rambly ambly stuff post
i am tired
my bag is still wet from yesterday
my muscles are sore
my desk is covered in receipts and underwear and paperwork
i have a lot of work to do
i've been craving oatmeal cream pies. i should figure out how to remedy this -- need to discover a corresponding sugar/wheat-free recipe that will satisfy the depraved beasties that are my taste buds.
i tried E for the first time a couple of weeks ago. it was splendiferous! even though I threw up (cuz i always do), it was still splendiferous. i am now ready for acid. or more E. or oatmeal cream pies. moist chewy creamy goodness. yuuummmmy.
i'm trying out all the good bad things i can before i start having kids. i hear there isn't a whole lot of time for much else when the babies come.
i need to repaint my toes a different colour. maybe sparkly olive or dark blue or something. they're red now, which matched my skirt that i wore last week, but red nail polish is kinda too mundane for me. i feel too suburban, which is a bad, icky feeling that must be squelched. at least the skirt is pretty.
we go see our lawyer tomorrow to turn in our immigration application. i still need to locate my photos, which, i believe, are tidied away in that box over there with all my other papery-type things -- the ones that aren't crowding up my desk at the moment.
boy, i'm hungry.
we got all our letters (or, rather, enough of them) from our loved ones supporting my immigration here and they all rock -- both the letters and the peeps. mmmm.... peeeps.... i really need to eat.
tomorrow evening, i am seeing
pyralea again. maybe we'll see a movie. maybe we'll make dinner again. maybe we'll paint or something.
i went hiking on the escarpment near Milton with my coven yesterday. we did a ritual out there and it was awesome. for me, it involved making a small and very literal leap of faith concerning fear. i become fearful of silly little things and i am trying to find ways of getting past those fears. if i can do that, then maybe the big fears won't be so ominous.
i was told that there would be a cave -- it turned out to be a sheltered crevice in the limestone. and while not a proper cave, it was really neat. there was mist rising from the depths of the crevice, but it wasn't noxious or hallucinatory, like with the Pythia. it didn't even smell -- the mist, that is, but the whole area smelled of cool wet damp limestone and decaying wood and leaves. very very lovely. i wanted to spend more time there, but then the skies started dumping on us. there were streams of water from my shorts to my socks by the time we started heading back. it was fun being completely soaked in the rain! kinda freeing. but by the time we got back, i was all cold and wet and wrinkly and my feet hurt from being trapped in my shoes for so long, drenched from the rain. it's too bad toronto didn't get the rain that Milton got. we coulda used it here to make everything much greener and get rid of some of this hideous heat. at least with what rain we did get, things have cooled off to a more manageable 27-30C.
ok, i've rambled long enough. i'm gonna go eat now.
if you're interested in caving in Ontario there is a Toronto Caving Group. It looks like fun!
my bag is still wet from yesterday
my muscles are sore
my desk is covered in receipts and underwear and paperwork
i have a lot of work to do
i've been craving oatmeal cream pies. i should figure out how to remedy this -- need to discover a corresponding sugar/wheat-free recipe that will satisfy the depraved beasties that are my taste buds.
i tried E for the first time a couple of weeks ago. it was splendiferous! even though I threw up (cuz i always do), it was still splendiferous. i am now ready for acid. or more E. or oatmeal cream pies. moist chewy creamy goodness. yuuummmmy.
i'm trying out all the good bad things i can before i start having kids. i hear there isn't a whole lot of time for much else when the babies come.
i need to repaint my toes a different colour. maybe sparkly olive or dark blue or something. they're red now, which matched my skirt that i wore last week, but red nail polish is kinda too mundane for me. i feel too suburban, which is a bad, icky feeling that must be squelched. at least the skirt is pretty.
we go see our lawyer tomorrow to turn in our immigration application. i still need to locate my photos, which, i believe, are tidied away in that box over there with all my other papery-type things -- the ones that aren't crowding up my desk at the moment.
boy, i'm hungry.
we got all our letters (or, rather, enough of them) from our loved ones supporting my immigration here and they all rock -- both the letters and the peeps. mmmm.... peeeps.... i really need to eat.
tomorrow evening, i am seeing
pyralea again. maybe we'll see a movie. maybe we'll make dinner again. maybe we'll paint or something.i went hiking on the escarpment near Milton with my coven yesterday. we did a ritual out there and it was awesome. for me, it involved making a small and very literal leap of faith concerning fear. i become fearful of silly little things and i am trying to find ways of getting past those fears. if i can do that, then maybe the big fears won't be so ominous.
i was told that there would be a cave -- it turned out to be a sheltered crevice in the limestone. and while not a proper cave, it was really neat. there was mist rising from the depths of the crevice, but it wasn't noxious or hallucinatory, like with the Pythia. it didn't even smell -- the mist, that is, but the whole area smelled of cool wet damp limestone and decaying wood and leaves. very very lovely. i wanted to spend more time there, but then the skies started dumping on us. there were streams of water from my shorts to my socks by the time we started heading back. it was fun being completely soaked in the rain! kinda freeing. but by the time we got back, i was all cold and wet and wrinkly and my feet hurt from being trapped in my shoes for so long, drenched from the rain. it's too bad toronto didn't get the rain that Milton got. we coulda used it here to make everything much greener and get rid of some of this hideous heat. at least with what rain we did get, things have cooled off to a more manageable 27-30C.
ok, i've rambled long enough. i'm gonna go eat now.
if you're interested in caving in Ontario there is a Toronto Caving Group. It looks like fun!