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Hey...Hey....::yawn:: hey. heres one fic i dug up....you'll find it ok.

~Title~ Forever in my Heart
~Author~ Well, DUH me!
~Characters~ Shannon Moore, Original Character Ames, Many other Apperences by other people along that line, to lazy to list them.
~Rating~ Ill give it a PG-14. Its not really vulgar, it just has some themetic elements and mild language.....thats all
~Summary~ Ames' and Shannon's Relationship is truly tested by her ex.
~Discalimer~ If what i wrote was real, the world would be a scary place....muwhhaaaa...in other words, dont own them.
~Distruibution~ Xtreme-Awesomeness.net

~Forever in my heart~

[glow=orange,2,300]~Chapter Uno~[/glow]

"dear god" Jeff said with tears in his eyes. " I never ment to strike her, i love her with all my heart, and i would never want anything bad to happen to her, and i apologize." could barely finish his sentence before tears took control of him. he sat in the hospital room, staring at the shadow on the wall of Ames in the room next door. soon, Shan Came rushing in to check on her.

"is she ok jeff?" Shan asked

"we don’t know...."

"what the F**k prompted you to hit her?" shan kept asking questions.

"I was drunk, she got upset with me and kicked my corvette window out."

"that’s no d**m excuse for your actions, you never treat a girl like that, let alone my girl.

"I’m sorry shan, i lost control, i was drinking, and she pissed me off, so i beat her"

"Its still my girlfriend and i ought to kick the shit out of you for what you did to her. in fact, i might do it right now!" Shan raised his fist to strike jeff when Jr from Jeff’s band, and his Drunk girlfriend, tay walked in, and Jr restrained Shan.

"Dude, you are so not thinking straight. take a break shan." Jr said, then turned, looked at Jeff, and shook his head.

"Um, Jr.," Tay asked. "what the hell is going on? where the hell am i?" she finished her sentence them went to light a cigarette. Just before she lit it, shan snatched it from her hands.

"Are you stupid? you don’t smoke in a hospital."

"F**k you Shan ill do whatever i want!" and she lit the cigarette

"Shan, ill be right back, let me take Tay out for a smoke." Jr said and turned to shan and made a crazy hand gesture.

"ok," Shan Said and he went up and grabbed Ames' hand." Babe, if you make it through this, i promise no one will ever hurt you again, i love you, and i don’t want to see you go. Be strong, and live for me, for everyone." Just as those Last works escaped Shan's Mouth, Ames rolled to her side. "She heard me!" Shan shouted with joy.

"Hey keep it down in there, people are trying to read cosmopolitan!" the receptionist Raya said. Smacking a Piece of Mint Chewing gum

"You look here you worthless piece of s**t whore!" Shan yelled. " My girlfriend is in a coma and all you can think to do is come in her and yell at me because you cant read your Cosmo and paint your nails! Jesus Christ lady! do your F**king job" Jeff Said

"Hey Larry, Hun, get some security, this guy is waked"

"No Problem Sugar" he said and gave Raya a kiss. "Yo, doc, we got someone trippin! get the sedatives!"

"ok Larry" The doctor came in Just as Jr. was walking down the hall with a Budweiser."

"Sir, do you know him?"

"yeah that’s shan, whoa is he like on crack or something?"

"no just spazzing, help me hold him down"

"don’t f**king touch me!" shan yelled. He turned around and Punched jeff right across the face. The doctor stuck him with the sedatives, and Shan Peacefully passed out.

[glow=00ff66,4,300]~Chapter Dos~[/glow]
(i don’t know what Spanish has to do with this but 'o’well)

The Next Day, Shan Lie Asleep in the Hospital Bed, finally starting to regain some sense of direction and humanity. He work up when he heard his alarm go off, and rolled over to turn on the TV, when Matt and Heather Walked in.

"How are things Shan?" Heather asked, Placing a thing of flowers on him.

"Just so fine and peachy." Shan replied.

"How’s Ames doing?" Matt Asked Curiously.

"Dun no. I was just about to get dressed and check on her." Shan Said.

"Well, we'll be in there, see you in a few." said heather, and she bent down and gave him a hug.

"see you." Shan waved and went and put some clothes on. Then he walked to the door and ran a hand down it with tears filling his eyes. " I hope she's ok." and he turned the doorknob and went to Ames' room.

Shan opened the door, and saw her lying there ever so peaceful and undisturbed. he walked to her bedside and kissed her forehead.” It will all be over soon..." he whispered. He turned around to find a magazine to read when he heard someone say his name. "Ames?"
he whispered. “is that you?"

"yup" she responded

"Thank the heavens you’re back!" Shan lifted her up and passionately kissed her. "Ames, please, don’t ever leave me again, I’m a mess without you."

"Shan, i never meant too." she responded and kissed him again.

"Everyone! Come Quick! She woke up!" Shan shouted with joy. Matt and Heather heard Shan first, and kissed in the heat of the moment.

"Hey Ames How are you doing?" heather Asked Curiously.

"um ok........Where’s Jeff i need to talk to him." She said

"He’s coming, slowly but surely." Matt added.

[glow=0033ff,2,300]~Chapter Tres~[/glow]
(yes, i have Spanish this semester....lol)

"Jeff?" Ames Raised her head off the soft white pillow. "is that you?"

"Yes, and I’m so sorry i didn’t mean to, i was just so, i , i , i, i apologize."

"Jeff, Hold up a minute. You weren’t the one who beat me, you were the one who tried to save me. Justin Was the one who did this to me, not you." Jeff Was speechless.

"You Mean, Justin was the one trying to hurt you?" Shan asked.

"Yes, Jeff was just so drunk he didn’t remember, but its ok cause I’m ok." Shan took both of her hands in his.

"I promise you we will find Justin and make him pay for what he did."

"Shan no, you cant. Justin, my ex, has been hell bent on killing me! if you were to try to stop him he would surely kill you too!" she said frantically as she started to sob.

"Of course they would kill me, but our chances would be better if there was more of us."

"You know what shan," Ames said

"What?"

"Just forget about it, its not worth it."

"Fine, Ill put it in the past. But you wont ever leave my side again." Shan said as he placed Kisses Along her.

"Um so what did i miss?" Jr came in with Tay.

"Hun, i think Ames woke up while we were in the bathroom" Everyone Laughed.

"Jr...." Ames said "gimmie a hug" he bent over and gave her a hug and a kiss, which instantly made Shan turn his head the other way and clear His throat.

"May i come in?" The doctor knocked at the door.

"sure"

"Well, all your tests indicate you are doing ok, so were sending you home."

"Yessssssss!" Ames said....."hey Shan........i got something for you when we get home...."

"Did you hear that Shan? she can go home!" Heather said as her and Ames jumped up and down and hugged.

"Oh Great." Shan thought. "I’m in for it"

"Ha Ha" jeff pointed and laughed.

"I’m still pissed at you, you know that right?" Shan said bringing jeff from him moment.

"Whatever." Jeff Smugly remarked.

"Hey Jeff You Want to go Party with me and Tay? Matt? Heather? Ames? Shan?" Jr asked.

" I like parties" Tay said and giggled taking a drink from her can of beer.**burp**"excuse me" jr just rolled his eyes and laughed.

"Sure Matt and i will come along!" Heather responded.

" Ill go...just watch me...we don’t need another incident like this" Jeff added.

"I think Ames and i will Stay Home...we’ve got plans...." Shan snickered

"Rigggghhhhhttt......sure you do" Tay said, and as soon as Ames' release papers were drawn up, they left.

(there’s more coming)


[glow=red,3,300]~Chapter Cuatro~[/glow]
(Spanish 1 sucks.)

WHAM! jeff snuck into Shan's room and wacked him in the back hard with a pillow. " Time to wake up kiddies! Today is Arcade day!" WHAM! jeff hit him again. Shan burried his face in a pillow.

"Please jeff, 5 more minutes" Shan mumbled and rolled over to his side.

"Awwwww, did the widdle puppy's play to rough?"

"Shut up Jeff," Ames said. "well be down for breakfast shortly."

"Ok....." Jeff muttered as he walked out the door, slamming it behind him.

Soon everyone was downstairs for breakfast. Jeff was busy making pancakes and sausage alongside Jr. Tay was watching the news while drinking a glass of wine.
"These are the Best Pancakes ever!" Heather said to jeff. "Matt, how come you never cook anything?" Matt Cleared his throught and Turned the other way.

"Its ok Matt," jeff added. " God couldnt make everyone wonderful cooks. And besides, i have to have some talent you don't." Jeff gigled and everyone else snickered.

"Hey Guys," Ames said trying to get everyones attention. " When were you planning on taking the garbage out?"

"UMMMmm, uhhhh" Jr studdered along side Jeff.

"Ill Take it out, and be right back inside then." Ames said wiping her mouth and excusing herself from the table.

"NO!" Shan Shouted. "you arent going anywhere without me!"

"Shan, your being ridiculous, Nothing bad is going to happen, im only going in my front lawn, ill be right back."

"Well," Shan said crossing his arms."If youre not back in 5 minutes, im calling the cops."

"you do that then." Ames Said as she started out the door.

"ok" She thought as she lifted the trash bag out of the trash can.'

she walked it up to the driveway, just as the trash guy pulled up.

"Thank god you are here. If that trash would have sat in our garage for another week, it wouldnt have been" She was cut off, when she noticed that the garbage man was justin. Before she could scream. he snatched her by the hair and drug her behind her house.

"Ive Been waiting for a long time to do this."

"Justin, please no!" Ames asked him as he taped her mouth shut.

"Me and you are gonna have a little fun" He said pulling out a knife. "I’ve hated that Shannon Moore guy ever since we were kids. and now, to cause him more pain, I’m going to kill the love of his life, you." Ames tried to scream, but all she could get out was a few muffled cries. Justin Took the knife and sliced her across the forehead. "And i promise to make your death as painful as i can." he let out another evil laugh as he slowly stabbed her in the stomach, tears falling down her eyes. "And that’s what I’m doing" he took another slice across her arm. "Making it as painfully slow as I can." He quickly sliced the other arm and took the tape off her.

"SHANNON!" she sobbed with all her strength. "help me!" She cried. Shan heard her cries and ran outside. "Im in the Garage!" She said withering in pain.
God D**nit! Shan Said when he saw justin start the truck and drive away. He quickly Ran to Ames' side, tears falling from his face

"Don't worry, Help is on the way! hold on!" he yelled. "Somebody call 911!"

"what’s the # to 911?" tay said... Heather quickly snatched the phone from her and dialed. The Medics quickly arrived.

"sir, we need you t step away and lets us help her." Shan was refusing at first, but Jeff pulled him aside. The Paramedics tried all they could to save her, but it was too late, She had lost Too Much blood. Shan ran over to her body and picked up her hand,

"Why!" he yelled at the sky. "Why did you take her away from me! Tell me why you f**king did it! " he shouted as a few tears fell from his face to hers. " I swear to you," he said "I will make sure he pays for what he did to us."

Epolouge:

2 days after the funeral:
Shan sat on his bed, a picture of him and Ames in his hand, and a tear fell down the glass frame. He opened his dresser drawer, and took out a pocket knife. "Now, i wont have to live without you." He said as he slashed the main vessel in his throught, and died peacefully on the floor.~Forever in my heart~

[glow=orange,2,300]~Chapter Uno~[/glow]

"dear god" Jeff said with tears in his eyes. " I never ment to strike her, i love her with all my heart, and i would never want anything bad to happen to her, and i apologize." could barely finish his sentence before tears took control of him. he sat in the hospital room, staring at the shadow on the wall of Ames in the room next door. soon, Shan Came rushing in to check on her.

"is she ok jeff?" Shan asked

"we don’t know...."

"what the F**k prompted you to hit her?" shan kept asking questions.

"I was drunk, she got upset with me and kicked my corvette window out."

"that’s no d**m excuse for your actions, you never treat a girl like that, let alone my girl.

"I’m sorry shan, i lost control, i was drinking, and she pissed me off, so i beat her"

"Its still my girlfriend and i ought to kick the shit out of you for what you did to her. in fact, i might do it right now!" Shan raised his fist to strike jeff when Jr from Jeff’s band, and his Drunk girlfriend, tay walked in, and Jr restrained Shan.

"Dude, you are so not thinking straight. take a break shan." Jr said, then turned, looked at Jeff, and shook his head.

"Um, Jr.," Tay asked. "what the hell is going on? where the hell am i?" she finished her sentence them went to light a cigarette. Just before she lit it, shan snatched it from her hands.

"Are you stupid? you don’t smoke in a hospital."

"F**k you Shan ill do whatever i want!" and she lit the cigarette

"Shan, ill be right back, let me take Tay out for a smoke." Jr said and turned to shan and made a crazy hand gesture.

"ok," Shan Said and he went up and grabbed Ames' hand." Babe, if you make it through this, i promise no one will ever hurt you again, i love you, and i don’t want to see you go. Be strong, and live for me, for everyone." Just as those Last works escaped Shan's Mouth, Ames rolled to her side. "She heard me!" Shan shouted with joy.

"Hey keep it down in there, people are trying to read cosmopolitan!" the receptionist Raya said. Smacking a Piece of Mint Chewing gum

"You look here you worthless piece of s**t whore!" Shan yelled. " My girlfriend is in a coma and all you can think to do is come in her and yell at me because you cant read your Cosmo and paint your nails! Jesus Christ lady! do your F**king job" Jeff Said

"Hey Larry, Hun, get some security, this guy is waked"

"No Problem Sugar" he said and gave Raya a kiss. "Yo, doc, we got someone trippin! get the sedatives!"

"ok Larry" The doctor came in Just as Jr. was walking down the hall with a Budweiser."

"Sir, do you know him?"

"yeah that’s shan, whoa is he like on crack or something?"

"no just spazzing, help me hold him down"

"don’t f**king touch me!" shan yelled. He turned around and Punched jeff right across the face. The doctor stuck him with the sedatives, and Shan Peacefully passed out.

[glow=00ff66,4,300]~Chapter Dos~[/glow]
(i don’t know what Spanish has to do with this but 'o’well)

The Next Day, Shan Lie Asleep in the Hospital Bed, finally starting to regain some sense of direction and humanity. He work up when he heard his alarm go off, and rolled over to turn on the TV, when Matt and Heather Walked in.

"How are things Shan?" Heather asked, Placing a thing of flowers on him.

"Just so fine and peachy." Shan replied.

"How’s Ames doing?" Matt Asked Curiously.

"Dun no. I was just about to get dressed and check on her." Shan Said.

"Well, we'll be in there, see you in a few." said heather, and she bent down and gave him a hug.

"see you." Shan waved and went and put some clothes on. Then he walked to the door and ran a hand down it with tears filling his eyes. " I hope she's ok." and he turned the doorknob and went to Ames' room.

Shan opened the door, and saw her lying there ever so peaceful and undisturbed. he walked to her bedside and kissed her forehead.” It will all be over soon..." he whispered. He turned around to find a magazine to read when he heard someone say his name. "Ames?"
he whispered. “is that you?"

"yup" she responded

"Thank the heavens you’re back!" Shan lifted her up and passionately kissed her. "Ames, please, don’t ever leave me again, I’m a mess without you."

"Shan, i never meant too." she responded and kissed him again.

"Everyone! Come Quick! She woke up!" Shan shouted with joy. Matt and Heather heard Shan first, and kissed in the heat of the moment.

"Hey Ames How are you doing?" heather Asked Curiously.

"um ok........Where’s Jeff i need to talk to him." She said

"He’s coming, slowly but surely." Matt added.

[glow=0033ff,2,300]~Chapter Tres~[/glow]
(yes, i have Spanish this semester....lol)

"Jeff?" Ames Raised her head off the soft white pillow. "is that you?"

"Yes, and I’m so sorry i didn’t mean to, i was just so, i , i , i, i apologize."

"Jeff, Hold up a minute. You weren’t the one who beat me, you were the one who tried to save me. Justin Was the one who did this to me, not you." Jeff Was speechless.

"You Mean, Justin was the one trying to hurt you?" Shan asked.

"Yes, Jeff was just so drunk he didn’t remember, but its ok cause I’m ok." Shan took both of her hands in his.

"I promise you we will find Justin and make him pay for what he did."

"Shan no, you cant. Justin, my ex, has been hell bent on killing me! if you were to try to stop him he would surely kill you too!" she said frantically as she started to sob.

"Of course they would kill me, but our chances would be better if there was more of us."

"You know what shan," Ames said

"What?"

"Just forget about it, its not worth it."

"Fine, Ill put it in the past. But you wont ever leave my side again." Shan said as he placed Kisses Along her.

"Um so what did i miss?" Jr came in with Tay.

"Hun, i think Ames woke up while we were in the bathroom" Everyone Laughed.

"Jr...." Ames said "gimmie a hug" he bent over and gave her a hug and a kiss, which instantly made Shan turn his head the other way and clear His throat.

"May i come in?" The doctor knocked at the door.

"sure"

"Well, all your tests indicate you are doing ok, so were sending you home."

"Yessssssss!" Ames said....."hey Shan........i got something for you when we get home...."

"Did you hear that Shan? she can go home!" Heather said as her and Ames jumped up and down and hugged.

"Oh Great." Shan thought. "I’m in for it"

"Ha Ha" jeff pointed and laughed.

"I’m still pissed at you, you know that right?" Shan said bringing jeff from him moment.

"Whatever." Jeff Smugly remarked.

"Hey Jeff You Want to go Party with me and Tay? Matt? Heather? Ames? Shan?" Jr asked.

" I like parties" Tay said and giggled taking a drink from her can of beer.**burp**"excuse me" jr just rolled his eyes and laughed.

"Sure Matt and i will come along!" Heather responded.

" Ill go...just watch me...we don’t need another incident like this" Jeff added.

"I think Ames and i will Stay Home...we’ve got plans...." Shan snickered

"Rigggghhhhhttt......sure you do" Tay said, and as soon as Ames' release papers were drawn up, they left.

(there’s more coming)


[glow=red,3,300]~Chapter Cuatro~[/glow]
(Spanish 1 sucks.)

WHAM! jeff snuck into Shan's room and wacked him in the back hard with a pillow. " Time to wake up kiddies! Today is Arcade day!" WHAM! jeff hit him again. Shan burried his face in a pillow.

"Please jeff, 5 more minutes" Shan mumbled and rolled over to his side.

"Awwwww, did the widdle puppy's play to rough?"

"Shut up Jeff," Ames said. "well be down for breakfast shortly."

"Ok....." Jeff muttered as he walked out the door, slamming it behind him.

Soon everyone was downstairs for breakfast. Jeff was busy making pancakes and sausage alongside Jr. Tay was watching the news while drinking a glass of wine.
"These are the Best Pancakes ever!" Heather said to jeff. "Matt, how come you never cook anything?" Matt Cleared his throught and Turned the other way.

"Its ok Matt," jeff added. " God couldnt make everyone wonderful cooks. And besides, i have to have some talent you don't." Jeff gigled and everyone else snickered.

"Hey Guys," Ames said trying to get everyones attention. " When were you planning on taking the garbage out?"

"UMMMmm, uhhhh" Jr studdered along side Jeff.

"Ill Take it out, and be right back inside then." Ames said wiping her mouth and excusing herself from the table.

"NO!" Shan Shouted. "you arent going anywhere without me!"

"Shan, your being ridiculous, Nothing bad is going to happen, im only going in my front lawn, ill be right back."

"Well," Shan said crossing his arms."If youre not back in 5 minutes, im calling the cops."

"you do that then." Ames Said as she started out the door.

"ok" She thought as she lifted the trash bag out of the trash can.'

she walked it up to the driveway, just as the trash guy pulled up.

"Thank god you are here. If that trash would have sat in our garage for another week, it wouldnt have been" She was cut off, when she noticed that the garbage man was justin. Before she could scream. he snatched her by the hair and drug her behind her house.

"Ive Been waiting for a long time to do this."

"Justin, please no!" Ames asked him as he taped her mouth shut.

"Me and you are gonna have a little fun" He said pulling out a knife. "I’ve hated that Shannon Moore guy ever since we were kids. and now, to cause him more pain, I’m going to kill the love of his life, you." Ames tried to scream, but all she could get out was a few muffled cries. Justin Took the knife and sliced her across the forehead. "And i promise to make your death as painful as i can." he let out another evil laugh as he slowly stabbed her in the stomach, tears falling down her eyes. "And that’s what I’m doing" he took another slice across her arm. "Making it as painfully slow as I can." He quickly sliced the other arm and took the tape off her.

"SHANNON!" she sobbed with all her strength. "help me!" She cried. Shan heard her cries and ran outside. "Im in the Garage!" She said withering in pain.
God D**nit! Shan Said when he saw justin start the truck and drive away. He quickly Ran to Ames' side, tears falling from his face

"Don't worry, Help is on the way! hold on!" he yelled. "Somebody call 911!"

"what’s the # to 911?" tay said... Heather quickly snatched the phone from her and dialed. The Medics quickly arrived.

"sir, we need you t step away and lets us help her." Shan was refusing at first, but Jeff pulled him aside. The Paramedics tried all they could to save her, but it was too late, She had lost Too Much blood. Shan ran over to her body and picked up her hand,

"Why!" he yelled at the sky. "Why did you take her away from me! Tell me why you f**king did it! " he shouted as a few tears fell from his face to hers. " I swear to you," he said "I will make sure he pays for what he did to us."

Epolouge:

2 days after the funeral:
Shan sat on his bed, a picture of him and Ames in his hand, and a tear fell down the glass frame. He opened his dresser drawer, and took out a pocket knife. "Now, i wont have to live without you." He said as he slashed the main vessel in his throught, and died peacefully on the floor.