well well

Hello my long lost lovers..
I've missed you all.. I've been working a LOT! I've made some amazing new friends and living a sincerely sober life.
My life has changed considerably.
Chloe is going to be 5, yes, FIVE in September. I'm officially now 5'11 and 155 lbs and feeling amazing. Evidently, drinking excessively is not very dieting conducive .. ;) I still can't spell.. lol
I work for at&t and they've been nothing but good to me. I've gotten noticed my managers on my skills lol maybe a raise soon? let's hope so.
John and I split up... but we're working together to make a better life, slowly but surely. I lost weight and got pretty depressed and deep there for awhile..
but, it's getting better..
Chloe is FINALLY starting to talk.. She's a big girl! takes the bus everyday to preschool and is in a wonderful after school program. 
She's so artistic and has a beautiful talent of drawing hand chickens (she get's that from me) Data streams, you know.. binary code. 1010100010111... and can put together puzzles for 8 and up in a pretty decent time with minimal help. She's still got the gorgeous carrot top red hair and shirley temple curls. She's TALL!!!!!!! 44 inches tall and 43 lbs and still vegetarian and in great health! in the 90th percentile :) 

I'm going on the 8th back to the oncologist, seems to be a theory out there somewhere that I've got malignant bone cancer.. We'll see.. As my brother so eloquently cited. "Kat, you'll be fine, you're too much of a bitch to die" thanks bubba, love you too :) 
I'm still in to music, I still have my bass and trying to work on another cancer show. I've been pretty tired tho.. but my emotional health is getting better by the day.
John has been nothing but 100% supportive in his role of being there and me for him and we're working together hard core to be great interactive parents.
My social life is dead! LOL My mondays are fridays and I work 2nd shift.. so ya know.
I miss you guys.. I've not been here in over a year, and for neglecting you guys, I apologize..
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE! REPLY! let me know how you guys are doing!!!! Sincerely! I wanna know :) 
I'm on yahoo, infinity_66_6
hit me up!!! 
I'm going to try to come here alot :) 
here's a pic from a ghoultown show a couple of months ago, taken by photog, Scotty Mankoff of my friend, Danny and I


I'm not sure why my eyes were so big.. but what can you do :) 

He's like a great brother to me.. and I'm fond of the red hair. He's the keyboard player in a band called Wumb, which they have a show coming up! (shameless plug, I know ) lol


Anyway.much love! I wanna know everything!!!!