J 202 is a BITCH!
Hey, all. So yeah--my J202 class is a bitch. We have so much shit to do that it's really killing me here...
and I don't know how to manage my time! Actually I do, and so it's not as big of a problem as I'm making it out to be...this class is all about time management. I think that's gonna become my mantra from here on out. *Breathe in, breathe out...* yeah.
So I slammed my finger in the door this morning when I got back from going to the bathroom, and it hurt like a bitch, as well. Everything's just bitchy right now. But it'll get better, i hope. I'm sure it will. Oh, and I'm feeling really angry with Nick because he's being a dick, only wanting to talk to me when he thinks he can talk to shawna at the time. i don't mind if he wants to talk to shawna, but don't fucking call me when she's the one you want to talk to. just fucking call her! DAMN! Is that too hard to ask? Obviously for him it is. But oh well. I'll get over it.
And...yeah...I'm having money issues again. all my fault, i'm sure. as most of life is. i've paid all my bills, and so i don't think that will be an issue. i just hope i calculated all my finances right. i really need to start keeping my checkbook balanced right. it is gonna come back to bite me in the ass someday. and i got pizza again tonight. i was supposed to be sharing with roomie, but she's kind of asleep (translation: STONED) at the moment. i feel kind of guilty for buying said pizza, because it cost money, but oh well. can't be helped now, so there's no point in feeling guilty for it, right? hehe... but i promise myself not to spend any more money until my next paycheck pans out and i can balance my checkbook right for once. hehe...
this cheesy bread is calling my name and if stef doesn't wake up any time soon it's gonna be gone, never mind that she wanted a piece. she said she wants to pay me back, but i don't feel a need to make her pay when she's only gonna have one or 2 slices of pizza in the first place. i ate most of it, so i should pay for it. right? right. i am so...ugh. that's what i feel like right now. i'm trying really hard to focus on school and forget about guys for the time being, because it does me no good to worry about guys when there's nothing to worry about in the first place.
OMG. My Shakespeare professor, Prof. Ben Saunders, is an absolute hunk. he's such a stud, it's unbelievable. i think i'm in love. lol just kidding. but he is hot. and he called me a squeaker in class earlier last week. (Week 2 in winter term.) We were talking about something, and he made the class laugh, and I hiccupped in the middle of it. hehe. it came out like a little squeek, and he turned to me and gave me this little quirked eyebrow look, and said to the class, "she's a squeaker, ain't she?" LOL! (he's british, as well, so in his accent it sounded kinda funny. ;) it helps the fantasy along that we were talking about sex at the time, too. haha! and we were discussing Freud in class on wednesday, (Yesterday) and he kept looking at me the WHOLE TIME we discussed "penis envy." And then he wrote this list on the board...I'll explain it because i'm feeling a little jumbled in my head right now.
so he wrote this list on the board, because we were talking about homosexuality and that it seems as if the main argument against homosexuality is that it doesn't lead to procreation. and he was saying how that's complete bogus because 99% of the sexual acts we as heterosexuals commit do not result in procreation, so we should be deemed unnatural as well. (Which i wholeheartedly agree with, by the way.) And he proceeded to list on the board something like this:
Natural Unnatural
insertion of penis into vagina oral sex
(With ejaculation) anal sex
genital-genital rubbing
kissing
etc...
I thought it was pretty enlightening. Hehe...But yeah...he was looking straight at me, and I found myself lost in this absolutely delicious daydream where we were in his office discussing causes and effects of Freud on Shakespeare's work, and vice versa, (you know, all to do with sex..that's my favorite topic, after all!) LOL. and all of a sudden he looks at me and takes my hand, kissing it sweetly. then he cocks his head and asks me if i would like to have dinner with him to further our "discussion." I accept graciously, and he suggests tonight. so yeah...I'll have to save the rest of the fantasy for later, because I'm running out of time to write this. Because I should really go to bed; i have an 11 o'clock class tomorrow morning. hehe...i'm not going to bed just yet though. too much to write about still.
gilly and i are going to write a book. well, it's gonna be based on her life with so many guys, and we have to find a plot in it somewhere so that our readers will find it appealing. but we think it'll take off. she was telling me just earlier today about how she and her current boyfriend had sex all over the house! In the hallway, on the stairs, on the coffee table, in hallway 2, on the couch (twice!), in the bedroom (twice again!) ALL JUST TODAY!!!!!! Damn, does this girl have stamina. I strive to be just like her in my own sexcapades. hehe. you think i'm kidding? just try me!!!
OMG, i want to have sex with elijah wood. he's such a fucking god. he may be small, but he's absolutely gorgeous and amazing and mmmm. i am so horny right now, it's ridiculous. hehe. ok--maybe i should edit that part out...or then again, maybe not. i don't really care. if people don't want to see that, they don't have to read it, right? right. (there i go again, answering my own questions. so i think it's time for me to head to bed now.) I had a long day at work today, and yeah. Rick (boss) scolded me for having a book at the front desk earlier today when there was so much to do. but it's okay because he knows i didn't even crack it open, because i was in the back most of the time, checking books in and putting summit items on the shelf. so it was okay. he was joking mostly. but i still felt kinda bad. but not for long. because my mind was on sushi!!! I am craving sushi, and i can't get over it! i might get it next week. because i don't want to spend any more money this week. i have to spend my points anyway, at hamilton. ooh. string cheese. i think we should have a sushi stand at the hamilton hall, because so many people like sushi, and it's kinda unfair that they all have to pay for it. geez! hehe. or maybe not. i don't know. i just like it. yummy...i can't get it out of my head! Ok...i really have to go to bed now. because i'm making a lot of typing errors that i have to retype over again. and that's just not good form. hehe. ok...
G'nite, y'all!
Peace out,
Livvie
and I don't know how to manage my time! Actually I do, and so it's not as big of a problem as I'm making it out to be...this class is all about time management. I think that's gonna become my mantra from here on out. *Breathe in, breathe out...* yeah.
So I slammed my finger in the door this morning when I got back from going to the bathroom, and it hurt like a bitch, as well. Everything's just bitchy right now. But it'll get better, i hope. I'm sure it will. Oh, and I'm feeling really angry with Nick because he's being a dick, only wanting to talk to me when he thinks he can talk to shawna at the time. i don't mind if he wants to talk to shawna, but don't fucking call me when she's the one you want to talk to. just fucking call her! DAMN! Is that too hard to ask? Obviously for him it is. But oh well. I'll get over it.
And...yeah...I'm having money issues again. all my fault, i'm sure. as most of life is. i've paid all my bills, and so i don't think that will be an issue. i just hope i calculated all my finances right. i really need to start keeping my checkbook balanced right. it is gonna come back to bite me in the ass someday. and i got pizza again tonight. i was supposed to be sharing with roomie, but she's kind of asleep (translation: STONED) at the moment. i feel kind of guilty for buying said pizza, because it cost money, but oh well. can't be helped now, so there's no point in feeling guilty for it, right? hehe... but i promise myself not to spend any more money until my next paycheck pans out and i can balance my checkbook right for once. hehe...
this cheesy bread is calling my name and if stef doesn't wake up any time soon it's gonna be gone, never mind that she wanted a piece. she said she wants to pay me back, but i don't feel a need to make her pay when she's only gonna have one or 2 slices of pizza in the first place. i ate most of it, so i should pay for it. right? right. i am so...ugh. that's what i feel like right now. i'm trying really hard to focus on school and forget about guys for the time being, because it does me no good to worry about guys when there's nothing to worry about in the first place.
OMG. My Shakespeare professor, Prof. Ben Saunders, is an absolute hunk. he's such a stud, it's unbelievable. i think i'm in love. lol just kidding. but he is hot. and he called me a squeaker in class earlier last week. (Week 2 in winter term.) We were talking about something, and he made the class laugh, and I hiccupped in the middle of it. hehe. it came out like a little squeek, and he turned to me and gave me this little quirked eyebrow look, and said to the class, "she's a squeaker, ain't she?" LOL! (he's british, as well, so in his accent it sounded kinda funny. ;) it helps the fantasy along that we were talking about sex at the time, too. haha! and we were discussing Freud in class on wednesday, (Yesterday) and he kept looking at me the WHOLE TIME we discussed "penis envy." And then he wrote this list on the board...I'll explain it because i'm feeling a little jumbled in my head right now.
so he wrote this list on the board, because we were talking about homosexuality and that it seems as if the main argument against homosexuality is that it doesn't lead to procreation. and he was saying how that's complete bogus because 99% of the sexual acts we as heterosexuals commit do not result in procreation, so we should be deemed unnatural as well. (Which i wholeheartedly agree with, by the way.) And he proceeded to list on the board something like this:
Natural Unnatural
insertion of penis into vagina oral sex
(With ejaculation) anal sex
genital-genital rubbing
kissing
etc...
I thought it was pretty enlightening. Hehe...But yeah...he was looking straight at me, and I found myself lost in this absolutely delicious daydream where we were in his office discussing causes and effects of Freud on Shakespeare's work, and vice versa, (you know, all to do with sex..that's my favorite topic, after all!) LOL. and all of a sudden he looks at me and takes my hand, kissing it sweetly. then he cocks his head and asks me if i would like to have dinner with him to further our "discussion." I accept graciously, and he suggests tonight. so yeah...I'll have to save the rest of the fantasy for later, because I'm running out of time to write this. Because I should really go to bed; i have an 11 o'clock class tomorrow morning. hehe...i'm not going to bed just yet though. too much to write about still.
gilly and i are going to write a book. well, it's gonna be based on her life with so many guys, and we have to find a plot in it somewhere so that our readers will find it appealing. but we think it'll take off. she was telling me just earlier today about how she and her current boyfriend had sex all over the house! In the hallway, on the stairs, on the coffee table, in hallway 2, on the couch (twice!), in the bedroom (twice again!) ALL JUST TODAY!!!!!! Damn, does this girl have stamina. I strive to be just like her in my own sexcapades. hehe. you think i'm kidding? just try me!!!
OMG, i want to have sex with elijah wood. he's such a fucking god. he may be small, but he's absolutely gorgeous and amazing and mmmm. i am so horny right now, it's ridiculous. hehe. ok--maybe i should edit that part out...or then again, maybe not. i don't really care. if people don't want to see that, they don't have to read it, right? right. (there i go again, answering my own questions. so i think it's time for me to head to bed now.) I had a long day at work today, and yeah. Rick (boss) scolded me for having a book at the front desk earlier today when there was so much to do. but it's okay because he knows i didn't even crack it open, because i was in the back most of the time, checking books in and putting summit items on the shelf. so it was okay. he was joking mostly. but i still felt kinda bad. but not for long. because my mind was on sushi!!! I am craving sushi, and i can't get over it! i might get it next week. because i don't want to spend any more money this week. i have to spend my points anyway, at hamilton. ooh. string cheese. i think we should have a sushi stand at the hamilton hall, because so many people like sushi, and it's kinda unfair that they all have to pay for it. geez! hehe. or maybe not. i don't know. i just like it. yummy...i can't get it out of my head! Ok...i really have to go to bed now. because i'm making a lot of typing errors that i have to retype over again. and that's just not good form. hehe. ok...
G'nite, y'all!
Peace out,
Livvie