T - 12 hours

12 hours from now...

I'll hopefully still be alive. In the air. Flying to Hawaii...

I am not as excited as most people would be. I don't know why really. I guess I will chalk it up to anxiety. And this xanax is not helping. Worthless, really.

I've downloaded some Finch tonight, the "What is it to burn" album, and the Deftones "B-sides and Rarities," this album is quite fitting for my current state of mind.

I most likely won't update for a long time.

Call me if you want.