Sam/Dean Lost Fic! Help!

Hey Everyone!

There's a story I had recently printed out about Sam and Dean, but I didn't get the name of it or its writer. I assumed the story was a one-shot and it wasn't until I got to the end of the story that I realized it's actually an on-going fanfic.

I'll put the search under the cut so I won't spoil it for anyone who is interested and Hope you can help!<3

STORY FOUND!

THANKS TO vodou_blue! For those interested, here's the link. Enjoy!

http://rockstarpeach.livejournal.com/71899.html

So, here's the jist of the story...

Sam and Dean start a sexual relationship purely based on physical need since they are too busy to find it elsewhere. As I recall, the first part of the story starts off with them giving eachother bj's, or rather Sam giving Dean a bj in an alley (if I'm not mistaken), then later Dean returns the favor. As I recall, Dean was pissed because it took almost 45 minutes for Sam to hit his peak and Dean had a feeling Sam was holding off on purpose.
 
This is where I last left off....

The second part of the story, Dean decides he wants more from Sam and asks Sam to bottom for him because it's been a long while since he actually got to be inside someone. At first, Sam is opposed to the idea, but reluctantly agress out of curiosity. In the end, it was good for Dean, but Sam couldn't stop bitching about how much of an asshole Dean was throughout and that Dean owes him when Sam's turn comes.

Dean, feeling kind of guilty (but really just doesn't feel like hearing Sam bitch), surprises both himself and Sam when he spoons against Sam's back and gently plays his fingers along Sam's skin which leads to a hj to get Sam off.

It was awkward after that for them both because they agreed it was just sex, and the intimacy was completely unexpected.

Anyone know what I'm talkin' 'bout??
 
Hope y'all can help and thanks in advance!<3