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It’s really awful when an artist you’ve loved as a teenager turns out to be terrible! Genuinely so sad when you’ve been a fan for such a long time. It’s how I felt with Usher, but well done for educating yourself and stepping back because a lot of ARMY wouldn’t.
yeah definitely, was just talking about the fact that we do not know these people and it’s our responsibility to educate ourselves on people’s actions. at the end of the day, they’re celebrities, not our friends. i don’t support zionism in any form, nor abuse or misogyny, and they’re giving platforms to all of these things.
not hating but did bts constantly collabing with zionists/zionist brands not deter you before?
completely yes! i’ve not been entirely aware of their actions after their military service cause i’ve not been as fully in the fandom since i was seventeen ish? and ive educated myself on zionism and palestine since truthfully i didn’t understand much about the history until i was about eighteen or so? i bought concert tickets as more of a nostalgia thing and then have found out a lot about them that i super don’t agree with! i’ve just currently posted about chris brown bc as someone who has had personal struggles things like that it was just a lot. thank u for messaging abt it tho! i really do appreciate perspective and don’t fuck with that at all!
not to vent post on my gay horny tumblr but
i think i’ve always had it deeply ingrained in me that i’m not deserving of the love i receive from others, and therefore that it’s disingenuous. i try so hard not to doubt things, but that evil little voice is always there. i’ve been doing a lot better lately, but i hate this awful day to day pit of anxiety i get in my stomach. i take things so personally, and ive said before that i love how deeply i feel things, but it comes with its downsides sometimes. the troubles of emotional maturity and intelligence i guess 🥹