2 x-treme
Sometimes it would be so nice to just be able to disappear off the face of the earth... have no contact with anyone... not have to worry about anything.
There is a solution. But not one that appeals much to me at this time.
I have no direction. No motivation. I feel like a god damn drone. Not human. Not me. Not anything of value.
This is not saying that I am not valued by some. I am. I know I am. But sometimes that just isn't enough, but there is no solution to that.
It's like I just feel unfixable; not saying that I am broken. Well, maybe I am. Maybe I am broken.
Am I?
There is a solution. But not one that appeals much to me at this time.
I have no direction. No motivation. I feel like a god damn drone. Not human. Not me. Not anything of value.
This is not saying that I am not valued by some. I am. I know I am. But sometimes that just isn't enough, but there is no solution to that.
It's like I just feel unfixable; not saying that I am broken. Well, maybe I am. Maybe I am broken.
Am I?
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melancholy
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