hadn’t heard in years. a name that brings back memories of better days, spent bathed in sun and the warm feeling of love, of everlasting friendship. but when you return to the place you’d left him six years ago, to the place where you’d broken his heart and he’d broken yours, what would you do if you saw him again? what would happen if you met again, if you got to know the person he became and he delved into the person he once was, if you let your past and present lives meet?

warnings angst, overall themes of heartbreak and missed chances, what ifs, i try to get deep and introspective a few times, depictions of unhealthy family dynamics and parentification, kissing, making out, some suggestive content expressed through thoughts, mentions of burnout, alcohol consumption, swearing.

word count 21.2k

notes HOLY FUCK. those are my first and only words regarding this fic. this project i’ve been meaning to write for months, based off of the movie that casually changed the way i think of life and love. i tried to incorporate as much cantonese and chinese culture as my limited perspective could, so hopefully that shows itself in this fic. if any of u can figure out what the title is a reference to we’re married!

i put a lot of myself into this fic, which is to say, i projected a ton of shit onto the characters!! so i hope you guys like it because this is literally me kneeling before an audience of millions and baring my soul for all to see. anyways! more fated lovers with wayv members let’s go. also, here is a playlist of the music i listened to while writing it, just for vibes. enjoy~

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WATCHING TV . . . lee haechan smau

SUMMARYyou were a typical college student at Neo City University—known to most as NCU. kind, smart, and always minding your business, you somehow became the campus’s favorite person. everyone adored you. you always lived a quiet, drama-free life—until your obsessive ex-boyfriend started harassing you daily, begging to get back together. cornered and fed up, you blurt out a lie: that you're already seeing someone. that should've shut him down. one tiny problem: you're not dating anyone. but just when things start spiraling, mark comes through with a plan: fake date his best friend, lee haechan.

oh, and did he mention? haechan used to have the biggest crush on you.

PAIRINGloser!haechan x student!reader

CASTsome nct members, ningning aespa, yunjin lesserafim, beomgyu txt, and some more (maybe...?)

FACECLAIM just for the sake of the fic i'm gonna use malia baker as the fc but you can imagine anyone you want :)

GENREfluff, slow burn, comedy, non-idol au, college au

TAGLISTopen (reply or send an ask)

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ghost writer — lee donghyuck smau by @haeiheart

summary! being broke in college is bad, but being broke and desperate for the sims expansion packs is worse. Jokingly posting your resume for the world to see somehow lands you a gig as an apology note ghostwriter? Odd job you must say. What happens when you find out the one funding you is famous streamer! Haechan who really sucks at saying sorry. Whatever? As long as he pays well right?
pairing! famous streamer! haechan x gamer! reader
genre! gaming au!, strangers to lovers, grumpy x sunshine (more like he makes you grumpy), slice of life, mutual pining, comedy (attempted)
note! this idea was fun in my head so hopefully it turns out right heheheh but either way cutie streamer hyuck is set to go and um hopefully updates goes quickly… this was a series i thought about midway of completing my previous series with mark!! so im finally excited that i am able to post this now and begin a new series hehe especially with one of my other biases ^_^ enjoy
taglist! opened!
status! ongoing!

profilesy/n group / haechan group

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the letters i "never" sent .ᐟ  | to all the boys i've loved before ୨ৎ | nct dream

when a box of y/n’s secret love letters accidentally gets sent out, their world turns upside down as seven different boys from their past suddenly confront them about their hidden feelings. each boy has a different reaction—some amused, some shocked, and some realizing they might just feel the same way. as y/n navigates the chaos of their exposed crushes, they find themselves at the center of an unexpected love story, one where they have to choose between the people they once loved—and the ones they might just love now.

pairing: nct dream xfem!reader

note: the prologue is here! i'm ngl i don't think this is my best work but sorry it took me so long (a month) -- um school is literally my 24/7 but thankfully spring break is next week so i have more time to work on everything and hopefully get everything out! i have like..... 2 more months of school and then i'm FREED. stay strong mrkified nation, daddy (me) will be back soon

word count: 1.2k ᶻ 𝘇 

Sunlight peered into your room as your alarm started to blare that forsaken tune that told you it was time to get up for school. Your eyes still felt heavy as you slowly tossed and turned until you eventually arose from your spot in your bed. While you were slowly opening your eyes you were feeling slightly groggy, you started gathering your stuff to get ready for the school day. The sound of water pouring in the shower could be heard from the bathroom as you looked through your closet for something to wear. After you picked out an outfit you quickly ran towards the bathroom to get ready for the day.

You got to school with 5 minutes to spare and surprisingly — that was the least of your worries. Before you could even walk onto campus from the parking lot, the class president was yelling at everyone to get to class. You tried your best to avoid him before vanishing down the hallway.

When you thought you were in the clear, you felt a hand pull you around the corner into an empty room. You whipped around to face the culprit – the class president Mark Lee.

The day you met Mark was the first day of third grade. You both sat on opposite sides of the class so you didn't interact much outside of class, but he would always go out of his way to be nice to you. You two were not quite friends but he gave you tons of candy with a clumsy smile that you liked a little too much.

“Mark?! What the fuck!” you exclaimed as you pulled from his grasp, freeing your arm. He looked like he didn't know what to say as he took a moment to get his words out.

“I wanted to talk about this” Mark lifted up his hand to reveal a white envelope with a red heart on it.

A letter you knew far too well – It was one of the seven letters that you wrote when your crush was too intense that you had to confess your feelings in the form of a letter. It started in elementary school after Mark bought you a candy and you became head over heels. The letters let you organize your thoughts and feelings which is why you kept writing more as the years went by. The letters possibly getting out would be the end of the world – you had to get out of there to figure it out fast.

You originally tried to play dumb, since you knew he was awkward and hated confrontation. “I don’t know what you’re talking about”

“Are you sure? This came in the mail yesterday, it says it’s from you” Mark shuffled around, unsure how to go about this.

“Um..yeah.. I’m not sure what it is, maybe someone’s messing with us or something? But listen I really have to get to class and you shouldn’t be late either Mark” You awkwardly smiled and gestured to the door before turning and walking out. How did Mark Lee get his hands on his letter? You had to figure this out before the rest of them got their hands on their letters — unless they got it already?

You started desperately walking faster, speeding up to try and make it back to the parking lot. You couldn’t make it far before you became face first with someone’s back. This was starting to feel like a cliché — getting pulled into a classroom, bumping into someone’s back, what could happen next?

You couldn’t think for long as the boy you bumped into turned around revealing an annoyed Donghyuck. When his eyes shifted onto yours, his expression turned into a more amused one.

Donghyuck – more commonly known as Haechan, was a first class asshole. He was a bully, always making fun of people who he thought were under him. Always skipping class, never misses a party, he was one of the boys you were the most ashamed of liking.

“Well look who it is, I thought I had to search the whole school to find you. Who knew you would just come running to me, I guess I'm as irresistible as you think” His tone was smooth as he leaned against the wall. He seemed to have his letter as well, and playing dumb wouldn’t work as well as it did with Mark but you still had to try as getting out of there is your priority.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about Donghyuck — and I definitely don’t have time for this, please move” The desperation was present in your voice. You waved your hands to signal him to move but to no avail – Donghyuck stayed planted in his spot. Amusement was more prominent on his face as his smile grew bigger when you tried to move around him but he pulled you back.

“Not so fast baby, you know what I’m talking about and it’s clear you do, but really? You had a crush on me? Now that is not what I expected to come home to” He pushed back against the wall as he pulled the smushed letter out of his pocket. “Dear Donghyuck, first of all I will never call you Haech–” “Don’t start!”

You quickly covered his mouth and looked around for any witnesses. “Look Donghyuck. I don’t know how you got that but I really can’t talk about this right now, okay? The letter is old anyway” you sighed. You heard his muffled protests from under your hands before you removed them, hoping he didn’t try to embarrass you.

“Y/n? Haechan?” A voice questioned behind you

You knew the owner of the voice and you knew it too well – Lee Jeno. Professional fuckboy and Donghyuck’s ex best friend. Of course he would be behind you right now, does anyone in this school even go to class?

“What do you want Jeno? Can’t you tell she’s busy?” Donghyuck glared at the boy.

“I wanted to ask if this letter was serious” He replied while holding up his infamous letter in his hand. Just great.

Before you could even speak, Donghyuck spoke up. “You’re telling me HE got one too?”

Donghyuck rolled his eyes and scoffed, “Out of everyone in this school, you chose Jeno to write to? Unbelievable”

“And what’s that supposed to mean, huh?” Jeno stepped forward, a questioning look on his face. The tension was rising and you were starting to feel awkward so you started to look for an escape.

“You know exactly what I mean” Dobghyuck crossed his arms. “Why would she want NEO’s number one fuckboy?”

Jeno’s jaw tightened. “Why do you always do this Haechan? You always have to start something” His voice was laced with frustration.

As the boys continued their argument, you escaped down the hall once you figured they wouldn't notice. Every step you took got faster until you were eventually running out the main door of the school. A little dramatic -- but this is your social life! Senior year cannot end with seven boys thinking you're head over heels for them, it could get messy.

Considering your odds of three out of seven, it was safe to say that all of them might have gotten their letters. After pushing back the feeling of humiliation you finally had made it to the parking lot. Before you could celebrate, you saw a note on your car that wrote – “We should talk, Renjun.”

Renjun was from your Chemistry class Freshman year – stereotypical top student who didn't do anything to jeopardize his grades. During Freshman year you were on top of your grades and went to a lot of study groups which is what got you somewhat familiar with Renjun but you were never really close. Your strive for good grades caused you to form a crush on the boy because with “both of your smarts your baby would be a mini Einstein.” Sucks you got lazy after sophomore year.

Considering the note came the day the letters got sent out – it's no coincidence that he wanted to talk. You picked up the note and rummaged your pockets for your car keys before unlocking and getting into your car. Once you were in, you turned the car on and let it sit before putting it into drive.

The first thing you could think about is how easy it was to sneak out of school – like seriously… all those days spent in your third period WASTED – but this wasn't the problem here. How did all your confession letters get leaked? You would notice if you sent them yourself, right? You think you’d have enough spacial awareness to notice you shipped the wrong box of letters. Potentially.

You spent the rest of the time driving home thinking about what the rest of the boys' reactions would have been. Renjun probably read through the letter and then stashed it somewhere unimportant. Chenle probably laughed, he’d find it hilarious that someone liked him enough to write out their feelings to him. It boosted his ego knowing that you liked him. He probably told his whole team by now, his big mouth running on and on about how you are obsessed with him. You grimaced at the realization but kept going. You knew Jisung didn't care, probably shrugged off the letter and threw it away before going back to whatever emo guitarists do. Jisung’s reaction would be your ideal reaction from all seven of the boys but at least he wouldn’t pester you like Donghyuck and Chenle.

You kept driving for a while, listening to whatever songs that would distract your mind. When you approached your neighborhood you noticed someone was sitting outside your front door. This was particularly odd since it was only about 10 am on a school day. When you got closer you realized it was Jaemin, the last one out of the seven boys you wrote to. Letting out a deep breath, you pulled the car into your driveway. You put the car in park then gathered all your things before turning off the car.

Jaemin is your neighbor from next door, he moved in last summer and you both hit it off fairly fast. He was the sweetest and it wasn’t that long before you developed a crush on him. You didn't want to ruin what you two had so you hid your feelings with a letter before he was able to catch on.

Once you were out of the car, Jaemin stood up and walked towards you. “Hi”

He gave you an awkward smile and a slight wave, it was obvious he was nervous.

“Hey Jaemin” You responded reluctantly, sending him a short wave.

“Can we talk about this?” He held up the letter addressed to him and gave you a questioning look before continuing. “I don’t want us to be awkward, I really cherish our friendship.” he held your hand, a genuine smile on his face.

You could tell he didn’t want this to mess anything up but you started to feel overwhelmed. You pulled your hand out of his grasp.

“Listen – I’ve had a long day and I just want to go to my room and take a nap or something, can we talk tomorrow?” You walked past him before pulling out your keys and unlocking the door,

“See you Jaemin” You gave him a small wave before closing the door, all Jaemin could do was stand there processing what just happened. He had a strange look on his face, a face you couldn’t read. You didn’t want to dwell on it, you didn’t want to break your own heart over what he was thinking. After the door was closed, Jaemin let out a slight sigh before slowly turning around and leaving your porch.

You didn’t mean to shove the door in his face, but after seeing Jaemin it all just started to feel so real. It was finally sinking in that you just confessed to seven boys in the span of one day, every letter confessing your feelings (some more detailed than others…) and now you possibly could lose your somewhat friendship with some of them, especially Jaemin. How are you going to face them now that they know your true feelings? You let out a deep sigh and walked towards your room feeling defeated.

Once you walked through the door you ran straight to your closet. Searching for the box was harder than you thought, but when you found the small brown box filled with your graduation invites it all clicked in your head.

Yesterday you decided to send out the graduation invitations to your family, but you left in a hurry since the post office closed early that day. You quickly ran to your closet and grabbed the first box you saw, confidently taking the letters and putting them in your bag. You didn’t think to double check the letters which in turn caused all seven of the white love letters to be sent to their respective recipients.

After you reflected on the day before, you found a form of peace knowing that you were the reason that your letters were sent instead of someone else. At least it was almost the end of the year and this situation wouldn’t dwell past two months.

You got up from your spot in front of your closet and climbed into bed. Today was humiliating to say the least, but at least you have a valid reason to skip school!

“I just hope this doesn’t last until graduation..” you muttered before shifting around. You stretched out your limbs and got comfortable before slowly drifting off, blissfully unaware of the message that popped up on your phone,

“Can we talk?”