kill me... now
I hate today...
3 hours of sleep...
irritating OCD cat constantly cleaning itself at full volume feet away from me while trying to sleep (how do you LOUDLY lick yourself anyway?). Funds are dragging and taking their good old time, making the purchase of my required laptop postpone well into the 5th week of the semester. Had Kent State's Bursar's office actually had their shit together I would have had it allready. I JUST got my last 2 books in the mail the other day. Math isn't a strong point for me, and I'm certain I'll fail it this semester. AND THAT'S JUST SCHOOL RELATED ISSUES!!!
Work's been horrid. I've not made any commission the past week and a half. My paychecks are gonna be tiny right around the time I'll need some money, go figure. I'm not even going to comment on my problems at home. I've quit smoking a little bit ago, this time for really real as it nearly killed me this time. I've been coughing up black chunks for about a week now, so you can only imagine the throat and chest irritation that follows. Wonderful if you spend 5 hours a day talking on the phone non-stop at your job. It definately eases the pain of the arctic blast that engulfs me anytime I get out of bed. I'm getting a toothache again, I can only imagine how that's gonna end up (imagine me in the bathroom with pliers and a bottle of jack). There's a new kidney stone floating around that'll eventually pop out and mutilate my useless groin meats, so that's something to look forward to. Certain friends are stressing me out, while others are irritating me to death (some are cool still). Oh yeah, and pointing out other people's contradictions has lost it's fun. Easily the most depressing thing of all...
today kym's saying how she thinks she's fat (as girls will indefinately do no matter what you tell them, or what size they are) in the same breath she asks me if I want anything from McDonalds while she's getting breakfast. I chuckled and she realized the humor in it, but that sort of thing happens so often lately (not always with her) that pointint it out is too much effort. I used to LIVE for shit like that, now it's just another of the many things that will irritate me to the grave...
well, off to class (unless they cancel again and notify us via email 10 min before class is scheduled again.)
UPDATE: The bus passed me up. I was maybe 5 feet away from the same stop I always get picked up at. same time too. I guess if you aren't willing to stand in the cold 10 min earlier than you need to to compensate for their lack of ability to stick to a goddam schedule. FUCK THIS! I'm going back to bed. I'll wake up before it's time to go to work or something. I can't fucking handle this. I'm literally englfed with rage right now. EVERYTHING dies if anything else goes wrong today...
3 hours of sleep...
irritating OCD cat constantly cleaning itself at full volume feet away from me while trying to sleep (how do you LOUDLY lick yourself anyway?). Funds are dragging and taking their good old time, making the purchase of my required laptop postpone well into the 5th week of the semester. Had Kent State's Bursar's office actually had their shit together I would have had it allready. I JUST got my last 2 books in the mail the other day. Math isn't a strong point for me, and I'm certain I'll fail it this semester. AND THAT'S JUST SCHOOL RELATED ISSUES!!!
Work's been horrid. I've not made any commission the past week and a half. My paychecks are gonna be tiny right around the time I'll need some money, go figure. I'm not even going to comment on my problems at home. I've quit smoking a little bit ago, this time for really real as it nearly killed me this time. I've been coughing up black chunks for about a week now, so you can only imagine the throat and chest irritation that follows. Wonderful if you spend 5 hours a day talking on the phone non-stop at your job. It definately eases the pain of the arctic blast that engulfs me anytime I get out of bed. I'm getting a toothache again, I can only imagine how that's gonna end up (imagine me in the bathroom with pliers and a bottle of jack). There's a new kidney stone floating around that'll eventually pop out and mutilate my useless groin meats, so that's something to look forward to. Certain friends are stressing me out, while others are irritating me to death (some are cool still). Oh yeah, and pointing out other people's contradictions has lost it's fun. Easily the most depressing thing of all...
today kym's saying how she thinks she's fat (as girls will indefinately do no matter what you tell them, or what size they are) in the same breath she asks me if I want anything from McDonalds while she's getting breakfast. I chuckled and she realized the humor in it, but that sort of thing happens so often lately (not always with her) that pointint it out is too much effort. I used to LIVE for shit like that, now it's just another of the many things that will irritate me to the grave...
well, off to class (unless they cancel again and notify us via email 10 min before class is scheduled again.)
UPDATE: The bus passed me up. I was maybe 5 feet away from the same stop I always get picked up at. same time too. I guess if you aren't willing to stand in the cold 10 min earlier than you need to to compensate for their lack of ability to stick to a goddam schedule. FUCK THIS! I'm going back to bed. I'll wake up before it's time to go to work or something. I can't fucking handle this. I'm literally englfed with rage right now. EVERYTHING dies if anything else goes wrong today...