I'm craving junk food

I am deathly afraid of becoming diabetic. And so, in an effort to avoid this horrible affliction, I've resolved to avoid junk food. Sure enough, as soon as I tell myself I'm -not- allowed to have something... I want it all the more! I'm convinced that there's a 5 year-old little girl stomping her feet in my mind! Because I am CRAVING hot cheetos! Since when do I crave Hot Cheetos?!?! I don't even like those things. I'm trying to finish my chapter outlines, but all I can think about it HOT CHEETOS!!! Hmm... I wonder if this is what drug withdrawals feel like? Note To Self: never experiment with drugs. Getting through cravings is the hardest part for me. I feel very overwhelmed by this. The little girl in me, alternates between whispering sweetly that it will all be over... if I just eat a "few" and stomping her foot and digging her heel in to my brain "Do it right now!". ARRRGH! I CAN'T GIVE IN. If I do, I'll just feel terrible and crave something else later. It's never "just a few". I know this. I came to school prepared with an arsenal of nuts and veggies. I can do this! Let me get through this day. I can't do this to myself. I simply can't. I -will- win this round little girl *is fierce*.