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@deadbeat

leecher; “A mentally ill person (especially but not only someone with ASPD, NPD, DPD, or AVPD) who thinks of themselves as a bad person, and cannot seem to get better, even when trying their hardest to recover. They also feel like a leech or a parasite to those around them. This may come with self-loathing, self-sabotage, and delusions of insignificance.” tigriped; “A species flag for anthro tigers.” anime egoceive; “a term for when you consider yourself the ‘Anime Person’ in a way that is central to your identity. this can include but is not limited to: wanting to be perceived as the most knowledgeable or attached to anime and wanting others to think about you when they see anime” anime incoius; “an incoius term for when one is deeply uncomfortable or distressed when anime is associated to another individual & not them” satoru gojo incoius; “A term for when one is deeply uncomfortable or distressed when Satoru Gojo is associated to another individual and not them.” suguru geto incoius; “A term for when one is deeply uncomfortable or distressed when Suguru Geto is associated to another individual and not them.” inacute; “when being perceived as cute causes discomfort or dysphoria.” cognitive impairment; “For those who have cognitive impairment. This may be used as a general flag, for symptom recognition, or anything else.” delusions of insignificance; “for people who experience delusions of insignificance, believing that they are not important to other people, in their community, or in some other way. This can result in not feeling valued by others, or feeling that one does not need and/or deserve things that make them happy.” depression; “a flag for anyone with any kind of depressive disorder or depressive symptoms.” d/o; “a form of x/o meant to be a selfship equivalent to endel or d/a; a relationship with a character which is caused by, influenced by, or rooted in a delusion.” caring; “a subset of loveless in which one cares about others rather than or in place of loving them.” nonpartnering; “an individual who does not wish to form a significant partnership with others.” nonfriending; “an individual who does not wish to form friendships with others.” suptiliaplaroace; “someone who is strictly aplaroace, and not anywhere else on the aplatonic, aromantic, and asexual spectrums. one does not and will never feel platonic, romantic, or sexual attraction in any capacity.” aurora; “A presentation term where the sun and / or sun-related aesthetics play into how one presents.” gendervoid; “an absence, blank space or void where a gender might otherwise be.” transaqualitine. vesapathy; “when there is apathy in place of where your gender would be or in the absence of your gender.” vesboy; “when there is boyhood/being a boy/boy is in place of where your gender would be or in the absence of your gender.” vesfire; “A genderless/agender spectrum term for when there is fire in place of where your gender would be, or in the absence of your gender.” vesdeftones; “A genderless/agender spectrum term for when there is Deftones or Deftones' albums/songs/etc in place of where your gender would be, or in the absence of your gender.” masauciden; a neogender umbrella that encompasses all genders related to, or affected by self harm/self harm thoughts, suicide/suicidal thoughts, autodestructive ideals and/or tendencies, intrusive thoughts, self sabotage, non-sexual sadism and masochism, gore and/or violence, being insane/mentally unwell, [and] reclamation of 'edgy,' 'freak,' etc. sedenvy; “a nonxenic neoumbrella underneath sedesin related to the deadly sin of envy.” kenochoric; “a gender identity centered around concepts like, for example, [kenopsia,] the unknown, darkness / obscurity, liminal spaces, emptiness / vastness, the uncanny valley, paradoxes, things that can't be fully or truly comprehended, nostalgia, and anything else that can be considered similar, or evokes similar "vibes."”

Names

  • ivan
  • mydei
  • es
  • rue
  • flins
  • lohen
  • scaramouche
  • dei
  • ruru
  • bengal
  • ignis
  • ignition
  • icarus
  • shaun

Pronouns

Other

  • SzPD, AvPD, BPD, DPD, Delusional
  • DID, AuDHD, Anxiety, Depression
  • CFS, Dyspraxia, Visual Impairment
  • Suspected HoH & APD
  • Asocial, Untalkative
  • Debilitatingly suicidal
  • Listen to Deftones & Crywank
    • if close