I don't know what to do. Whe it comes to guys I become dependent very quick and very easily.I guy could tell me he loves me, if he hasn't return my call the same day that I called him, I'm heart broken... Why is that? He has the right to not call me at that time... Maybe he has other things to do... But at that moment all I can think of, is feeling rejected, unworthy, unpretty, huge, unloved, unwanted... It's like I only focus on that... I get hurt very easily... I've had relationships in the past that teared me apart, some almost killed me, and I'm starting to fall in love again and to fall period. I'm anxious and depressed. In my head, Etienne is going to back stab me at the first opportunity he's got, but I know he isn't really like that, he's a nice guy, I'm sure he doesn't want to hurt me, but still, somehow that's how I feel... I feel like that with every guy or even girl I meet. I don't have the energy to deal with these obsession anymore. I just want to have fun and enjoy my life. Last time my heart was broken, I tried to kill myself. I don't want something like this to happen again. I just want to live, be happy... I just keep crying, the feeling of being rejected and not feeling love is too big... Please someone tell me how can I deal with this.... Doctors don't know how, they don't live it... Can anyone tell me how to change the way I think... Please, I'm begging, I need advices, opinions, this is killing me, and everytime I meet someone new it's starts all over again... Am I doomed to be alone forever??? Thanks