i've been going through it since the eclipse, y'all.
this mix is about suffering when becoming attached to outcomes. it's about not feeling good enough, wondering "what if," struggling with loneliness, experiencing desperation, feeling like time is running out, stewing in regret, pining for what used to be, and just being fuckin' sad.
the path of healing is rarely a straight line, and this mix deals with learning how to get underneath pain to see what wisdom lies beneath.
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track listing:
Blossom Part 4 - Adham Shaikh
Returning/Erosion - Moss Covered Technology
Wonder - Indiajiva
IV - Oren Ambarchi, Johan Berthling, Andreas Werliin
Counting What Ifs (Darkhorse Ambient Room Remix) - boyChild ft. Soundmouse
Japanese Ceremonial Tea (Interlude) - The Electric Sons
Go It Alone - Beck
Got Me Like (Extended Mix) - BIIANCO
Ceremony - Sam Gellaitry
Get to You (Mersiv Remix) - Supertask, Saint Sinner
Hummingbirds - Matias Lurena
Tell Me Why (Part I) - The Art Department
I Can Change - LCD Soundsystem
Culture - Ganga Giri
Faceplant on the Galaxy - Inzo, LSDREAM
Guest Room - Echos
Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want - The Smiths
Pagan Poetry - Bjork
Primavera - Ludovico Einaudi
I Will Follow You Into the Dark - Miya Folick
Transcending the Wheel of Time - Jordi Wood