geofount 😟discontent

Listens: Adele - Chasing Pavement

Lots going on. New job is good. I've gone through training and last night was my first night where I was left by myself. It wasn't too bad except for my mini episode of flailing when two 9 tops and a 6 top came in as soon as the manager cut nearly all of the servers. I still don't know even 1/3 of the servers working there but the manager helped me out a lot.

I have a group project that's due this upcoming Thursday. We were supposed to look at maps of the coast and determine what areas would be good sites for renourishment projects or restoration areas. That was two weeks ago. I haven't heard from either one of the two people in my group. Not a phone call or an e-mail. I e-mailed one of them a few days ago but have still not received an e-mail back or a phone call. I have no clue what's going to happen. I really need a decent grade in the class in order to get my scholarship back and it irritates me that I have to rely on two other people to get it. I'm probably going to go ahead and write a paper about the restoration projects that have already been done in this area (my internship is heavily involved with them) and about the costs of it. I might also e-mail the teacher explaining the situation and that my group had no communication with me. God I hate group projects with a passion.



I got my period on June 19th. On July 2nd I started bleeding again. I finally went to the doctor nearly two weeks after that and found out it was an UTI. I got on medication for it but I got my period on the 15th, right as I got on the medicine. I go through the medicine, get off my period, and have several days of non-bleeding bliss. Then about three days ago I started bleeding again. I have been bleeding for nearly exactly a month now.

I went to the doctor on Tuesday and got another UTI test, which came back negative. Today I went in again (I wasn't able to go in Wednesday or Thursday due to my internship and work) and got my blood drawn in order for them to do a number of tests and try to figure out why the hell I won't stop bleeding.

I think it's pretty obvious to say that I am sick to fucking death of bleeding and have spent quite a bit of money on pads, tampons, and panty liners. This makes me just want to get my defected uterus removed.



Boyfriend has come back from his internship in Gainesville. Things not going so well. Ugh.

I just want to stop bleeding!