"I still don't know exactly what went wrong..."

So I've made a decision about LJ, to help me discover whether my heart is still in it or not...

I'm going to take a one week hiatus.

Not that this will be very different for most everyone, as I haven't been around lately, but I'm going to take one full week off of all journals - from updating, from commenting, from replying, from reading, from even visiting livejournal's website. After a week (or possibly a bit more, depending on work), I'll come back and see how I feel about things...

You all know the ways to contact me by now... I'm not shutting out people, just LJ the website... Maybe I'll be able to find the sense of peace I've been craving so desperately...



Spanish Doll (Poe)

This place feels so unfamiliar
And yet I know it well
I think I used to belong here
But the only way I can tell
Is that I miss you still
And I cannot find you here
You left me tattered and torn
Just like that sweet Spanish doll

(Sweet spanish sweet spanish... doll)

I went down to the alley way
(Sierra la Bonita)
And found that you were gone
si nunca te fueras
You left no word no message
I still don't know exactly what went wrong
lagrima
But now no matter where I go
I always seem to return
buscame
To where you left me tattered and torn
estoy rompida mi muneca

Just like that sweet spanish doll

(Sweet, spanish, sweet spanish doll)

A memory guilded in red and gold
de oro
Beauty guarded and never sold
cuidame
I keep it with me wherever I go
And I love you still
recuerdame
No matter how a story will unfold
You know I always will
esta conmigo
Have part of you here
In this souvenir
Spanish doll

A stranger in this world without you
Is all that I can ever be
All I know that's pure and clear
You left it with me here
In this souvenir
Spanish... Spanish... Spanish...