Happy, yet depressed

My emotions are twisting me out of shape. Jasmine says the nicest things about me in her livejournal. I don't think I'm as good as she makes me out to be... I don't know. I am so lucky to have met someone with so much heart. I'm just so confused as to what to do though..what the future may bring..what's right for me and what's not. I've had such a good time this week - some of the best moments I can remember in my life actually. I've had so many feelings at play this week. I also just can't think ahead to Jasmine leaving. I start to cry. I'm so depressed about it. I got tears in my eyes and i'm trying to hide it. I guess we just have to take it day to day, like we said. I wish it were a perfect world and everything would work out. I love you jas.