The home of Jam

well, i took out my target. but i feel like crap. helen made us both alive, so i told castor troy i wouldnt kill him after nodd. i didnt expect the same from him,but he made the same agreement. but then he was opkilled. i had not promised that i would not take him out then - as it was me and him left alive who were present, i thoiught we would just be a ble to go home and sleep. but after hearing that he had been taken, i turned around, going to go back to the union to find him, expecting him to have gone home. but he was in front of me as i turned. i didnt kill him , i went and bought him a drink, sat and talked, all the while telling him of the debate i was having (to kiill or not to), and in the end i gave in. i had been told by him that his girlfriend would be over on saturday, and he didnt particularly want to come back as an open target then. and now i feel rather crap, as i promised, but not expecting anyone to op-kill people when there were only 4 ppl left, and they are not one of the four!!!!!! i had thought there was a litte more honour around, whatever the grudge. it is one thing getting revenge by telling the hunter where the target will be, but killing them this late is just nasty.

AAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, even thoiugh you wont read this, sorry Mike.

oh, and life aint too bad atm, except for the hormones so i snap at people a lot. and cry. dammit

and my bloody wine wont sodding ferment!!!!!!!!!

I'm sure my room is actually in the arctic.

just wish ii could see the polar bears

Well, apparently the solution to Grenth having goo in his eye (conjunctivitus) is to give us more goo! which we then have to administer to his eye..... all very well, and admittedly less difficult than i imagined

however, we were only told to put it in one eye, and what the clever kitten has done is transfer the infection to the other eye....

well, looks like it will be harder now, trying to get prescribed goo in both eyes....

and this afternoon, i get to see if i can remember how to jump start a car! before babysitting this evenign (admittedly, both girls will be in bed, so i just ahve to watch tv and play on the ds, but still).

• 12:23 really must get round to making the corset... lifehacker.com/5478624/a-celebrati… #
• 13:26 this feels suspiciously like death plague is returning... don't really fancy another week I cant remember... #
• 21:20 I think I'd like a scheme instead. I have a feeling I'd be better at scheming #
• 22:26 what part of 'region 2' means 'region 1'? #
• 23:27 :( * (* irritatingly persistant) #

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