Arugh! I could kill him!
-=Sigh=- So how does one help a poor, broken guardian/soulbond/PG?
Last night turned into one of those 'discussions' between the man and I about the future. I won't hash into it other than say supposedly a college education, house ownership, car ownership, and career are marks of 'something to show for.'
Apparently, I'm 30 years old with no career and nothing to show for it. Grooming dogs is not a career.
Then he continues on to say that no relationship is perfect other than the supposed ones with "Imaginary Friends." And he admitted of being guilty on the imaginary friend deal, too.
I don't know what I'm more livid about. I have no Career or that I have imaginary friends. (And no, IF was not used in a positive note.)
Dahni was rendered speachless. Then he growled. That shocked me.
Roo was jumping up and down, shouting. "I am TOO real! Just because I don't have a body in this world, does not mean I'm NOT REAL!"
Clarissah, the first time I felt/was allowed to feel in a while, just turned and walked out the door. I've not seen her since, and the girls have gone looking for her.
I don't know who the Dragon's been talking to, but it's not the Clarissah I know. And I have felt if he doesn't realize what he's done, then she doesn't want me to tell him of her broken heart.
"Not worth it. It's not like he listens to YOU, anyway...." (I did not take that personally. I know what was meant between the lines.)
Belief imparts reality. He drilled that into me when we first met. Now, it means nothing to him, I think. He's not walking his talk.
I've told her that if she leaves him, there are numerous others who would gladly welcome her into their fold, including me.
I tried looking for her myself last night, with my ghetto, noobie dream skillz. Least to say, that did not turn out well. :/
Poor Clar...
Last night turned into one of those 'discussions' between the man and I about the future. I won't hash into it other than say supposedly a college education, house ownership, car ownership, and career are marks of 'something to show for.'
Apparently, I'm 30 years old with no career and nothing to show for it. Grooming dogs is not a career.
Then he continues on to say that no relationship is perfect other than the supposed ones with "Imaginary Friends." And he admitted of being guilty on the imaginary friend deal, too.
I don't know what I'm more livid about. I have no Career or that I have imaginary friends. (And no, IF was not used in a positive note.)
Dahni was rendered speachless. Then he growled. That shocked me.
Roo was jumping up and down, shouting. "I am TOO real! Just because I don't have a body in this world, does not mean I'm NOT REAL!"
Clarissah, the first time I felt/was allowed to feel in a while, just turned and walked out the door. I've not seen her since, and the girls have gone looking for her.
I don't know who the Dragon's been talking to, but it's not the Clarissah I know. And I have felt if he doesn't realize what he's done, then she doesn't want me to tell him of her broken heart.
"Not worth it. It's not like he listens to YOU, anyway...." (I did not take that personally. I know what was meant between the lines.)
Belief imparts reality. He drilled that into me when we first met. Now, it means nothing to him, I think. He's not walking his talk.
I've told her that if she leaves him, there are numerous others who would gladly welcome her into their fold, including me.
I tried looking for her myself last night, with my ghetto, noobie dream skillz. Least to say, that did not turn out well. :/
Poor Clar...